`Many Taught Me Sins and Rage, Several Taught Me Endurance, A Few Gave Me Light

30 August 2009 - If Only I Was More Aggressive

when I thought of certain things, I started asking myself why was I so lenient towards certain people? come to think of it now, I regret, especially when they try to be so extreme sometimes.

then again, they can do whatever they want. I'll hesitate no more if things snaps.

Exams are unhealthy, they don't let me have good sleeps.

Life is meaningful, when I have freedom, I get to do what I want. It's pointless, if I have to deal with unnecessary things.

A: You know, Obesed people are really screwed up, they Kpkb over the slightest matter.

B: Yeah, I understand, but they Die young, so just let them have their way while they're still alive lah.

A: Why die young?

B: Because, when you form a seal and say "KATSU !" they go BOOM !

A: ....Ha-Ha-Ha -_-"

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 4:39 am

23 August 2009 - The Young at Hearts, Treasured Bonds

despite exams are just about 1 day+ away, I'm blogging away here. but I don't care because this post is important to me =)

how many years has it been, since we left the place called school where we bonded ourselves as friends / buddies. I've always loved the get-along with secondary schoolmates, because we all talk about every single thing in and out of the world, from how we picked stupid fights to how we laughed at stupid students who acted gangsters in school as well as gossiping teachers etc etc. especially that Taxi Driver-like teacher. LOL!

we do crazy things, like how I would 'wrestle' with Huijie and vice versa, laugh at each others' silliness, mostly me as usual, cracking all sorts of jokes and whatnot. having a hangout like this made me feel all so nostalgic, that I felt like I was 16 again, someone whos 'dictionary' contained no definition of sorrow. (or rather I couldn't remember it)

when will we classmates get to hang around again? especially Anthony whos going back Texas tomorrow? 2 years later probably, it would seem long, and all of us would be young adults by then, but such things are worth waiting for.

And what will we be like 2 years from now? well, I can roughly guess it...or at least for me, I will be

The Young at Heart(s), but doesn't mean immature.

and now, probably the usual buddies who are always with me, we are already much like siblings. heh.

Anthony: I'm sorry I can't send you off due to my exams, but yeah, please be back 2 years later so we can go gaga once again. I'm looking forward to it once more xD

Labels: hanging out, memories

As Good As DEAD on 9:02 pm

20 August 2009 - Bro Donald's 19

a short and post, to wish Donald a Happy Birthday, even though he dont look at blogs.

Happy Birthday DONALD ! I HOPE SAMUEL CAN GIVE YOU A BIG SURPRISE !

hang and play till drop during the hols.

Labels: birthdays

As Good As DEAD on 2:08 am

17 August 2009 - When Things Went Back to Square One

I know I couldn't ask for more, when I got hold of something I wished for. it was more than enough in the first place. I want to be greedy, but at the same time I realised its pure selfishness if it turned out to be that way.

Chapter 19 - When Things Went Back to Square One and The Reason is Never Known.

Labels: thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 10:56 pm

15 August 2009 - Train Rides

I've been seeing happening things whenever I'm in packed trains. people charging out when they are alighting (wtf?), and then knock onto others, and then an argument could have started anytime. and surprisingly the people who charges out are always the women. is the GSS still going on? or rather, is there GSS going on outside the platform. its not as though you are unable to alight. just by saying "excuse me", and others would probably make way and let you through. is there really a need to knock onto everyone else and get off so hastily?

During that day for dinner with a few guys together with Ms Sum, we were talking bout the courtesy actions regarding the MRT. those stickers thats pasted everywhere, as well as the blasting music we would hear occasionally at the station. people actually needs to be educated bout mannerism. what are the views of foreigners who visit Singapore and actually see this kind of thing I wonder. true, this kind of education may have a lil impact on Singaporean to learn to be courteous and all, but then again...it may look like a joke to probably the Westerners. probably, its like what Anthony said.

is Singapore has a lack of culture to learn to be more friendly.

Labels: topics and news

As Good As DEAD on 11:03 am

12 August 2008 - Adults Nowadays

are seriously _|_

for Fuck sake, show some respect to others, or at least yourselves.
yesterday in the MRT, the MRT staff argued with an old man? Instead of talking calmly, they both quarreled over god knows what. it happened when I've already entered the MRT so..whatever. the old man did not alight at JE, so I didn't know what happened next.

and today is epic even.
instead of being so childish and selfish doing stupid things, grow some balls and be what your age speaks? or you need people who are younger than you how to properly be a human? I choose to keep it shut because I can't be fucking bothered, and then that asshole tried to piss me off further?

Like I'm fucking scared the likes of you.
Believe in Karma dude. no I mean mother fucker, you will get your deserts one fine day.

time to startup my stuffs, get some rest.

Labels: rantings

As Good As DEAD on 8:15 pm

11 August 2009 - ^^

Today.

A little relieved, and a little happy from the inside.
but maybe things would still be the same.
thats not the main point though.

Safe and Sound, is more than enough.

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07 August 2009 - Prayer

You know what I prayed for.
You know I'm hoping things to turn for the better.
I may not be able to hear Your voice like some others do.
But I want my request to be heard and granted this time round.

Labels: wishes

As Good As DEAD on 2:26 am

04 August - The Wind Blows

something felt different today, when I was on my way home. feeling lethargic, I walked as slow as I could to get my bicycle.

the breeze felt different today, something which I can't really put it in words. I felt light, my mind was clear for a moment. and my heart was so calm that I actually felt comfortable.

little pieces of the past came to my mind, and from there, I could figure out some stuffs, and something I had told myself before.

a decision was made back then, and that I know I had to just stay firm with my stand.
ignore all trivial, juvenile thoughts. from here as we move, we grow.

Keep the rage aside. Fulfilling that request is probably the last thing I can do.
Vanity remains till my heart stops beating. except for a few, Pride means nothing to me.

Labels: thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 1:46 am

02 August 2009 - Finally a Little Time to Slack

lets just say, assignments are finally over and that I'm able to rest for just 2 days. Exams are round the corner and its soon time to study and all.

I'm having great concern regarding my results for this semester, because I did badly for all the MST. Hmmm.

I really hope, I have no time to think about personal stuffs, especially when having too much thoughts about it makes no difference at all.

They said "Move on"
and I replied "I've got Elephant Glue stuck on my feet"

its impossible.

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 3:58 pm

The Cursed

Kelvin Yeo (Mista Badass)
Up till 19.
Pisces. 24 Feb is when you get to call me old man
I'm your typical short guy living next door
Adaptive to everywhere I am in
My eyes can talk
But do you understand its language?
The Mirror-Effect Guy
(Attitude-Reflections Treatments)

Come Find Out Yourself
And The Music Goes

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