31 July 2006
what a cool morning it was today, i woke up shivering man! LoLS, so went to do wash up and then went to school already.
so it was sorta drizzling, and i walked slowly, enjoying the cool breeze and the drizzle. realising i dun hav my chem txtbk, it was lost or? omg watever, i juz continued walking lol.
no english lesson + remedial woohoo! but report still need to hand in, beatrice printed but she forgot to do spacing. shld hav reminded her -_-" but nvm, its printed out afterall, i cant ask for more becoz i owe her just by printing already.
and there was photo taking during recess, my god, it took a bloody long long long long long timeee, but i kinda enjoyed it, wasting time = skipping chemistry, YES i'm saved for the day, since i dun hav my chem txtbk with me LOLS. test papers were returned, results? bad of coz.
and then chinese...boring..all this while i've been wanting to skip chinese lesson seriously, but i respect teachers, but we were made to copy out the report when some idiots draw and do maths so OPENLY. cant they juz secretly do like me? they are dumb or?? wadever, waste of time.
then lesson was over, it was bio, then i went down to continue doing the chinese report with alvin, while waiting for rui to finish her bio and then go do amaths. i waited quite long, and i tot she pang seh me, thank god she didnt.
so we were deciding where to begin amaths. i suggested 3 locations, school, cwp library, her house, and of coz, her house best, since its near + can go home at a later time. she insisted library though, so wadeva, let her win lor LoL. she went home then, val went her house, while me and zul hj and jx go buy ice pop and eat.
after that phone rang, lame conversation started, like, hello? hello? hello? (repeat the process)
-_- then she said her mum told her its raining soon, so go her house do amaths, and yea, jx and me went to her house after eating.
so we were chatting + gossiping + doing work, till 6, when val and jx went home, while i remained and continue my amaths, since i wanted to complete 75% of the amaths june paper. i went home ard 8.45 and came back, shower and asked jessica whether her chem txtbk can use or not, but farah took it first, so without a choice, i ransacked my house. it was covered by a bunch of fucking magazines owned by the bastard. *spits*
oh well, i'm supposed to be happy in school today! SUPPOSED to be Happy, but yea, a lil happy really ^^v
so it was sorta drizzling, and i walked slowly, enjoying the cool breeze and the drizzle. realising i dun hav my chem txtbk, it was lost or? omg watever, i juz continued walking lol.
no english lesson + remedial woohoo! but report still need to hand in, beatrice printed but she forgot to do spacing. shld hav reminded her -_-" but nvm, its printed out afterall, i cant ask for more becoz i owe her just by printing already.
and there was photo taking during recess, my god, it took a bloody long long long long long timeee, but i kinda enjoyed it, wasting time = skipping chemistry, YES i'm saved for the day, since i dun hav my chem txtbk with me LOLS. test papers were returned, results? bad of coz.
and then chinese...boring..all this while i've been wanting to skip chinese lesson seriously, but i respect teachers, but we were made to copy out the report when some idiots draw and do maths so OPENLY. cant they juz secretly do like me? they are dumb or?? wadever, waste of time.
then lesson was over, it was bio, then i went down to continue doing the chinese report with alvin, while waiting for rui to finish her bio and then go do amaths. i waited quite long, and i tot she pang seh me, thank god she didnt.
so we were deciding where to begin amaths. i suggested 3 locations, school, cwp library, her house, and of coz, her house best, since its near + can go home at a later time. she insisted library though, so wadeva, let her win lor LoL. she went home then, val went her house, while me and zul hj and jx go buy ice pop and eat.
after that phone rang, lame conversation started, like, hello? hello? hello? (repeat the process)
-_- then she said her mum told her its raining soon, so go her house do amaths, and yea, jx and me went to her house after eating.
so we were chatting + gossiping + doing work, till 6, when val and jx went home, while i remained and continue my amaths, since i wanted to complete 75% of the amaths june paper. i went home ard 8.45 and came back, shower and asked jessica whether her chem txtbk can use or not, but farah took it first, so without a choice, i ransacked my house. it was covered by a bunch of fucking magazines owned by the bastard. *spits*
oh well, i'm supposed to be happy in school today! SUPPOSED to be Happy, but yea, a lil happy really ^^v
As Good As DEAD on 9:39 pm
30 July 2006
oh well, week 6 starting from tomorrow. sad case or? bleah watever, i can't really play much and rest too much perhaps
today afternoon went out with jian xiong play badminton at 777, then called jordon (a sec 2 boy) as well, and jx's fren, then we play and play..indeed, jx's hand got problem, his racket will fly out ~.~ for no reason occasionally. no one was hurt though haha.
nothing much then, reached home bathe and eat..time to do report lest it gets too late and i cant get help to print O_O
today afternoon went out with jian xiong play badminton at 777, then called jordon (a sec 2 boy) as well, and jx's fren, then we play and play..indeed, jx's hand got problem, his racket will fly out ~.~ for no reason occasionally. no one was hurt though haha.
nothing much then, reached home bathe and eat..time to do report lest it gets too late and i cant get help to print O_O
As Good As DEAD on 7:20 pm
29 July 2006
so its week 6 soon..time flies huh? prelims are coming and i haven really studied much. like, wat the hell? but anyway, i must say, i know more about amaths now at least. and i haven do my work, the english report ~.~
so, today is an early morning, woke up and then went to school for GG's lesson. wearing slippers once again of coz ^^v. so he went through relative velocity again, i dun really understand still, becoz too chim liao haha.
then after that he went through revision for some questions on the hmwk he gave on thursday. sylvia is a big liar, i guess she learns from someone, do alot of work, and then tell others i never do much -_-". and yea, some questions went through then i some wrong as usual.
then test! before i started doing, all i see was WORDS WORDS WORDSSSSSSSS and i was like O_O!! i dunno how to do at all, Matrices, EVEN TRIGO that was supposed to be my strongest topic of all, but its becoz of proving, so, how unlucky i am. results? bound. to. fail. T_T
lesson over then, i went to eat with anthony, and then happened to see JJ that noob, so i sat with him and had lunch. and just before i blogged this post, i saw a post somewhere, someone was cursing and swearing for him baodouing to Mr Chua bout some nonsense on that person's sister. who once told me that person dun like the sister, and its quite surprising that that person cares for the sister o_O (name not revealed, but u guys shld know). whatever, siblings sucks for life, for my case.
so moral of story is, JJ is baodou kia of coz, thats why everyday i suan him like nobody business xD
so after eating, went home, and chatted on msn for awhile, and someone said brb, i wait until i fell asleep oops. when i woke up, went to get some water, i realised my small aunt was at my house, so i just greeted her and went back to my com (i'm glued to the computer). then played game with anthony. thats about it yea.
what about school? getting more and more stress..bloody hell ~.~ and how i wish that everything ends now, then i would find a job maybe, and earn some money for myself, or enjoy the holidays with my friends. i dun wanna stay at home and be a nerd T_T
so, today is an early morning, woke up and then went to school for GG's lesson. wearing slippers once again of coz ^^v. so he went through relative velocity again, i dun really understand still, becoz too chim liao haha.
then after that he went through revision for some questions on the hmwk he gave on thursday. sylvia is a big liar, i guess she learns from someone, do alot of work, and then tell others i never do much -_-". and yea, some questions went through then i some wrong as usual.
then test! before i started doing, all i see was WORDS WORDS WORDSSSSSSSS and i was like O_O!! i dunno how to do at all, Matrices, EVEN TRIGO that was supposed to be my strongest topic of all, but its becoz of proving, so, how unlucky i am. results? bound. to. fail. T_T
lesson over then, i went to eat with anthony, and then happened to see JJ that noob, so i sat with him and had lunch. and just before i blogged this post, i saw a post somewhere, someone was cursing and swearing for him baodouing to Mr Chua bout some nonsense on that person's sister. who once told me that person dun like the sister, and its quite surprising that that person cares for the sister o_O (name not revealed, but u guys shld know). whatever, siblings sucks for life, for my case.
so moral of story is, JJ is baodou kia of coz, thats why everyday i suan him like nobody business xD
so after eating, went home, and chatted on msn for awhile, and someone said brb, i wait until i fell asleep oops. when i woke up, went to get some water, i realised my small aunt was at my house, so i just greeted her and went back to my com (i'm glued to the computer). then played game with anthony. thats about it yea.
what about school? getting more and more stress..bloody hell ~.~ and how i wish that everything ends now, then i would find a job maybe, and earn some money for myself, or enjoy the holidays with my friends. i dun wanna stay at home and be a nerd T_T
As Good As DEAD on 5:35 pm
27 July 2006
quite a boring day today..SS lesson was boring yes. then PE, yay!! play badminton, but the shuttlecock is plastic instead of feather..bloody hell i cant smack at all zzz, so heck care, never play seriously at all.
we had early recess then, and NAPFA our class got 2nd for the whole cohort!! we could get first..only if i had worked harder for my 2.4..to make a pass, i'm always a burden afterall.
then it was bio, went to library and sleep, then emaths do nonsense and then break..and lights. i'm quite surprised when that balloon was deflated in the past, now? bloody pumped with oil, not air, hes so inflated now. serve him right.
after school, i went to change to prepare for rerun..the weather was bloody cooling, a perfect weather for me to run i shld say, but mr teo did not allow us to run..becoz it was raining soon. i felt disappointed of coz, i was so eager to run and wanna try to pass to score better for the results to try and push to overtake and get the class 1st for NAPFA
i left home then, feeling abit pissed with the weather, as it was covered with dark clouds, and i fastened my pace. till i reach 768, it really rained, heavily..i ran and ran till 763, then an uncle offered to share his umbrella to me, thank god for that i managed to get home without my bag getting drenched.
(its ok if i'm drenched, becoz i love being soaked under the rain, but not for my bag, my worksheets cant get wet)
yea so thats about it..next week, hopefully theres time for me to rerun..i dun wanna disappoint myself for the efforts i had over the holidays and certain weekends.
we had early recess then, and NAPFA our class got 2nd for the whole cohort!! we could get first..only if i had worked harder for my 2.4..to make a pass, i'm always a burden afterall.
then it was bio, went to library and sleep, then emaths do nonsense and then break..and lights. i'm quite surprised when that balloon was deflated in the past, now? bloody pumped with oil, not air, hes so inflated now. serve him right.
after school, i went to change to prepare for rerun..the weather was bloody cooling, a perfect weather for me to run i shld say, but mr teo did not allow us to run..becoz it was raining soon. i felt disappointed of coz, i was so eager to run and wanna try to pass to score better for the results to try and push to overtake and get the class 1st for NAPFA
i left home then, feeling abit pissed with the weather, as it was covered with dark clouds, and i fastened my pace. till i reach 768, it really rained, heavily..i ran and ran till 763, then an uncle offered to share his umbrella to me, thank god for that i managed to get home without my bag getting drenched.
(its ok if i'm drenched, becoz i love being soaked under the rain, but not for my bag, my worksheets cant get wet)
yea so thats about it..next week, hopefully theres time for me to rerun..i dun wanna disappoint myself for the efforts i had over the holidays and certain weekends.
As Good As DEAD on 4:53 pm
26 July 2006
Keane - A Bad Dream
Why do I have to fly
Over every town up and down the line?
I will die in the clouds above
And you that I defend,
I do not love
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Where will I meet my fate?
Baby Im a man,
I was born to hate
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time you could be my friend
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Wouldnt mind it
If you were by my side
But youre long gone
Yeah youre long gone now
Where do we go?
I dont even know
My strange old face
And Im thinking about those days
And Im thinking about those days
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Wouldnt mind it
If you were by my side
But youre long gone
Yeah youre long gone now...Yeah
This song really just reflect my life..I would wanna die in the Clouds above, I had bad dreams, I was born to Hate, I would leave everything behind if someone special was by my side, but it never comes..never will it.
Why do I have to fly
Over every town up and down the line?
I will die in the clouds above
And you that I defend,
I do not love
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Where will I meet my fate?
Baby Im a man,
I was born to hate
And when will I meet my end?
In a better time you could be my friend
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Wouldnt mind it
If you were by my side
But youre long gone
Yeah youre long gone now
Where do we go?
I dont even know
My strange old face
And Im thinking about those days
And Im thinking about those days
I wake up, its a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess Im not the fighting kind
Wouldnt mind it
If you were by my side
But youre long gone
Yeah youre long gone now...Yeah
This song really just reflect my life..I would wanna die in the Clouds above, I had bad dreams, I was born to Hate, I would leave everything behind if someone special was by my side, but it never comes..never will it.
As Good As DEAD on 8:07 pm
25 July 2006
its 12.28am starting..and i'm still awake and blogging!! LOLS, oh well, cant be blamed, I slept in the afternoon..till 9pm ~.~ but i guess i shall sleep after my complaints.
school really sucked bad today, as a start for physics. Purple Balloon (aka SMRT Worker) really pisses me off, that mother fucker. can't we juz bloody choose our own seats for the practical? why make life so difficult, i dun understand man, this is crap. i need to sit with that fuck face, Again.
He doesn't really know how to use a rheostat. more fucked up thing is that, he wants us to use 2 accumulators which adds up to 3.8V or 4V (depending on wat voltage u use, 1.9 - 2V ea), so wat happened? we got a bloody scolding when we used one accumulator, which was wat the book stated. WE ARE FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS, NOT HIS, BUT THE BOOK! DAMMIT! GO DRIVE YOUR SMRT TRAIN IF YOU LOVE THAT SHIRT SO MUCH!
Enough of that, it makes my blood boil whenever i think of it. *spits*. so english was next, report writing, lesson as usual. nothing much interesting. and then it was recess and then amaths.
Amaths lesson, go through last year's paper 1, i'm waiting for paper 2 though, theres alot for me to know still. amaths, quite usual, except when i pull KY's chair in, and he hurt himself. Oops, i'm such a bad kid =X. and yea, there were bickers over work behind me, over trigo, or watever it is, argue and laughing all day long.
then come emaths, kinematicsi'm sick of that already duh, and we were somehow doing a few qns, for that whole period. Zuraidah is another Loan Shark. lets see, Sharon collected money, Amber Collected, Bloody Nappali Collected, Zuraidah Collected, so altogether there were 4 Robbers for just a mere Week. $4 + $4 + $2.90 = $10.90 --> MY 1/3 OF WEEKLY ALLOWANCE IS GONE T_T
Bah, SS was next, tiring, and juz roughly went through the topic on the upcoming test..I went to the washroom, to wash my face and perk myself up. when i came back, i saw Sharifah writingAncient Scripts a question on the board, to my surprise, not even realising what i was clearly doing, my natural reaction was taking the duster, and I erased part of the wordings LOLS, ok the class clapped, but it was meant to be a joke though, so she continued to write.
Benny, the class's only hope almost saved the day, he needed to throw 2 pieces of paper from his seat, if thrown into the bin, we would be spared from the question on the board, but he failed ~.~ lols. So in the end, some of us did the questions still, while some are still slacking away..haha
Say, sometimes, when we are lethargic, such fun will always revive the class, becoz we need laughter at times, if not the class would look so dead, and i hate it that way of coz xD
yea, so the bell rang, and it was break, went to tech hub then, put my bags there, went to the washroom, came back, my bag was outside. (thrown out i guess) and yea, they needed to do filmimg, so we went to com lab 4 and have GG's lesson. not even 5 minutes, we were chased out by sharifah, she needed 2 labs due to the capacity of combined classes, then we moved to IT resource room 3, carried on the lesson there and..yea like this and like that, then ended at around 5.30
then i went to 768 with jing xiang to cut hair. Thank God, both of us, had just sufficient money to cut our hair, 10 cent more would make a difference. Gosh, i'm totally broke, this week's expense is equally or even higher than i expected due to the robberies ~.~ i guess i can't save much for this week already -__-"
i went home after that, had a shower and off to bed straight, till 9pm and had dinner. the dinner sucked bad, it was some thick noodles and i hate it, so i just went to cook instant noodles and eat. and then went to MSN after that to chat as usual.
not much work done today, i only did physics, and before that i was finding songs and converters from wma files to mp3 files, got help from jian xiong and hj and a few of my friends. i was finding Keane's new album songs (Under the Iron Sea). most of the songs rocked, especially "Is it Any Wonder". some of his songs hav deep meanings in it, so i kinda enjoyed it.
nothing much more i guessed. overall, a bad morning + an enjoyable SS lesson = neutral. had it not been that SMRT worker, my day would be at its fill. RC Sux =)
Right, its almost 1am, i should turn in now, lest i would sleep in class again tml, or maybe it makes no difference, since i'm a sleepyhead lols.
Put it Behind You. Pains, Sorrows..should be behind me indeed, yet I'm still facing it Everyday..
school really sucked bad today, as a start for physics. Purple Balloon (aka SMRT Worker) really pisses me off, that mother fucker. can't we juz bloody choose our own seats for the practical? why make life so difficult, i dun understand man, this is crap. i need to sit with that fuck face, Again.
He doesn't really know how to use a rheostat. more fucked up thing is that, he wants us to use 2 accumulators which adds up to 3.8V or 4V (depending on wat voltage u use, 1.9 - 2V ea), so wat happened? we got a bloody scolding when we used one accumulator, which was wat the book stated. WE ARE FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS, NOT HIS, BUT THE BOOK! DAMMIT! GO DRIVE YOUR SMRT TRAIN IF YOU LOVE THAT SHIRT SO MUCH!
Enough of that, it makes my blood boil whenever i think of it. *spits*. so english was next, report writing, lesson as usual. nothing much interesting. and then it was recess and then amaths.
Amaths lesson, go through last year's paper 1, i'm waiting for paper 2 though, theres alot for me to know still. amaths, quite usual, except when i pull KY's chair in, and he hurt himself. Oops, i'm such a bad kid =X. and yea, there were bickers over work behind me, over trigo, or watever it is, argue and laughing all day long.
then come emaths, kinematics
Bah, SS was next, tiring, and juz roughly went through the topic on the upcoming test..I went to the washroom, to wash my face and perk myself up. when i came back, i saw Sharifah writing
Benny, the class's only hope almost saved the day, he needed to throw 2 pieces of paper from his seat, if thrown into the bin, we would be spared from the question on the board, but he failed ~.~ lols. So in the end, some of us did the questions still, while some are still slacking away..haha
Say, sometimes, when we are lethargic, such fun will always revive the class, becoz we need laughter at times, if not the class would look so dead, and i hate it that way of coz xD
yea, so the bell rang, and it was break, went to tech hub then, put my bags there, went to the washroom, came back, my bag was outside. (thrown out i guess) and yea, they needed to do filmimg, so we went to com lab 4 and have GG's lesson. not even 5 minutes, we were chased out by sharifah, she needed 2 labs due to the capacity of combined classes, then we moved to IT resource room 3, carried on the lesson there and..yea like this and like that, then ended at around 5.30
then i went to 768 with jing xiang to cut hair. Thank God, both of us, had just sufficient money to cut our hair, 10 cent more would make a difference. Gosh, i'm totally broke, this week's expense is equally or even higher than i expected due to the robberies ~.~ i guess i can't save much for this week already -__-"
i went home after that, had a shower and off to bed straight, till 9pm and had dinner. the dinner sucked bad, it was some thick noodles and i hate it, so i just went to cook instant noodles and eat. and then went to MSN after that to chat as usual.
not much work done today, i only did physics, and before that i was finding songs and converters from wma files to mp3 files, got help from jian xiong and hj and a few of my friends. i was finding Keane's new album songs (Under the Iron Sea). most of the songs rocked, especially "Is it Any Wonder". some of his songs hav deep meanings in it, so i kinda enjoyed it.
nothing much more i guessed. overall, a bad morning + an enjoyable SS lesson = neutral. had it not been that SMRT worker, my day would be at its fill. RC Sux =)
Right, its almost 1am, i should turn in now, lest i would sleep in class again tml, or maybe it makes no difference, since i'm a sleepyhead lols.
Put it Behind You. Pains, Sorrows..should be behind me indeed, yet I'm still facing it Everyday..
As Good As DEAD on 12:32 am
23 July 2006
Bloody boring sunday..i aint got anything to do after all today ~.~
reivising a lil..afternoon sleep. wake up, nth to do..boring boring boring!@#@#$@#%
reivising a lil..afternoon sleep. wake up, nth to do..boring boring boring!@#@#$@#%
As Good As DEAD on 5:38 pm
22 July 2006 Part 2
so..i went out and had dinner when i received an sms from shuyi, go seoul garden. i took a long long long long time to decide, becoz if i go, there goes my 2 weeks of saving. ~.~
then went to sembawang. go meet beng hui and her..then go junction 8. heres the gosu part, shuyi said got seoul garden there, in the end go find, dun hav..sad cased. then she called her cousin ask where have, PS (Plaza Singapura) hav..Dhoby Ghaut, ok we took the train and go there again..
reach there liao. go see category, no seoul garden still. sad sad sad case..her cousin scammed us. LOL!! we walked allllllllll the way to takashimaya there..and in the end had Sakura.
my pocket burst a big hole, $28 in total, but worth it la, had lots of fun there. then shuyi kena alot of nonsense from bh, then laugh non stop lols. eat finish, i told them i need go find slippers, but none was wat i wanted, except 1, cost $68 or so..obviously not a suitable pair for me.
then we went home like that, took train to marina bay and then turned back..i slept in the train..and i dunno wat happened..i was extremely tired..after that long day..haha
then shuyi reached sembawang and left. beng hui started to talk to me regarding about that fuck face again..trying to persuade me, but still, my answer remained the same, never. you people know wat i mean.
then reached, he went home, and i walked home. just like that..i want a break now..and SAVE MONEY NEXT WEEK TO RECOUP BACK MY SAVINGS T_T
then went to sembawang. go meet beng hui and her..then go junction 8. heres the gosu part, shuyi said got seoul garden there, in the end go find, dun hav..sad cased. then she called her cousin ask where have, PS (Plaza Singapura) hav..Dhoby Ghaut, ok we took the train and go there again..
reach there liao. go see category, no seoul garden still. sad sad sad case..her cousin scammed us. LOL!! we walked allllllllll the way to takashimaya there..and in the end had Sakura.
my pocket burst a big hole, $28 in total, but worth it la, had lots of fun there. then shuyi kena alot of nonsense from bh, then laugh non stop lols. eat finish, i told them i need go find slippers, but none was wat i wanted, except 1, cost $68 or so..obviously not a suitable pair for me.
then we went home like that, took train to marina bay and then turned back..i slept in the train..and i dunno wat happened..i was extremely tired..after that long day..haha
then shuyi reached sembawang and left. beng hui started to talk to me regarding about that fuck face again..trying to persuade me, but still, my answer remained the same, never. you people know wat i mean.
then reached, he went home, and i walked home. just like that..i want a break now..and SAVE MONEY NEXT WEEK TO RECOUP BACK MY SAVINGS T_T
As Good As DEAD on 11:26 pm
22 July 2006
saturday, and it felt as though its a school day. morning had amaths, still fine, but physics sucked.
so, after school, went to look for jianxiong ask him where he was, then after that meet somewhere and go eat. jessica pang seh =X
then walked on the grass patch, jessica they all walked towards north oak that direction. beatrice, big benny and few of his friends walked on the grass patch then he commented about me wearing slippers to school, say i boliao. lols, i dun really like my school shoes, it sux, wat for wear it on saturday, wear slippers also more comfortable..haha. i fasten my pace a lil, then crossed the road, and walked on diff direction. ended with a "bye" at least this time. if not everytime keeping mum looks odd.
reached admiralty place, went kfc then saw cherilyn and bh sis. after that sms from jx, say eat at mac, then anything. eat finish with his fren and then juz went home, then saw jing xiang on the way, wave hand then continue walk. lols
went home, had a mission to do, had a plan, saw someone online in msn, busy mode, and i went to maple. as expected, hes back in the world, i went to KS him out of pleasure of coz ^^v
so whats next? 20 minutes later, he got pissed off and logged off. tsk. gutless freak.
feeling bored now..tell me what to do..haha
so, after school, went to look for jianxiong ask him where he was, then after that meet somewhere and go eat. jessica pang seh =X
then walked on the grass patch, jessica they all walked towards north oak that direction. beatrice, big benny and few of his friends walked on the grass patch then he commented about me wearing slippers to school, say i boliao. lols, i dun really like my school shoes, it sux, wat for wear it on saturday, wear slippers also more comfortable..haha. i fasten my pace a lil, then crossed the road, and walked on diff direction. ended with a "bye" at least this time. if not everytime keeping mum looks odd.
reached admiralty place, went kfc then saw cherilyn and bh sis. after that sms from jx, say eat at mac, then anything. eat finish with his fren and then juz went home, then saw jing xiang on the way, wave hand then continue walk. lols
went home, had a mission to do, had a plan, saw someone online in msn, busy mode, and i went to maple. as expected, hes back in the world, i went to KS him out of pleasure of coz ^^v
so whats next? 20 minutes later, he got pissed off and logged off. tsk. gutless freak.
feeling bored now..tell me what to do..haha
As Good As DEAD on 3:43 pm
21 July 2006
Friday is always my favourite day, but somehow, not for today, as in, for the afternoon.
school today. physics lesson, make me pissed and roaring away. that Cai Kun Cong damn kuku leh, wat remedial tml..go hell la -_-!! his lesson is always that suck.
amaths, relative velocity again, go through finish liao, mdm lek asked us to do our paper 1 paper 2 if we haven finish..so i started to rest for a few minutes and then started to do. qns 7 simple logarithm. theres 1 part i feel so dumb, i got the answer already, and i tot it was wrong, becoz i tot i needed to find algebra, but it said EVALUATE. i got 3/4, which is the answer, and i tot i was wrong la, so i went to ask beatrice how to do, she say easy and i was shocked (i didn't know i was right still at that time). then she called for eraser. 2 eraser flew to her table straight..LOLS. my answer was erased, then she do 10 second giv me paper back..answer 3/4. at that time i felt like i wanna go bang wall, becoz it was really 3/4, but she had a shorter method, so it benefitted after all.
and oh yea, i was not in a very good mood in the morning, so, i felt quite pissed off with those morons shouting outside the classroom. those sec 3 of coz. classroom, i heard the Nappali @!#@$@#%#$^%$#%^ here and there. i felt like slapping her face, or ask her to shut up at least. shes fucking noisy and i cant stand it god dammit.
so it was recess, then i studied chem for awhile, and went down with hj and addinu. ate hastily becoz no time left. (almost choked ~.~)
bell rang and we went back for chemistry. the lesson was like 2 periods instead of 1. then after that miss kong arrived, and i finally can get outta the prison.
so, went to the library. studied awhile, and then got distracted and then never studied already..haha..and then break, go eat and then back to class study chem, ask rui for help.
it was 2.30 then, chem test started, the paper, tough like steak, hard like rock, and long. ended at last, jing xiang hj zul addinu alex and i went to buy ice pop..Holy Indian! NO ONE AT HOME..waffak. sad case..then we juz went home like that.
reached home, first thing is tune to radio and continue my anime download..and so i started updating this, and talking to GG now. heres the content
Metro says: didn't go for astra guide??
Me : not must go wat. i need a break man -_-
Metro says: haha
Me : if go astra guide might as well ask u cont lesson at astra guide ma
Me : u postpone till tml also wan us rest
Metro says: then rest well
Me : btw tml the lesson we can only attend till 10.30 or so..that balloon chua also giving us extra lesson
Metro says: i dun care...hahaha
Me : LOL! GOOD! delay as long as possible, we wun mind
Me : dun really wanna attend his lessons too.
Metro says: see how tmr lor
Metro says: u all didn't tell him i hv lesson tmr
Me : I SCREAMED AT HIM, say got ur lesson tml
Me : he say, u all go tell mr goh, i think he shld understand
Me : i dun wanna say more, becoz i also feel like skipping his lesson
Metro says: haiz... every teacher is trying to do what they can to prepare u all better mah
Me : he teach like no point la, i see also dun understand
Me : got go or not also no difference, i see his face i sian.
Metro says: then how? give up on physics?
Me : lol, depend on rui lor, ask her teach me, she can understand ma
Metro says: ok... can ask me if really need to
Me : lol, sure thing
Metro says: ok...c u tmr...gtg
Me: lols k
ok that was a few minutes ago, after cancelling my nick and change and alining the sentences.
haha, rights, i gotta end here ^^ ADIOSSSSSS
GG just rock my socks off, Balloon Cai Kun Cong SUX TO THE COREEEE
school today. physics lesson, make me pissed and roaring away. that Cai Kun Cong damn kuku leh, wat remedial tml..go hell la -_-!! his lesson is always that suck.
amaths, relative velocity again, go through finish liao, mdm lek asked us to do our paper 1 paper 2 if we haven finish..so i started to rest for a few minutes and then started to do. qns 7 simple logarithm. theres 1 part i feel so dumb, i got the answer already, and i tot it was wrong, becoz i tot i needed to find algebra, but it said EVALUATE. i got 3/4, which is the answer, and i tot i was wrong la, so i went to ask beatrice how to do, she say easy and i was shocked (i didn't know i was right still at that time). then she called for eraser. 2 eraser flew to her table straight..LOLS. my answer was erased, then she do 10 second giv me paper back..answer 3/4. at that time i felt like i wanna go bang wall, becoz it was really 3/4, but she had a shorter method, so it benefitted after all.
and oh yea, i was not in a very good mood in the morning, so, i felt quite pissed off with those morons shouting outside the classroom. those sec 3 of coz. classroom, i heard the Nappali @!#@$@#%#$^%$#%^ here and there. i felt like slapping her face, or ask her to shut up at least. shes fucking noisy and i cant stand it god dammit.
so it was recess, then i studied chem for awhile, and went down with hj and addinu. ate hastily becoz no time left. (almost choked ~.~)
bell rang and we went back for chemistry. the lesson was like 2 periods instead of 1. then after that miss kong arrived, and i finally can get outta the prison.
so, went to the library. studied awhile, and then got distracted and then never studied already..haha..and then break, go eat and then back to class study chem, ask rui for help.
it was 2.30 then, chem test started, the paper, tough like steak, hard like rock, and long. ended at last, jing xiang hj zul addinu alex and i went to buy ice pop..Holy Indian! NO ONE AT HOME..waffak. sad case..then we juz went home like that.
reached home, first thing is tune to radio and continue my anime download..and so i started updating this, and talking to GG now. heres the content
Metro says: didn't go for astra guide??
Me : not must go wat. i need a break man -_-
Metro says: haha
Me : if go astra guide might as well ask u cont lesson at astra guide ma
Me : u postpone till tml also wan us rest
Metro says: then rest well
Me : btw tml the lesson we can only attend till 10.30 or so..that balloon chua also giving us extra lesson
Metro says: i dun care...hahaha
Me : LOL! GOOD! delay as long as possible, we wun mind
Me : dun really wanna attend his lessons too.
Metro says: see how tmr lor
Metro says: u all didn't tell him i hv lesson tmr
Me : I SCREAMED AT HIM, say got ur lesson tml
Me : he say, u all go tell mr goh, i think he shld understand
Me : i dun wanna say more, becoz i also feel like skipping his lesson
Metro says: haiz... every teacher is trying to do what they can to prepare u all better mah
Me : he teach like no point la, i see also dun understand
Me : got go or not also no difference, i see his face i sian.
Metro says: then how? give up on physics?
Me : lol, depend on rui lor, ask her teach me, she can understand ma
Metro says: ok... can ask me if really need to
Me : lol, sure thing
Metro says: ok...c u tmr...gtg
Me: lols k
ok that was a few minutes ago, after cancelling my nick and change and alining the sentences.
haha, rights, i gotta end here ^^ ADIOSSSSSS
GG just rock my socks off, Balloon Cai Kun Cong SUX TO THE COREEEE
As Good As DEAD on 6:30 pm
20 July 2006
nothing much for today..for school that is..11 hours. bloody hell.
theres nth much u see, i was wasting my time all the while, and emaths lesson was 1 period only, then assembly, abit lame. the fashion show, and wateva.
WHAT A Racist Racial Day man. so it was break, and there was no english lesson. weird, but who cares, i was sleeping so soundly, but it was burning in the classroom. dammit -_-
and theres Lights. see thatCai Kun Cong (his chinese name shld be like that) Taekwando man again..green color balloon for the day (referring to shirt color).
watched abit of his dumb, stupid, lame commercials from foreign countries. then lesson ended and it was chemistry. Holy Indian.
the bloody practical etc overall took about 2 and a half hours (or more) and the lesson ended around 6 or so. luckily there was no SS test, thank god, if not nobody would know how long are we caged inside the school.
zul hj alex addinu and i went to buy ice pop and eat, and i ate the slowest, due to my whirling mind, imaginating and thinking of certain stuff. that moment of silence flashed many happenings, and my mind was running like a video film, one after another.
i got abit tired. i dunno how to study chem, i got the energy to blog, yet no energy to study chem. power eh? haha. nvm, i gonna be aNERD good boy and study now =)
theres nth much u see, i was wasting my time all the while, and emaths lesson was 1 period only, then assembly, abit lame. the fashion show, and wateva.
WHAT A
and theres Lights. see that
watched abit of his dumb, stupid, lame commercials from foreign countries. then lesson ended and it was chemistry. Holy Indian.
the bloody practical etc overall took about 2 and a half hours (or more) and the lesson ended around 6 or so. luckily there was no SS test, thank god, if not nobody would know how long are we caged inside the school.
zul hj alex addinu and i went to buy ice pop and eat, and i ate the slowest, due to my whirling mind, imaginating and thinking of certain stuff. that moment of silence flashed many happenings, and my mind was running like a video film, one after another.
i got abit tired. i dunno how to study chem, i got the energy to blog, yet no energy to study chem. power eh? haha. nvm, i gonna be a
As Good As DEAD on 9:01 pm
19 July 2006 Part 2
sometimes, convincing people is also a headache..and theres 2 person i talked to today
1 - someone who cant give up on someone/something he/she desires for a long time, and cant decide wat to do next
2 - someone who cant really control his/her temper well, concern became scolding lessons, and has no reasons over certain matters
one of the talks that i conversed, angered the person, sigh. watever it is, i apologise, if u managed to see this that is.
everyone, look at these quotes, and whether they are right.
"Changing Oneself's Attitude is Really Difficult"
"To Cling on or Possess something/someone is like Drug, to Give up is like a Fate worse than Death"
"Its never too late to turn back for forgiveness, when Hate hasn't Devour you"
life just goes on..who the fuck would bother you when ur alone..
1 - someone who cant give up on someone/something he/she desires for a long time, and cant decide wat to do next
2 - someone who cant really control his/her temper well, concern became scolding lessons, and has no reasons over certain matters
one of the talks that i conversed, angered the person, sigh. watever it is, i apologise, if u managed to see this that is.
everyone, look at these quotes, and whether they are right.
"Changing Oneself's Attitude is Really Difficult"
"To Cling on or Possess something/someone is like Drug, to Give up is like a Fate worse than Death"
"Its never too late to turn back for forgiveness, when Hate hasn't Devour you"
life just goes on..who the fuck would bother you when ur alone..
As Good As DEAD on 10:14 pm
19 July 2006
another record for the day.
nothing much happened in school, and fortunately i managed to smuggle back to where i sat. amaths lesson was disturbing indeed, i dunno relative velocity..then when the lesson was on, alvin sent me a note, then i read the contents, and i passed it back, then minutes later, the paper was passed back to me, maybe beatrice was starting to get pissed off. i changed my mind not to reply and crushed the paper, passing it to her, ask her to throw.
SHE THREW THE PAPER AT ME.. -____-"
ky took the paper then throw into the bin from his seat, failed, and then he told rokiah and wei ching i was the one throwing..LOLS
then relative velocity, i dun understand, so i kept asking sylvia and beatrice, then theres this thing, relative to that thing, with respect to wat heaven, from hell, and such. i cant understand a single thing still. wat a failure i am.
and then it was break, then mother tongue, then hj and i kept pointing fingers to each other whenever mr kueh asked qns, and made jokes out of it. then finally lesson ended, but i fell asleep by then.
waiting for the oral sucked bad, since i was the last 3rd candidate, zul they all had left, and i can only talk to jing xiang, not much though, since i went to sleep, until my turn nearly came.
so it was oral, the reading was abit cocked up, picture was ok, conversation, i guess i went out of point. but he said overall was quite well. seriously, quite well was not the answer i wanted, i wanted VERY WELL, becoz i had high expectations of my english oral, and i told myself i had to score above 30..but i guess its not possible now..
i went down the stairs, going home, upon reaching 1st floor, i saw sylvia and beatrice again..this time round they were revising chemistry, textbook, and ten years series there. i assume they studied for 3 hours, since the lesson ended at 3.
seriously, i really envy their stamina and diligence towards school work. i mean, aren't they tired of seeing books everyday? and having to stare at books, books, and books? now they really made me feel more inferior, since i haven really started my revision.
maybe this friday, the paper gonna slaughter me, but seriously, i had to work for myself now, seeing others working so hard, and i'm still slacking away? how can i do that?! god dammit Kelvin, go bang the wall if ur still slacking, follow the good examples, of being a NERD for these 4 months, and misery shall end after that.
thats about it, i gonna follow "The path of a NERD" and study my chemistry now, hopefully can score, a lil better..
sayonara o.o"
nothing much happened in school, and fortunately i managed to smuggle back to where i sat. amaths lesson was disturbing indeed, i dunno relative velocity..then when the lesson was on, alvin sent me a note, then i read the contents, and i passed it back, then minutes later, the paper was passed back to me, maybe beatrice was starting to get pissed off. i changed my mind not to reply and crushed the paper, passing it to her, ask her to throw.
SHE THREW THE PAPER AT ME.. -____-"
ky took the paper then throw into the bin from his seat, failed, and then he told rokiah and wei ching i was the one throwing..LOLS
then relative velocity, i dun understand, so i kept asking sylvia and beatrice, then theres this thing, relative to that thing, with respect to wat heaven, from hell, and such. i cant understand a single thing still. wat a failure i am.
and then it was break, then mother tongue, then hj and i kept pointing fingers to each other whenever mr kueh asked qns, and made jokes out of it. then finally lesson ended, but i fell asleep by then.
waiting for the oral sucked bad, since i was the last 3rd candidate, zul they all had left, and i can only talk to jing xiang, not much though, since i went to sleep, until my turn nearly came.
so it was oral, the reading was abit cocked up, picture was ok, conversation, i guess i went out of point. but he said overall was quite well. seriously, quite well was not the answer i wanted, i wanted VERY WELL, becoz i had high expectations of my english oral, and i told myself i had to score above 30..but i guess its not possible now..
i went down the stairs, going home, upon reaching 1st floor, i saw sylvia and beatrice again..this time round they were revising chemistry, textbook, and ten years series there. i assume they studied for 3 hours, since the lesson ended at 3.
seriously, i really envy their stamina and diligence towards school work. i mean, aren't they tired of seeing books everyday? and having to stare at books, books, and books? now they really made me feel more inferior, since i haven really started my revision.
maybe this friday, the paper gonna slaughter me, but seriously, i had to work for myself now, seeing others working so hard, and i'm still slacking away? how can i do that?! god dammit Kelvin, go bang the wall if ur still slacking, follow the good examples, of being a NERD for these 4 months, and misery shall end after that.
thats about it, i gonna follow "The path of a NERD" and study my chemistry now, hopefully can score, a lil better..
sayonara o.o"
As Good As DEAD on 6:32 pm
18 July 2006
well, what the hell can i say. i feel as though i am cursed, bad luck all over me. first it was HOLY INDIAN, and today morning i was asked to sit with that fuck face. he kicked a fuss? fuck? as if i wanted to sit with him. *spits*. disgusting.
and yea, i tried asking almost everyone, whether anyone wanted that seat, and happened to ask zul, his reply was a fantastic one..
"never will i sit with him"
tsk, that fuck face still dunno about his bloody attitude perhaps, i wonder how would he feel if he gets fooled around everyday, or his bag get stuffed with food (yea he did it, not on me, but fuck it though)
i admit, i hav flaws too, nobody is perfect wat..but i am bloody sure, besides being vulgar, i am quite OK. he doesnt know he is too extreme, and thats the reason why he really pissed me off, and a few others people around him are affected too, his good friends i shld say, though they never offended me, but they hanged around with him often, i had no choice but to put them as a group as well..all are bastards.
now wat eh..i guess i really need to have a god to pray on..i dun wanna get anymore bad luck. someone please buy me 10000 birds and free them and giv me luck pleaseeeeeeeee (ok i am lame)
so, school today, quite saddening and upset, like, after sch, i can see the anger in shuyi, and we went to tech hub, first thing was, she flared at wee, then wee was abit shocked, but he gave in as usual. then she cried. i tot it was abit, too extreme that she cried over this matter, until i realised, after the amaths remedial, i overheard wat anthea said, that someone, named Nisha (some bloody indian i suppose) spoke bad stuff behind her back..no wonder shes so pissed.
see wat i mean? talk behind other's back? dun u feel its silly? u wan speak behind others, then still kena exposed..they got no brains seriously. its unhealthy though, talk behind other's back, acting like a hypocrite..that reminds me of another ****er (ok i'm being too vulgar earlier on, i shld stop it now)
i still rmb yesterday's words very clearly, by alvin and anthony.
"certain friends we have, being juz casual friends is enough, becoming close friends will only be a hassle and trouble"
how much i agreed on this sentence. because human demand more when they are on close terms with their friends. that might be too extreme, if u do it everytime that is.
i want people to be honest with me, i know i'm not good enough, but changing is difficult. The Truth always hurts, but, its worth it, especially when you are given a chance to change
and yea, i tried asking almost everyone, whether anyone wanted that seat, and happened to ask zul, his reply was a fantastic one..
"never will i sit with him"
tsk, that fuck face still dunno about his bloody attitude perhaps, i wonder how would he feel if he gets fooled around everyday, or his bag get stuffed with food (yea he did it, not on me, but fuck it though)
i admit, i hav flaws too, nobody is perfect wat..but i am bloody sure, besides being vulgar, i am quite OK. he doesnt know he is too extreme, and thats the reason why he really pissed me off, and a few others people around him are affected too, his good friends i shld say, though they never offended me, but they hanged around with him often, i had no choice but to put them as a group as well..all are bastards.
now wat eh..i guess i really need to have a god to pray on..i dun wanna get anymore bad luck. someone please buy me 10000 birds and free them and giv me luck pleaseeeeeeeee (ok i am lame)
so, school today, quite saddening and upset, like, after sch, i can see the anger in shuyi, and we went to tech hub, first thing was, she flared at wee, then wee was abit shocked, but he gave in as usual. then she cried. i tot it was abit, too extreme that she cried over this matter, until i realised, after the amaths remedial, i overheard wat anthea said, that someone, named Nisha (some bloody indian i suppose) spoke bad stuff behind her back..no wonder shes so pissed.
see wat i mean? talk behind other's back? dun u feel its silly? u wan speak behind others, then still kena exposed..they got no brains seriously. its unhealthy though, talk behind other's back, acting like a hypocrite..that reminds me of another ****er (ok i'm being too vulgar earlier on, i shld stop it now)
i still rmb yesterday's words very clearly, by alvin and anthony.
"certain friends we have, being juz casual friends is enough, becoming close friends will only be a hassle and trouble"
how much i agreed on this sentence. because human demand more when they are on close terms with their friends. that might be too extreme, if u do it everytime that is.
i want people to be honest with me, i know i'm not good enough, but changing is difficult. The Truth always hurts, but, its worth it, especially when you are given a chance to change
As Good As DEAD on 11:17 pm
17 July 2006 Chinese Listening Exam
haha..i'm back for more records of my life..and ouch, my arms and shoulders and spine are still aching badly ~.~
so today was a tiring day..recess time was fun, it was like watching a free movie, 1 fat chinese with 1 skinny malay wanna fight, and there was a fuss in the canteen of coz..then addinu the hero, dragged the fatso away, trying to stop the fight, then teachers and security guard came to drag both of them away. then i started to tell addinu, not to drag them away, else you might be the one kena punched. then we just carried on, and ate our food and went back for classes..
i couldn't concentrate well in the afternoon..and the listening compre was a hazard..FUCK IT MAN, I'M SITTED BESIDE THAT HOLY INDIAN AGAIN! its bloody unlucky, seriously, i rather sit outside or alone man -__-"
Me: "AHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Anthea : "juz endure for jus an hour, i had to face her everyday k"
Me: "maybe your used to it..but i'm not."
hard for anthea and her gang i supposed, to face the hypocrite everyday, her sarcasm really pissed me off.
that word "SUAY" kept appearing from my speech, and i kept kicking a big fuss about it before the listening compre..bloody hell..why am i so unlucky..tell me. god dammit. just 2 weeks, made me had countless nightmares.
so, 1 Indian (he looked funny) and Chinese invigilator came to invigilate us..sigh..and so it started. many of my answer is so different from others. then anthea came to ask me, why i kept looking back..nervous of coz duh!! i was observing wat on earth everyone was doing, since i sat at the front and couldn't observe the front much, thus i turned back to see what everyone was doing.
so after that nonsense, i went to call anthony's house. me and hj wanted to go and do his house to do work..but when i heard he was not at home, i was shocked, and then i called alvin's house..no one picked.
minutes later, he called back, and anthony was hiding there as i expected..with arrogant boy (matthew) and fucker chun there, oh well..thats sad case. we stopped at outside the sch grd, thinking of wat to do next, then saw beatrice nearby..as usual, all was plain silence. soon after, me and hj as well as world cup boy (alex) went off to another direction, to somewhere else.
so we decided to go alvin's house..with alex along, and capture anthony to do amaths, but we went to buy ice pop (somehow its called Batu) first..then eat finish and went ahead to alvin's house. when i reached there..they were playing fire..or rather making some sort of wish, they write there and then burn it..i got no comments for that..but anthony's wish was a big 1 indeed..to win me in maple and dota..never will i let him achieve that..but that shows he has a dream at least. good for him.
soon after, the 2 morons left, while me and anthony were doing amaths..alex playing game..hj teaching him..(he was supposed to teach me amaths at the same time, his multi task skills is superb)
well..we did for quite long..becoz while doing..anthony, alvin and i were talking lots of stuff..about our life..our sorrow, happiness, everything is poured out..all of us, having some disturbance in our minds are all poured out, and we felt much better, since we exchanged roles to be the speaker as well as a listener.
we started to talked about some particular people in the class..and alvin told me about something that made me laughed non stop..about matthew's stupidity, seems like talking to a girl he LOVES can be disastrous..watsmore i wouldn't had know he diao me until so song until the 2 of them told me..haha..but discussion was..to disturb him further, i shall let him diao me more often..
man..sometimes i feel that i am cruel towards friends, but without a choice..i don't go against the odds..since they agreed on the plans..and i shall act on it..to disturb the arrogant guy..but can't get to mess with the other fucker..thats sad..(gosh i am such a bastard, a hypocrite perhaps, not my fault seriously, since he has an attitude problem)
good thing is, i finished amaths (with the help of the genius amaths student hj of coz), and made me learnt quite a bit of stuff that i had forgotten or had never learnt. anthony couldn't believe he managed to finish the questions..same for me though, since i am known to be a full time slacker from everyone..unless theres something to motivate me that is..
6 weeks left..about 30 days..minus holidays and such should be around 25 days left..and we need to sit for prelims..and i'm still slacking ~.~
alvin's a more sad case, he changed from studious person to a full time slacker oh my god, and he is obssessed with..ok i can't say it out
so many things to talk about for just a single day..i should say its well spent afterall, at least i did my homework! i'm so proud of myself..(alright let me praise myself for awhile, if not i will feel inferior everytime)
thats about it for today..tiring..but at least things are talked out, and i knew more about certain people..as well as their thoughts and attitudes..that made me to be real careful with them perhaps. and oh, alex and huijie really never fail to brighten my moods. no one will ever feel sad when they are with them heh.
i. am. not. going. to. let. my. guard. down. on. certain. Morons.
yes, i'm referring to matthew, in case you dunno.
so today was a tiring day..recess time was fun, it was like watching a free movie, 1 fat chinese with 1 skinny malay wanna fight, and there was a fuss in the canteen of coz..then addinu the hero, dragged the fatso away, trying to stop the fight, then teachers and security guard came to drag both of them away. then i started to tell addinu, not to drag them away, else you might be the one kena punched. then we just carried on, and ate our food and went back for classes..
i couldn't concentrate well in the afternoon..and the listening compre was a hazard..FUCK IT MAN, I'M SITTED BESIDE THAT HOLY INDIAN AGAIN! its bloody unlucky, seriously, i rather sit outside or alone man -__-"
Me: "AHHHHHHHHHHHH"
Anthea : "juz endure for jus an hour, i had to face her everyday k"
Me: "maybe your used to it..but i'm not."
hard for anthea and her gang i supposed, to face the hypocrite everyday, her sarcasm really pissed me off.
that word "SUAY" kept appearing from my speech, and i kept kicking a big fuss about it before the listening compre..bloody hell..why am i so unlucky..tell me. god dammit. just 2 weeks, made me had countless nightmares.
so, 1 Indian (he looked funny) and Chinese invigilator came to invigilate us..sigh..and so it started. many of my answer is so different from others. then anthea came to ask me, why i kept looking back..nervous of coz duh!! i was observing wat on earth everyone was doing, since i sat at the front and couldn't observe the front much, thus i turned back to see what everyone was doing.
so after that nonsense, i went to call anthony's house. me and hj wanted to go and do his house to do work..but when i heard he was not at home, i was shocked, and then i called alvin's house..no one picked.
minutes later, he called back, and anthony was hiding there as i expected..with arrogant boy (matthew) and fucker chun there, oh well..thats sad case. we stopped at outside the sch grd, thinking of wat to do next, then saw beatrice nearby..as usual, all was plain silence. soon after, me and hj as well as world cup boy (alex) went off to another direction, to somewhere else.
so we decided to go alvin's house..with alex along, and capture anthony to do amaths, but we went to buy ice pop (somehow its called Batu) first..then eat finish and went ahead to alvin's house. when i reached there..they were playing fire..or rather making some sort of wish, they write there and then burn it..i got no comments for that..but anthony's wish was a big 1 indeed..to win me in maple and dota..never will i let him achieve that..but that shows he has a dream at least. good for him.
soon after, the 2 morons left, while me and anthony were doing amaths..alex playing game..hj teaching him..(he was supposed to teach me amaths at the same time, his multi task skills is superb)
well..we did for quite long..becoz while doing..anthony, alvin and i were talking lots of stuff..about our life..our sorrow, happiness, everything is poured out..all of us, having some disturbance in our minds are all poured out, and we felt much better, since we exchanged roles to be the speaker as well as a listener.
we started to talked about some particular people in the class..and alvin told me about something that made me laughed non stop..about matthew's stupidity, seems like talking to a girl he LOVES can be disastrous..watsmore i wouldn't had know he diao me until so song until the 2 of them told me..haha..but discussion was..to disturb him further, i shall let him diao me more often..
man..sometimes i feel that i am cruel towards friends, but without a choice..i don't go against the odds..since they agreed on the plans..and i shall act on it..to disturb the arrogant guy..but can't get to mess with the other fucker..thats sad..(gosh i am such a bastard, a hypocrite perhaps, not my fault seriously, since he has an attitude problem)
good thing is, i finished amaths (with the help of the genius amaths student hj of coz), and made me learnt quite a bit of stuff that i had forgotten or had never learnt. anthony couldn't believe he managed to finish the questions..same for me though, since i am known to be a full time slacker from everyone..unless theres something to motivate me that is..
6 weeks left..about 30 days..minus holidays and such should be around 25 days left..and we need to sit for prelims..and i'm still slacking ~.~
alvin's a more sad case, he changed from studious person to a full time slacker oh my god, and he is obssessed with..ok i can't say it out
so many things to talk about for just a single day..i should say its well spent afterall, at least i did my homework! i'm so proud of myself..(alright let me praise myself for awhile, if not i will feel inferior everytime)
thats about it for today..tiring..but at least things are talked out, and i knew more about certain people..as well as their thoughts and attitudes..that made me to be real careful with them perhaps. and oh, alex and huijie really never fail to brighten my moods. no one will ever feel sad when they are with them heh.
i. am. not. going. to. let. my. guard. down. on. certain. Morons.
yes, i'm referring to matthew, in case you dunno.
As Good As DEAD on 8:04 pm
16 July 2006
woke up early today..played game till 11am..and watched tv till 12..saw that fuck face again..bitch
went out after that with hj zul and jingxiang..to khatib..and then walk back to yishun and then eat and go home..ok my body is all aching, my arms are like jelly now. gone for now..
went out after that with hj zul and jingxiang..to khatib..and then walk back to yishun and then eat and go home..ok my body is all aching, my arms are like jelly now. gone for now..
As Good As DEAD on 7:49 pm
15 July 2006
today went badminton in the afternoon with jianxiong and his fren..till 6+..quite fun there i guessed.
and then it was 7pm, dinner was brought back, eat it and such, watch tv, settle some stuff. its over now
1 fucking thing i am god damn pissed with is the biasness, that god damn fucker isn't a handicap, when its raining i get my clothes and not his, my dad come fucking scold me for not taking his? yes i'm bloody selfish, and i'm not supposed to do such bloody chores in the first place, and my dad say he sleep he cant get the clothes? FUCK OFF AND DIE, THAT FUCKTARD IS PLAYING HIS GAME, WHILE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE RESTING ON MY BED AND TAKING A NAP BITCH. god damn fuck, i'm seriously PISSED off, when that fucker added fuel to the fire to my dad's sentence, i'm still tolerating, theres a bloody limit, and its bursting when my dad kpkb non stop with his vulgars, buay song buay song la, cheebye, u think i give a fuck? god damn bastards.
sad to say, if thats the case, dun ever fucking ask me to call u dad, becoz i dun have a dad like you who doesn't understand the meaning of hatred, and cutting of ties. i never had a brother, he is dead in my eyes and i am praying for him to really be dead. thats it.
this thing is getting on my nerves..living with a bunch of fucktards (excluding my mum) is a misery dun you think? say i'm childish if u wan, for not being forgiving or watsoever.
you outsiders dunno wat the fuck happened, no one understands how much hate i have, no one understands me. put it this way, if u happen to think i'm childish.
i'm selfish by nature, i hold grudges, watever scoldings one says, its always in my mind, giving me a feeling of kicking ur ass around.
and then it was 7pm, dinner was brought back, eat it and such, watch tv, settle some stuff. its over now
1 fucking thing i am god damn pissed with is the biasness, that god damn fucker isn't a handicap, when its raining i get my clothes and not his, my dad come fucking scold me for not taking his? yes i'm bloody selfish, and i'm not supposed to do such bloody chores in the first place, and my dad say he sleep he cant get the clothes? FUCK OFF AND DIE, THAT FUCKTARD IS PLAYING HIS GAME, WHILE I'M SUPPOSED TO BE RESTING ON MY BED AND TAKING A NAP BITCH. god damn fuck, i'm seriously PISSED off, when that fucker added fuel to the fire to my dad's sentence, i'm still tolerating, theres a bloody limit, and its bursting when my dad kpkb non stop with his vulgars, buay song buay song la, cheebye, u think i give a fuck? god damn bastards.
sad to say, if thats the case, dun ever fucking ask me to call u dad, becoz i dun have a dad like you who doesn't understand the meaning of hatred, and cutting of ties. i never had a brother, he is dead in my eyes and i am praying for him to really be dead. thats it.
this thing is getting on my nerves..living with a bunch of fucktards (excluding my mum) is a misery dun you think? say i'm childish if u wan, for not being forgiving or watsoever.
you outsiders dunno wat the fuck happened, no one understands how much hate i have, no one understands me. put it this way, if u happen to think i'm childish.
i'm selfish by nature, i hold grudges, watever scoldings one says, its always in my mind, giving me a feeling of kicking ur ass around.
As Good As DEAD on 10:05 pm
14 July 2006
ahhhh it feels so great to hang out with a few hilarious people at times..heh
today school! start relative velocity, but conspicuously i dunno anything as usual, and mr goh lesson pushed till 3pm to 5+..for me? OMG i was shocked when i heard it..i appreciated it though..lol..wat can i say..thats why hes one of my respected 'teacher'
my handphone kena confiscated 2 time by him sia..1 kena sabo the other 1 is use directly in his class..LOL i'm courting death..like duhhh..thx to Beng Hui..haha
and i rushed home, to bathe and change, to meet Beng Hui, Yao Liang and Yongji and Rui's Mum and Sheila for dinner..eat thai food at Sembawang o_O not bad xD
wats after dinner? i feel as though i am hanging out with a group of IMH people (BengHui YaoLiang and Yongji) they are playing PILLOWS at the supermarket?! OMG and there they go smacking each other, especially BengHui and YaoLiang..smack and smack..and there i go -_- and then laughing away..then i juz remembered something, about YaoLiang's secret..regarding pillows and water hose..and both the items were present there..and so i told him about it..he sian diao..LOL (its something kids shouldn't know seriously, since it came from his dream)
and yes yes, we went back, to Sembawang, and they said they want play House of the Dead 4 so i tagged along of coz haha..however, when we reached there, there was 1 guy, playing alone using 1 credit, play bloody long, hes pro k..haha..that guy finally lose and then quitted..then BengHui and YaoLiang go play..a while die le..haha then go home..
thats about it..at least today brightened up my mood..
How long does time heal wounds?
today school! start relative velocity, but conspicuously i dunno anything as usual, and mr goh lesson pushed till 3pm to 5+..for me? OMG i was shocked when i heard it..i appreciated it though..lol..wat can i say..thats why hes one of my respected 'teacher'
my handphone kena confiscated 2 time by him sia..1 kena sabo the other 1 is use directly in his class..LOL i'm courting death..like duhhh..thx to Beng Hui..haha
and i rushed home, to bathe and change, to meet Beng Hui, Yao Liang and Yongji and Rui's Mum and Sheila for dinner..eat thai food at Sembawang o_O not bad xD
wats after dinner? i feel as though i am hanging out with a group of IMH people (BengHui YaoLiang and Yongji) they are playing PILLOWS at the supermarket?! OMG and there they go smacking each other, especially BengHui and YaoLiang..smack and smack..and there i go -_- and then laughing away..then i juz remembered something, about YaoLiang's secret..regarding pillows and water hose..and both the items were present there..and so i told him about it..he sian diao..LOL (its something kids shouldn't know seriously, since it came from his dream)
and yes yes, we went back, to Sembawang, and they said they want play House of the Dead 4 so i tagged along of coz haha..however, when we reached there, there was 1 guy, playing alone using 1 credit, play bloody long, hes pro k..haha..that guy finally lose and then quitted..then BengHui and YaoLiang go play..a while die le..haha then go home..
thats about it..at least today brightened up my mood..
How long does time heal wounds?
As Good As DEAD on 10:14 pm
13 July 2006 (Hui Jie the Great Guy)
haha..seems like i got a great pal that never leaves his friends behind whenever they need help..never in my life will i forget this great pal of mine..i wanna thank him for being my fren all these years since Pri 5 (though we were not close to each other when we were small)
its a blessing to know this guy..haha..
its a blessing to know this guy..haha..
As Good As DEAD on 11:34 pm
13 July 2006 (The Truth, Perhaps)
wat bad luck i have today. god dammit..it was school alright and it was normal, until PE lesson..fuck, halfway photo taking? thats hell..juz when i was waiting to play some balls and theres photo taking..
wats the worse part? i stand beside that WTFBBQ BITCH. a few days ago practised oral with her, ok i was quite pissed, today stand beside her take class photo? thats like WAFFAK seriously..Bullshit..
lin han that joker, i juz pray he dun do something funny when he gets hold of the class photo..to me..if not i will feel like murdering him -.-!!
after that went back for PE, play netball..my face kena hit by ball..wah lau all see liao laugh at me after recess -_- (its so embarrassing duhh)
normal lessons as usual then..and come Geography test after that..I'm gonna get the lowest for sure, just when i see all the scripts were all so long, and mine was bloody short..-_-
i got home, went to the internet, and i found this pic..its animated in fact..haha
today seriously sucked, sucked like nobody business, especially when i found out something that i shouldn't had probably..
a piece of advice to everyone who see this..some things are better off not knowing, becoz when u know it, u feel depressed or angry, for me, its neither angry or upset or anything, but a feeling i dunno how to describe, i should say, disturbing perhaps. who would bother anyway, since it doesn't affect anyone but myself.
wats the worse part? i stand beside that WTFBBQ BITCH. a few days ago practised oral with her, ok i was quite pissed, today stand beside her take class photo? thats like WAFFAK seriously..Bullshit..
lin han that joker, i juz pray he dun do something funny when he gets hold of the class photo..to me..if not i will feel like murdering him -.-!!
after that went back for PE, play netball..my face kena hit by ball..wah lau all see liao laugh at me after recess -_- (its so embarrassing duhh)
normal lessons as usual then..and come Geography test after that..I'm gonna get the lowest for sure, just when i see all the scripts were all so long, and mine was bloody short..-_-
i got home, went to the internet, and i found this pic..its animated in fact..haha
today seriously sucked, sucked like nobody business, especially when i found out something that i shouldn't had probably..
a piece of advice to everyone who see this..some things are better off not knowing, becoz when u know it, u feel depressed or angry, for me, its neither angry or upset or anything, but a feeling i dunno how to describe, i should say, disturbing perhaps. who would bother anyway, since it doesn't affect anyone but myself.
As Good As DEAD on 6:42 pm
11 July 2006 about Horoscopes
and yea, i was talking to jessica about some characteristics, ended up, showing her horoscopes which are very accurate..now theres 1 more in the survey stating horoscopes are accurate..haha
THE PISCES MAN -> red words are the ones that matched my characteristics
He is very emotional and always allows himself to be very emotional. He can have a good nights' sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you observe him carefully, you will notice what kind of mood he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
He can mostly remembers all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambitious man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead follows the stream and make his life easier. (thats how fish swims so freely) Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which may cause him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surrounded by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his own world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy(prolly i am lame instead), and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his jokes. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depressed. He prefers to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or are lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tend to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunities.
He can be happy and contented by himself. What he think is important is not love, but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understands his partner's emotions. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes be alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it.
He has many friends of both sexes, and he cares about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you should not be jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good example for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over do it and spoil him too much. You have to know that you are worth all the time too.
PISCES (my little observations..)Endearing/positive qualities: studious, stable, assuring, learned as their sort of intuitive nature lets them picks up subtle cues very fast. Qualities that can drive you a bit crazy: jokes with you when you want to discuss serious things, dislike confrontations (especially emotional ones).Suggested ways to show endearment: don’t be too emotionally demanding.
just say, how, useless, I, am!
THE PISCES MAN -> red words are the ones that matched my characteristics
He is very emotional and always allows himself to be very emotional. He can have a good nights' sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you observe him carefully, you will notice what kind of mood he is in. He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
He can mostly remembers all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambitious man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead follows the stream and make his life easier. (thats how fish swims so freely) Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which may cause him very unsteady future. He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surrounded by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his own world instead. His other charm is that he is a funny guy(prolly i am lame instead), and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his jokes. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depressed. He prefers to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or are lonely. He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tend to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunities.
He can be happy and contented by himself. What he think is important is not love, but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you. He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understands his partner's emotions. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes be alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it.
He has many friends of both sexes, and he cares about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you should not be jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good example for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over do it and spoil him too much. You have to know that you are worth all the time too.
PISCES (my little observations..)Endearing/positive qualities: studious, stable, assuring, learned as their sort of intuitive nature lets them picks up subtle cues very fast. Qualities that can drive you a bit crazy: jokes with you when you want to discuss serious things, dislike confrontations (especially emotional ones).Suggested ways to show endearment: don’t be too emotionally demanding.
just say, how, useless, I, am!
As Good As DEAD on 10:27 pm
11 July 2006
awww crap..amaths test was returned today..i tot i would score at least 10..but i scored only 6 out of 30! ahhhhh!!! binomial was a serious mistake..i'm so so blind ><
today went to school, restless, tired, dead, especially first 2 periods, taekwando lesson -_-!! THANK GOD it was Andy's lesson after that, he let us take a break, for 5 minutes..almost all heads were down on the table then..haha
geez, i juz cant forget SS lesson -_-"..when sharifah said "wow you know the meaning of decipher! such chim words"
that word happened to came across me since sec 1 in history..and like duhh, of coz i would know the meaning, since it was commonly used last time, and in games, in dramas, etc etc..and it aint chim to me =X
the unfortunate thing, is GG lesson..~.~ FRIDAY I NEED GO BACK AT NIGHT!! AHHHHHHH!! that means, i cant play, i cant sleep, i cant chat on msn, i cant do anything, except amaths T_T
oh well, forget about it..i hate education, yet love school life (as in with friends), but i just feel something is still missing, and i juz cant think what it is..bahhh..it makes my head dizzy when i think of it..
Though theres no perfection in this world, I still want things to be in its best..something is still missing, yet I dunno what it is, wait till I find out, and grab hold of it, I will say that my life is Perfect, as in my life (excluding my family life, it sucks) that is..
today went to school, restless, tired, dead, especially first 2 periods, taekwando lesson -_-!! THANK GOD it was Andy's lesson after that, he let us take a break, for 5 minutes..almost all heads were down on the table then..haha
geez, i juz cant forget SS lesson -_-"..when sharifah said "wow you know the meaning of decipher! such chim words"
that word happened to came across me since sec 1 in history..and like duhh, of coz i would know the meaning, since it was commonly used last time, and in games, in dramas, etc etc..and it aint chim to me =X
the unfortunate thing, is GG lesson..~.~ FRIDAY I NEED GO BACK AT NIGHT!! AHHHHHHH!! that means, i cant play, i cant sleep, i cant chat on msn, i cant do anything, except amaths T_T
oh well, forget about it..i hate education, yet love school life (as in with friends), but i just feel something is still missing, and i juz cant think what it is..bahhh..it makes my head dizzy when i think of it..
Though theres no perfection in this world, I still want things to be in its best..something is still missing, yet I dunno what it is, wait till I find out, and grab hold of it, I will say that my life is Perfect, as in my life (excluding my family life, it sucks) that is..
As Good As DEAD on 6:02 pm
10 July 2006 Mdm Koh's Departure..
so the kelong bloody italian pizzas won..seriously i had nothing to say..the bloody goalie is juz too powerful as i expected..i watched abit and fell asleep, as usual..
enough of soccer..becoz i want to say smth more memorable for me and some frens of mine..
went to the airport today..to send Mdm Koh off..and everyone were enjoying chatting and sending their regards and farewell..9.15pm was the time where everyone stood there, waving goodbye to her..for 2 years..or longer..not shorter..2 years..will be very fast eh..? 2 years..i will be 18, thats the reason, i want to post here, to remember this memorable event, and carve it into my mind..
bloody tired seriously..after sending her off and eating..it was already 10 plus..and in the bus, i was in a daze, a world of my own..not thinking about the departure..but something else..that has been flashing in my mind..and its perplexed..i probably guess i shld juz give something up, for i know wat i hoped for will never ever be happening..
i seriously need a rest, somehow, i feel as though i'm torn apart..i'm not on my right mind, i'm going berserk. please please. brain. wash. me..
too many things happened in just a day, a teacher cum fren has left, the stress level in school increasing, and the perplexed stuff in my mind that flashes non stop in my dreams..am i still able to wear my mask and continue my smiles..or is it being removed, to show my real unhappiness..
enough of soccer..becoz i want to say smth more memorable for me and some frens of mine..
went to the airport today..to send Mdm Koh off..and everyone were enjoying chatting and sending their regards and farewell..9.15pm was the time where everyone stood there, waving goodbye to her..for 2 years..or longer..not shorter..2 years..will be very fast eh..? 2 years..i will be 18, thats the reason, i want to post here, to remember this memorable event, and carve it into my mind..
bloody tired seriously..after sending her off and eating..it was already 10 plus..and in the bus, i was in a daze, a world of my own..not thinking about the departure..but something else..that has been flashing in my mind..and its perplexed..i probably guess i shld juz give something up, for i know wat i hoped for will never ever be happening..
i seriously need a rest, somehow, i feel as though i'm torn apart..i'm not on my right mind, i'm going berserk. please please. brain. wash. me..
too many things happened in just a day, a teacher cum fren has left, the stress level in school increasing, and the perplexed stuff in my mind that flashes non stop in my dreams..am i still able to wear my mask and continue my smiles..or is it being removed, to show my real unhappiness..
As Good As DEAD on 11:41 pm
9 July 2006
sunday is always better than saturdays, at least, my time are well spent todae i supposed..went to rui's house and do hmwk with jing xiang..and we finished quite a bit at least..for emaths that is..
now 1 more person know my blog..by accident though..haha but nvm, theres trust within the two of us, so theres no problems
then i came across this horoscope thing, and i went to browse through a few..all characteristics that explained in there are so accurate..that really proved me wrong since i dun really believed about horoscope at first, but that really amazed me, and i went to do a survey on a few pple, they said it matched too lols..
everyone is gonna look so dead in school tml..since its the final match, Delifrance vs Italian Pizza, who will take the World Cup trophy home..for me, hopefully not the Pizza team..though their goalie is really superb in saving, but still i hope Delifrance win =)
Life is Fragile, Handle with care..
now 1 more person know my blog..by accident though..haha but nvm, theres trust within the two of us, so theres no problems
then i came across this horoscope thing, and i went to browse through a few..all characteristics that explained in there are so accurate..that really proved me wrong since i dun really believed about horoscope at first, but that really amazed me, and i went to do a survey on a few pple, they said it matched too lols..
everyone is gonna look so dead in school tml..since its the final match, Delifrance vs Italian Pizza, who will take the World Cup trophy home..for me, hopefully not the Pizza team..though their goalie is really superb in saving, but still i hope Delifrance win =)
Life is Fragile, Handle with care..
As Good As DEAD on 7:27 pm
8 July 2006
i'm freaking bored from morning till the evening..i juz played and played, man, its worse than schooling, if i do this somemore i gonna go bonkers..
and yea..8+ there was a phone call, and it was jianxiong, asked me for badminton, then ok, go there. reaching there, saw him practising alone, and then we started playing, for quite long maybe, but really, play till i almost dropped dead..then after that took a rest, bought a drink and went home..shld be ard 10pm..on my way home at 768 traffic, i saw Farah, dressed up as though she went shopping..but yea..i bet she did..haha, since her smile is as wide as usual
and so..i juz went home like that..and then..went maple and chatted..juz to realised my mind was in a whirl, full of thoughts, thinking of......
oh nvm..but staying at home, playing alone will drive me to insanity very soon..
no matter what, i'm still a human, i've feelings, i've thoughts, and all i thought about is my friends, and the special ones..
and yea..8+ there was a phone call, and it was jianxiong, asked me for badminton, then ok, go there. reaching there, saw him practising alone, and then we started playing, for quite long maybe, but really, play till i almost dropped dead..then after that took a rest, bought a drink and went home..shld be ard 10pm..on my way home at 768 traffic, i saw Farah, dressed up as though she went shopping..but yea..i bet she did..haha, since her smile is as wide as usual
and so..i juz went home like that..and then..went maple and chatted..juz to realised my mind was in a whirl, full of thoughts, thinking of......
oh nvm..but staying at home, playing alone will drive me to insanity very soon..
no matter what, i'm still a human, i've feelings, i've thoughts, and all i thought about is my friends, and the special ones..
As Good As DEAD on 2:48 am
7 July 2006
yeaaaaaa its friday, so no school tml and sunday! BREAK! hehehe..school's usual, just that there was Amaths test and English mock exam..
wat about Amaths test? jess in msn tell me dunno alot, KY forgot alot, beatrice keep shaking head, my integration all goner..wow its so dead man..and there i go asking hj..graph qns..answer is 5/8, i told him he so happy ~.~ omfg i got everything wrong..sigh
English mock exam was worse, perhaps, its like wat the hell? the passage looked alien to me totally..let me recap..errr..about afganistan for passage B..the other 1 i forgot =X but its tough tough to the max
oh well..after all those bullshit, i went to anthony's house tgt with raymond and hj..they play dota..i play..PIANO i tried playing, 1 hand by 1 hand can..but when it comes to 2 hand its gone case..the speed is different, rhythm etc everything different..but its my first day..and i learnt some stuff at least..proud of it! LOL (pardon me for being shameless =X)
yea..i played for a few hours O_O and my hands are small, grabbing the key notes are a big problem seriously T_T
and then i went home after that..thats about it..haha..
and 1 more great thing, vengeance is growing, i suppose the fun comes now, hate me more, i will enjoy it more. SIBLINGS SUX =)
I WANT A BETTER LIFE, WITHOUT HIM IN THIS WORLD SHALL BE A BLESSING FOR ME., if ur sharp enough, glad that you people see my hidden tail.
wat about Amaths test? jess in msn tell me dunno alot, KY forgot alot, beatrice keep shaking head, my integration all goner..wow its so dead man..and there i go asking hj..graph qns..answer is 5/8, i told him he so happy ~.~ omfg i got everything wrong..sigh
English mock exam was worse, perhaps, its like wat the hell? the passage looked alien to me totally..let me recap..errr..about afganistan for passage B..the other 1 i forgot =X but its tough tough to the max
oh well..after all those bullshit, i went to anthony's house tgt with raymond and hj..they play dota..i play..PIANO i tried playing, 1 hand by 1 hand can..but when it comes to 2 hand its gone case..the speed is different, rhythm etc everything different..but its my first day..and i learnt some stuff at least..proud of it! LOL (pardon me for being shameless =X)
yea..i played for a few hours O_O and my hands are small, grabbing the key notes are a big problem seriously T_T
and then i went home after that..thats about it..haha..
and 1 more great thing, vengeance is growing, i suppose the fun comes now, hate me more, i will enjoy it more. SIBLINGS SUX =)
I WANT A BETTER LIFE, WITHOUT HIM IN THIS WORLD SHALL BE A BLESSING FOR ME., if ur sharp enough, glad that you people see my hidden tail.
As Good As DEAD on 12:19 am
6 July 2006
super energetic today..for the first time for this year, i slept 11 hours (thats the most so far for this year i guess) and i cant even sleep man haha
so, soccer updates, France won Portugal, so that means no more C.Ronaldo. Zidane's still alive at least..but sigh...BRAZIL T_T
and Italy better be making Pizza in their homeland and not get the world cup..if not, France can go back and make their Delifrance bread =X
so what about school? its definitely great, my mood is to the maximum these few days i suppose, so many funny stuffs going on xD and yea, today's lesson was jast normal, nothing much, and theres SS test at 3.30 in the afternoon..i couldn't finish..and then..i misread the question..i think i wrote the points contrary to the questions..when i finished i asked miss sharifah...when she told me which was which
"Holy Shit" just came out from my mouth naturally..i guess she gonna mark some nonsensical paper from me already..
chemistry..sad case..totally, i lost my practical worksheet in tech hub..and then i told mr ong..redo practical..he say see if the apparatus enough of use or not..oh well, i lost the paper, i pay for the price, thats reasonable at least, i didn't get a scolding, miracle man..haha
dammit, i'm getting to hate physics more and more, the way Taekwando teach is totally no link, he just read the bloody notes and created lame stuff that made my thinking worse..
"when u in the dark, high resistance, then u cannot walk..then ah "dunno what" when u see light ah, u can walk to the fullest of ur life"
thats roughly what he said (cant rmb all actually) its bullshit totally, oh well, wat to expect from a taekwando "black belt" ""flying kick"" Sting***
i guess this prelim, i will do the worst for physics, if theres alot theory inside that is..all i can do to save my ownself is probably read up and ask others who know the concept..
i wonder if i could eat Mr Andy's words and store them in my mind..stop playing stop playing stop playing..lol..thats impossible, but i shall start cutting my play time..
theres Amaths test tml, oh well, Blessings to All =)
L I F E I S G R E A T.. =)
so, soccer updates, France won Portugal, so that means no more C.Ronaldo. Zidane's still alive at least..but sigh...BRAZIL T_T
and Italy better be making Pizza in their homeland and not get the world cup..if not, France can go back and make their Delifrance bread =X
so what about school? its definitely great, my mood is to the maximum these few days i suppose, so many funny stuffs going on xD and yea, today's lesson was jast normal, nothing much, and theres SS test at 3.30 in the afternoon..i couldn't finish..and then..i misread the question..i think i wrote the points contrary to the questions..when i finished i asked miss sharifah...when she told me which was which
"Holy Shit" just came out from my mouth naturally..i guess she gonna mark some nonsensical paper from me already..
chemistry..sad case..totally, i lost my practical worksheet in tech hub..and then i told mr ong..redo practical..he say see if the apparatus enough of use or not..oh well, i lost the paper, i pay for the price, thats reasonable at least, i didn't get a scolding, miracle man..haha
dammit, i'm getting to hate physics more and more, the way Taekwando teach is totally no link, he just read the bloody notes and created lame stuff that made my thinking worse..
"when u in the dark, high resistance, then u cannot walk..then ah "dunno what" when u see light ah, u can walk to the fullest of ur life"
thats roughly what he said (cant rmb all actually) its bullshit totally, oh well, wat to expect from a taekwando "black belt" ""flying kick"" Sting***
i guess this prelim, i will do the worst for physics, if theres alot theory inside that is..all i can do to save my ownself is probably read up and ask others who know the concept..
i wonder if i could eat Mr Andy's words and store them in my mind..stop playing stop playing stop playing..lol..thats impossible, but i shall start cutting my play time..
theres Amaths test tml, oh well, Blessings to All =)
L I F E I S G R E A T.. =)
As Good As DEAD on 6:26 pm
4 July 2006
man..after 3 days of break, today i went back to school feeling extremely tired..well, we started off with Taekwando's lesson, same usual stuff, i cant get to understand any content insideeee..>< and then english..topic sentence (it looked as though its a puzzle game now) followed by recess and then Lights..now wat about Lights?
its about racial harmony, but i feel otherwise, whenever Taekwando raised a question out of 'curiosity', his reaction, and his assume is very..i shan't say it..but i seriously hate it
Me: 'nooooow we know, he's being #$%#@ (censored, wanna know, msg me)
Taekwando: 'hey Kelvin, i heard it ah..i heard it.
O really? but seriously, if i didn't want him to hear it, i would juz say it only after he left the classroom, juz like matthew said, its meant for him to be able to hear what i was trying to say
emaths was boring, probability test, followed by going through answers..but practically i slept throughout after the test..thats some good time i can rest well perhaps..
nothing much for chem, practical, a LAME one -_-, next was Amaths with GG..wat about it, we had a test, a simple 1 indeed, yet i still fail..now i'm starting to think if i have the ability for Amaths or not..pissed with myself still somehow..sigh..lucky thing, rui just passed her paper, if not i had to bang the wall =X haha..and yea thats about all for school day, once i reached home, use the com for barely 30 minutes, i fell into a deep slumber..heh
cheeros, keeping happy and smile everyday is a challenge in life
its about racial harmony, but i feel otherwise, whenever Taekwando raised a question out of 'curiosity', his reaction, and his assume is very..i shan't say it..but i seriously hate it
Me: 'nooooow we know, he's being #$%#@ (censored, wanna know, msg me)
Taekwando: 'hey Kelvin, i heard it ah..i heard it.
O really? but seriously, if i didn't want him to hear it, i would juz say it only after he left the classroom, juz like matthew said, its meant for him to be able to hear what i was trying to say
emaths was boring, probability test, followed by going through answers..but practically i slept throughout after the test..thats some good time i can rest well perhaps..
nothing much for chem, practical, a LAME one -_-, next was Amaths with GG..wat about it, we had a test, a simple 1 indeed, yet i still fail..now i'm starting to think if i have the ability for Amaths or not..pissed with myself still somehow..sigh..lucky thing, rui just passed her paper, if not i had to bang the wall =X haha..and yea thats about all for school day, once i reached home, use the com for barely 30 minutes, i fell into a deep slumber..heh
cheeros, keeping happy and smile everyday is a challenge in life
As Good As DEAD on 9:24 pm
3 July 2006
hmm well, i'm feeling bored now, so trying to blog nonsense for today..
i woke up at 6am in the morning..as i was in a deep slumber the other night..and i just played from 6.30 till now..just stopped not long ago..
bloody bored, nowhere to go, hmwk all piled up waiting yet not wanting to do (yes i'm whining alot) lol
finally my HOMMV (Heroes of Might and Magic V) can play liao, so happy, and yea, thats the game i played for the whole day..nice graphic..combat..blahblahblah..its just that cool
then i played campaign..then came across a familiar name..i was laughing away when i saw the name..but watever, its just a name, though its the same, and its funny for my case =X
it was damn tough, that i had to build and wait for months to grab all my troops up before i can go and rush to my enemy..the storyline is quite pitiful, and i'm only at the 2nd campaign 3rd stage..thats very..slow of me, considering playing nearly 16 hours, >< my eyes are going blind anyhow lol
sigh..i dunno why i still can't get over ytd world cup, that kind of result..was so so so so so unreal! i even tried to slap myself to see if i was in my dreams or wat..but its the fact..so..no choice
this world cup is quite meaningless already, for my case that is, England and Brazil gone ~.~ oh well..
i wonder if theres anything enjoyable tml..youth day eh..haha
i woke up at 6am in the morning..as i was in a deep slumber the other night..and i just played from 6.30 till now..just stopped not long ago..
bloody bored, nowhere to go, hmwk all piled up waiting yet not wanting to do (yes i'm whining alot) lol
finally my HOMMV (Heroes of Might and Magic V) can play liao, so happy, and yea, thats the game i played for the whole day..nice graphic..combat..blahblahblah..its just that cool
then i played campaign..then came across a familiar name..i was laughing away when i saw the name..but watever, its just a name, though its the same, and its funny for my case =X
it was damn tough, that i had to build and wait for months to grab all my troops up before i can go and rush to my enemy..the storyline is quite pitiful, and i'm only at the 2nd campaign 3rd stage..thats very..slow of me, considering playing nearly 16 hours, >< my eyes are going blind anyhow lol
sigh..i dunno why i still can't get over ytd world cup, that kind of result..was so so so so so unreal! i even tried to slap myself to see if i was in my dreams or wat..but its the fact..so..no choice
this world cup is quite meaningless already, for my case that is, England and Brazil gone ~.~ oh well..
i wonder if theres anything enjoyable tml..youth day eh..haha
As Good As DEAD on 12:04 am
2 July 2006
its 6.20am now..i just woke up u can say..and i'm damn fucked up. despite jianxiong calling my HP for many times, i couldn't wake up not becoz i was too tired and cant hear it, but somebody took my phone and put it in the living room. what the fuck is with them? had they got brains to think that i need to wake up at 11pm? i missed both the fucking match, and both my England and Brazil got eliminated, thats the sad case, the match must had been damn exciting, hell alot more exciting, and i had actually missed it..had i known earlier, i wouldn't had go take a nap and should had just waited till 11.
I'm bloody pissed by this fucking shit, so pardon me.
btw jianxiong, thx for calling, i saw the missed calls, appreciated even though my phone wasn't with me.
England and Brazil are eliminated from the World Cup, i guess its conspicuous who would win then, its either Germany or France already. and just hope that Italy never get to win anything and just get their 4th place.
I'm bloody pissed by this fucking shit, so pardon me.
btw jianxiong, thx for calling, i saw the missed calls, appreciated even though my phone wasn't with me.
England and Brazil are eliminated from the World Cup, i guess its conspicuous who would win then, its either Germany or France already. and just hope that Italy never get to win anything and just get their 4th place.
As Good As DEAD on 6:24 am
1 July 2006 Zul's Bdae
i only had 3 hours of sleep for the whole day..and i'm out for the whole day...this is so tiring..
early morning i had amaths lesson..ok it took me 4 hours or so i think, or more than that! nearly 5 hours ba..yea..and after that i went to hj house, waiting for addinu to get prepared and go to east coast to find zul for his bdae.
the bus ride sucked, it made me had my motion sickness, i felt like vomitting, nonetheless, i slept in the bus, and made the situation worse..
finally reached after nearly an hour ride, and we sure had lots of fun there, all of us never regretted going there, it looked as though its some buddies gathering indeed..all of us appreciate this day very much..haha
and yea..so i was on the mrt, with my headache getting worse, so i decided to sms and chat..hoping my boredom could be occupied by sms and my headache would be better..and I really had talked about some stuffs that I shouldn't hav said man..seems like my secret that no one knew, has been exposed to one person..but i believe that person can keep it well..haha
thats about all..since the sms occupied me from eunos back to admiralty..and then home..time flies when I sms that good friend of mine =)
thanks alot ^^
i guess i gonna sleep, i'm bloody tired after a long yet enjoyable day..
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early morning i had amaths lesson..ok it took me 4 hours or so i think, or more than that! nearly 5 hours ba..yea..and after that i went to hj house, waiting for addinu to get prepared and go to east coast to find zul for his bdae.
the bus ride sucked, it made me had my motion sickness, i felt like vomitting, nonetheless, i slept in the bus, and made the situation worse..
finally reached after nearly an hour ride, and we sure had lots of fun there, all of us never regretted going there, it looked as though its some buddies gathering indeed..all of us appreciate this day very much..haha
and yea..so i was on the mrt, with my headache getting worse, so i decided to sms and chat..hoping my boredom could be occupied by sms and my headache would be better..and I really had talked about some stuffs that I shouldn't hav said man..seems like my secret that no one knew, has been exposed to one person..but i believe that person can keep it well..haha
thats about all..since the sms occupied me from eunos back to admiralty..and then home..time flies when I sms that good friend of mine =)
thanks alot ^^
i guess i gonna sleep, i'm bloody tired after a long yet enjoyable day..
As Good As DEAD on 8:52 pm
1 July 2006 1.50AM
hmmm..first thing I wanna do is to apologise to beatrice, and probably jianxiong
sorry to jianxiong for asking him out for jog despite his cough
sorry to beatrice for making her worry
seeing her like this worry made me felt guilty, perhaps I was wrong to have jogged with jianxiong since he hadn't recover from his cough, and I was told he shouldn't had came to school at all either..I was wrong to thought that he was alright >.<
I sincerely beg for forgiveness, so...yea..I really dunno what to say now besides apologies..
right now for soccer, and yeah, Germany against Argentina, Argentina sucks, play cheats and such, dammit, and they are overconfident, switching all their strikers to midfielders and defenders. serve them right.
Germany on the other side, great job, despite Ballack injured, he still tried his very best to play the game, not to forget Klose, the hero who made the score a draw..nice 1...
Penalty Kick, the German Keeper is the hero, Great job..=)
alright I guess thats all..
sorry to jianxiong for asking him out for jog despite his cough
sorry to beatrice for making her worry
seeing her like this worry made me felt guilty, perhaps I was wrong to have jogged with jianxiong since he hadn't recover from his cough, and I was told he shouldn't had came to school at all either..I was wrong to thought that he was alright >.<
I sincerely beg for forgiveness, so...yea..I really dunno what to say now besides apologies..
right now for soccer, and yeah, Germany against Argentina, Argentina sucks, play cheats and such, dammit, and they are overconfident, switching all their strikers to midfielders and defenders. serve them right.
Germany on the other side, great job, despite Ballack injured, he still tried his very best to play the game, not to forget Klose, the hero who made the score a draw..nice 1...
Penalty Kick, the German Keeper is the hero, Great job..=)
alright I guess thats all..
As Good As DEAD on 1:54 am
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