31 August 2006 Part 2
ok..so i'm back from badminton. its kinda fun i should say, since the girls practised and they had learnt some stuffs.
my racket's net is broken, luckily its the side, not middle, so i can still smack a few times =X
but my mood, still at a level of depression, fed up, stressed, pissed, annoyed, etc etc, any bad mood you can think of, i'm having them all
my body is aching alot now..my wrist is very painful now, my left knee hurts whenever i bend
(some old injury i guessed) and my back is, ooowwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
sigh..i wonder whats up with someone..when her nick put "i'm not sad" all of a sudden, until i asked her and she kept mum, and erased the nick. nothing nothing nothing nothing, and nothing was the only reply. it looked as though girls love using "nothing" as an excuse to run away from the topic they are being asked.
whatever..i'm going berserkkkkkkkkkkk sooooooon. my chemistry haven done!!
Kelvin Yeo, please go bloody fucking do ur fucking chemistry tomorrow night, if not go fucking slap yourself or jolly well fucking bang the bloody wall.
hmm, not berserk soon, i'm berserk now. thats all for today i supposed.
get away from me would be the best choice if you want no troubles.
my racket's net is broken, luckily its the side, not middle, so i can still smack a few times =X
but my mood, still at a level of depression, fed up, stressed, pissed, annoyed, etc etc, any bad mood you can think of, i'm having them all
my body is aching alot now..my wrist is very painful now, my left knee hurts whenever i bend
(some old injury i guessed) and my back is, ooowwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
sigh..i wonder whats up with someone..when her nick put "i'm not sad" all of a sudden, until i asked her and she kept mum, and erased the nick. nothing nothing nothing nothing, and nothing was the only reply. it looked as though girls love using "nothing" as an excuse to run away from the topic they are being asked.
whatever..i'm going berserkkkkkkkkkkk sooooooon. my chemistry haven done!!
Kelvin Yeo, please go bloody fucking do ur fucking chemistry tomorrow night, if not go fucking slap yourself or jolly well fucking bang the bloody wall.
hmm, not berserk soon, i'm berserk now. thats all for today i supposed.
get away from me would be the best choice if you want no troubles.
As Good As DEAD on 10:59 pm
31 August 2006
boring day for now..be yourself day..was a total nonsense man..especially when that bloody, moronic, zombie-like, stupid, dumb, idiotic, annoying, disgusting, holy shit performance by 5 girls? i think so, 5 girls. wat retards to perform.
i only enjoyed the boys doing the dance maybe? street dancing. yea. rox. released around 11, and saw GG. i failed my amaths. rox already, alot people failed. went to eat with zul addinu hj and jingxiang after that, and then went to addinu's house to slack for a moment. and i'm back here now..i gonna rest maybe.
my chemistry is still not done yet..by attempting the MCQs alone, makes me worry about my concepts and understanding for chemistry..now. wat am i gonna do huh..
physics less to say, i am prepared to fail that fucked up paper, since the class has an ass teacher whose concept may be worse or equal with students.
theres still something thats bothering me, or rather pissing me for the past few days. maybe some misunderstandings or..? ohh well..let nature takes its course, i believe everything will be fine. hopefully that is.
faggots who spread nonsense have nothing better to do -_-"
i only enjoyed the boys doing the dance maybe? street dancing. yea. rox. released around 11, and saw GG. i failed my amaths. rox already, alot people failed. went to eat with zul addinu hj and jingxiang after that, and then went to addinu's house to slack for a moment. and i'm back here now..i gonna rest maybe.
my chemistry is still not done yet..by attempting the MCQs alone, makes me worry about my concepts and understanding for chemistry..now. wat am i gonna do huh..
physics less to say, i am prepared to fail that fucked up paper, since the class has an ass teacher whose concept may be worse or equal with students.
theres still something thats bothering me, or rather pissing me for the past few days. maybe some misunderstandings or..? ohh well..let nature takes its course, i believe everything will be fine. hopefully that is.
faggots who spread nonsense have nothing better to do -_-"
As Good As DEAD on 2:50 pm
29 August 2006
ok its been days since i last blogged, and jessica, as usual, tagged me to update. ok lo..u win =X
haha lets start with the morning. a sad case day mannnn. i wore slippers to school, kena chase out cannot attend lesson until i change to black shoes. of coz, i lazy to go home, i borrow from others. my feet stinks. =( came back for amaths lesson after that, then got test. die liao la...i think i gonna fail? but i did my best. no lies!
haha then went to eat with ky and farah, so funny they 2..haha. and we chatted about some chalet stuffs. then went home at ard 2+ or 3..cant rmb.
reached home, abit tired. watched zatchbell in youtube. and chatted with a few ppl meanwhile. cant believe sick people still wanna study. they are forcing themselves too hard? rest more man, health is more impt than anything else. =X
then went badminton at 5. we waited for like an hour. out of boredom, i sms a few people..but sadly no one replied. lols. alot people came today, including..some people i dun really wanna see. who cares, play badminton only wat, all i had to do was to get the shuttlecock onto them, smack it hard. end. succeeded a few times but. not very pain. still learning how to shoot a painful 1..lols.
play till 10. believe it or not? hahaha i even skipped dinner for badminton. ohhhhh i'm so crazy. but i'm not really hungry up till now. dun ask me why. its a dumb question. maybe some will say i'm fat or watsoever =(
badminton was a thrill man. we played with some 11 year old kids. they are so cute man, when i asked them whether they are 11. they said yes. and they replied.
"hey u 13 years old right?"
CAN U BELIEVE IT OMG? I WAS DISCRIMINATED BECOS OF MY HEIGHT! EVERYONE WAS LAUGHING AT ME!! FOR BEING 13 YEARS OLD!! I'm so small, so young? wat the. heaven. is it a good thing or a bad thing? for looking 13 years old despite i'm 16, with a voice of 20+ years old as said from some frens of mine -_-"
then we hav some 24 years old people, who are actually 16. some tall ass of coz. they judge height by age seriously. becoz janella was said to be 12 years old! smaller than me. sad case or? LOLS i dunno. but certainly, those kids are cute, especially when they giggle, and yaoliang kept imitating the giggling..LOLS.
such a fun time today man..haha, like 1 hilarious day i had spent. wooooooooo if only everyday is like this..so carefree..haha. but i know its impossible. yes. impossible! thats a very sad thing to say..
alright i guess thats all for today. i hope u hav wasted 5 minutes or so reading this. HAHA
haha lets start with the morning. a sad case day mannnn. i wore slippers to school, kena chase out cannot attend lesson until i change to black shoes. of coz, i lazy to go home, i borrow from others. my feet stinks. =( came back for amaths lesson after that, then got test. die liao la...i think i gonna fail? but i did my best. no lies!
haha then went to eat with ky and farah, so funny they 2..haha. and we chatted about some chalet stuffs. then went home at ard 2+ or 3..cant rmb.
reached home, abit tired. watched zatchbell in youtube. and chatted with a few ppl meanwhile. cant believe sick people still wanna study. they are forcing themselves too hard? rest more man, health is more impt than anything else. =X
then went badminton at 5. we waited for like an hour. out of boredom, i sms a few people..but sadly no one replied. lols. alot people came today, including..some people i dun really wanna see. who cares, play badminton only wat, all i had to do was to get the shuttlecock onto them, smack it hard. end. succeeded a few times but. not very pain. still learning how to shoot a painful 1..lols.
play till 10. believe it or not? hahaha i even skipped dinner for badminton. ohhhhh i'm so crazy. but i'm not really hungry up till now. dun ask me why. its a dumb question. maybe some will say i'm fat or watsoever =(
badminton was a thrill man. we played with some 11 year old kids. they are so cute man, when i asked them whether they are 11. they said yes. and they replied.
"hey u 13 years old right?"
CAN U BELIEVE IT OMG? I WAS DISCRIMINATED BECOS OF MY HEIGHT! EVERYONE WAS LAUGHING AT ME!! FOR BEING 13 YEARS OLD!! I'm so small, so young? wat the. heaven. is it a good thing or a bad thing? for looking 13 years old despite i'm 16, with a voice of 20+ years old as said from some frens of mine -_-"
then we hav some 24 years old people, who are actually 16. some tall ass of coz. they judge height by age seriously. becoz janella was said to be 12 years old! smaller than me. sad case or? LOLS i dunno. but certainly, those kids are cute, especially when they giggle, and yaoliang kept imitating the giggling..LOLS.
such a fun time today man..haha, like 1 hilarious day i had spent. wooooooooo if only everyday is like this..so carefree..haha. but i know its impossible. yes. impossible! thats a very sad thing to say..
alright i guess thats all for today. i hope u hav wasted 5 minutes or so reading this. HAHA
As Good As DEAD on 11:13 pm
26 August 2006
went out for 6 hours..woots. play badminton. for 5 hours? LOLS cool man. i perspired till i looked as though i had a shower seriously.
quite a big group today. got rui, sheila, yaoliang, benghui, tongfen, jason. jianxiong came later. janella was supposed to come though, but kinda late when she went out and returned home. lols.
ahhh and SS..i haven really study omg. wat to do O_O. leave it for tomorrow!! YAY. emaths. can go die liao. hahaha, if the standard is like GG 1, good game, lets all fail.
i'm tired, but, i NEVER SAY DIE! becoz i am energizer!! a million voltage battery xD
thats all for today. tata ^^v!
quite a big group today. got rui, sheila, yaoliang, benghui, tongfen, jason. jianxiong came later. janella was supposed to come though, but kinda late when she went out and returned home. lols.
ahhh and SS..i haven really study omg. wat to do O_O. leave it for tomorrow!! YAY. emaths. can go die liao. hahaha, if the standard is like GG 1, good game, lets all fail.
i'm tired, but, i NEVER SAY DIE! becoz i am energizer!! a million voltage battery xD
thats all for today. tata ^^v!
As Good As DEAD on 10:57 pm
26 August 2006
ohhhhh my god. wat a scolding i got today from GG. bleahhh
lets see the details. so morning lesson then test as usual. tough paper, and i dunno how to do. whine as usual! LOLS. i got scolding in the end =X then the whole class stay back. then after that all left except me sebastian farah armanda.
we 5 had a bad scoldinggggggggggggggg. then wrote a reflection of ourselves. T_T
i wrote some reflections, that are true though. the 3 words "I Don't Know" musnt appear in my dictionary when studies are concerned.
quite true though, no scoldings for me = no studies + hard work for me. some people, like my parents said, i need to be scolded then i can do -_-!
bah watever. prelims waiting for me. i'm being a million voltage battery. only energizer brand, becoz i need the 3 words, and 3 more words from myself.
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ok how cool is that. i'm studying only at night. so, oh well..hahaha.
improving stamina on studies = asking me to lose 10kg per day
well, try it! LOLS
lets see the details. so morning lesson then test as usual. tough paper, and i dunno how to do. whine as usual! LOLS. i got scolding in the end =X then the whole class stay back. then after that all left except me sebastian farah armanda.
we 5 had a bad scoldinggggggggggggggg. then wrote a reflection of ourselves. T_T
i wrote some reflections, that are true though. the 3 words "I Don't Know" musnt appear in my dictionary when studies are concerned.
quite true though, no scoldings for me = no studies + hard work for me. some people, like my parents said, i need to be scolded then i can do -_-!
bah watever. prelims waiting for me. i'm being a million voltage battery. only energizer brand, becoz i need the 3 words, and 3 more words from myself.
NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO, NEVER SAY DIE, NEVER SAY DUNNO,
ok how cool is that. i'm studying only at night. so, oh well..hahaha.
improving stamina on studies = asking me to lose 10kg per day
well, try it! LOLS
As Good As DEAD on 1:36 pm
25 August 2006 Prelim
wow..i'm back late as usual..8.30 or so..lols.
its depressing today. i gonna fail my english prelim. end. T_T
its depressing today. i gonna fail my english prelim. end. T_T
As Good As DEAD on 8:46 pm
24 August 2006 Day Before Prelim
i had a fucking bad day today, pissed me off so much, that i felt like smacking someone in the morning somehow.
yes i was late today, as the microphone called out for my name, by that asshole that is. he sucks to the core? i never wear tie in class he also wanna chup? just fucking mind ur own business please. nobody wanna climb over his head. but hes really such a pain in the ass. i bet everyone who reads this have no violent objections, and they cant agree more.
(i just cant stand him that i need to insult him more and more)
i missed a record of blog yesterday..since i was back at 11pm, dog-tired that is. that explains why i'm late. but if the side gate wasn't lock, i wouldn't be late at all! -_-
so tomorrow is already prelim..time really flies. i'm on the mode of studying, hard? very hard? maybe..but for sure, i know, i'm improving bit by bit for amaths, thx loads to GG that is.
prelims..then 2 mths later..O lvl..then end..then? all of us will part? sigh. somehow, getting out of school is my dream, yet leaving my classmates is what i dun wanna want
(except the few fuck face and the bleached-pants holy indian that is)
let fate decide where i will move then. cant bear to part with certain people especially? haha..
yes i was late today, as the microphone called out for my name, by that asshole that is. he sucks to the core? i never wear tie in class he also wanna chup? just fucking mind ur own business please. nobody wanna climb over his head. but hes really such a pain in the ass. i bet everyone who reads this have no violent objections, and they cant agree more.
(i just cant stand him that i need to insult him more and more)
i missed a record of blog yesterday..since i was back at 11pm, dog-tired that is. that explains why i'm late. but if the side gate wasn't lock, i wouldn't be late at all! -_-
so tomorrow is already prelim..time really flies. i'm on the mode of studying, hard? very hard? maybe..but for sure, i know, i'm improving bit by bit for amaths, thx loads to GG that is.
prelims..then 2 mths later..O lvl..then end..then? all of us will part? sigh. somehow, getting out of school is my dream, yet leaving my classmates is what i dun wanna want
(except the few fuck face and the bleached-pants holy indian that is)
let fate decide where i will move then. cant bear to part with certain people especially? haha..
As Good As DEAD on 4:46 pm
22 August 2006
hmm i reached home at 10.30pm..thats like. wow? 15 hours off from home..a school day still. yes, i was attending GG's lesson at the usual place, with a few other people.
nth much in school. i mean like, no exciting events ba..oh yesss. the physics that is. it sucked totally. that balloon do not know how to teach for real.
lately..some people juz look so dead. jessica is one of them certainly. today see her, she looked as though she was half dead. she needs a good rest perhaps =o lols.
amaths test from GG. back to start, I FAILED~! LOLS. and janella scored above 60, she got 2nd in the class..o_O shes so good already..T_T
(jing xiang is jealous that he scored lower than her ROFL)
i did Emaths, setted by GG himself..i got 51 / 80..i was dissatisfied. indeed. but 4E4 and 4N1 express maths students all failed. 38 was the highest. jing xiang did it too, he got 59. lols. so overall, QUITE ok maybe? lol
nth much already. but, i wanna complain again, that..i got no money already T_T
hahaha ^^v
nth much in school. i mean like, no exciting events ba..oh yesss. the physics that is. it sucked totally. that balloon do not know how to teach for real.
lately..some people juz look so dead. jessica is one of them certainly. today see her, she looked as though she was half dead. she needs a good rest perhaps =o lols.
amaths test from GG. back to start, I FAILED~! LOLS. and janella scored above 60, she got 2nd in the class..o_O shes so good already..T_T
(jing xiang is jealous that he scored lower than her ROFL)
i did Emaths, setted by GG himself..i got 51 / 80..i was dissatisfied. indeed. but 4E4 and 4N1 express maths students all failed. 38 was the highest. jing xiang did it too, he got 59. lols. so overall, QUITE ok maybe? lol
nth much already. but, i wanna complain again, that..i got no money already T_T
hahaha ^^v
As Good As DEAD on 11:07 pm
21 August 2006
hmm..its 9pm now..and i haven touched any work so far..i'm gonna do it after this blogging..so, probably a fast one.
woke up today, feeling spiritless, as usual. lessons were as per normal. emaths was kinda noisy, becoz some people were chatting instead of doing their work. sebastian and i couldn't concentrate well somehow. feeling quite pissed at that time, and scolded rui? i'm in deep shit or? lol..i dunno, leave it for tmr, perhaps, i guess shes still angry though.
chinese..sigh, i dun really like it, but, really, no doubt i must say, mr kweh understands we as students therefore, no homework to be done at home. yay!
i only remembered a few things that happened. like, kangyuan, dayana, weiching, rokiah fighting with each other, abit violent? but somehow they call it fun perhaps, whole class was laughing about it.
went through abit of chemistry with some people..i was surprised that they knew so much, or rather, i'm lacking out alot behind. i dunno much of the concepts, but i believe in constant revision somehow. yea.
went home quite early today, 3pm or so i think. theres no english remedial, thank god for that, nono, its mr andy lols. wat did i do? slack, and then slumbered to my deep dreams.
woke up at around 7.30, and i had a sms, from someone not in my list
(sylvia that is, though i dun really know how she got my no.)
she asked me about her zul x2 -_-" and its like, erm, does it really matter if i know and who told me about it? i dun mention much too, and i never told her still, i guess i'm getting hell tml =X LOLS. cant believe she chased me for that qns till sms though. -_-"
thats about it for today..actually its quite a bad day, becoz my mood was somehow not very good. but, seriously, sometimes alex can make hell of a joke that made me, laugh. lols.
woke up today, feeling spiritless, as usual. lessons were as per normal. emaths was kinda noisy, becoz some people were chatting instead of doing their work. sebastian and i couldn't concentrate well somehow. feeling quite pissed at that time, and scolded rui? i'm in deep shit or? lol..i dunno, leave it for tmr, perhaps, i guess shes still angry though.
chinese..sigh, i dun really like it, but, really, no doubt i must say, mr kweh understands we as students therefore, no homework to be done at home. yay!
i only remembered a few things that happened. like, kangyuan, dayana, weiching, rokiah fighting with each other, abit violent? but somehow they call it fun perhaps, whole class was laughing about it.
went through abit of chemistry with some people..i was surprised that they knew so much, or rather, i'm lacking out alot behind. i dunno much of the concepts, but i believe in constant revision somehow. yea.
went home quite early today, 3pm or so i think. theres no english remedial, thank god for that, nono, its mr andy lols. wat did i do? slack, and then slumbered to my deep dreams.
woke up at around 7.30, and i had a sms, from someone not in my list
(sylvia that is, though i dun really know how she got my no.)
she asked me about her zul x2 -_-" and its like, erm, does it really matter if i know and who told me about it? i dun mention much too, and i never told her still, i guess i'm getting hell tml =X LOLS. cant believe she chased me for that qns till sms though. -_-"
thats about it for today..actually its quite a bad day, becoz my mood was somehow not very good. but, seriously, sometimes alex can make hell of a joke that made me, laugh. lols.
As Good As DEAD on 9:06 pm
20 August 2006 Part 2
hmm went out and started revision at 5pm..stopped at 6.30pm..kinda short huh? and at that period of time i only managed to finish the amaths mock paper with some qns blanks, and abit of chemistry..i went somewhere under the HDB flat to do, the bloody mac was holding some kids birthday party. man, i hate it. sheesh.
and i still cant find my geography worksheet..where on earth is it man god dammit. watever it is. zzz.
and i still cant find my geography worksheet..where on earth is it man god dammit. watever it is. zzz.
As Good As DEAD on 7:02 pm
20 August 2006
seems like around this period, it doesn't seem to be much enjoyment..people's forehead hav marks written "stress" there, except some other people with the word carved "smack me" instead.
take yesterday night for example..like, i was having a conversation, with benny, well, whenever i talk to him, we would talk about the usual stuffs, about our studies, how stress we are probably, and some other personal stuff. and it seemed that he had a bad experience ytd regarding some matters he dun wanna raise it up.
realising that lots of people have changed, from slackers, lamers, jokers, to some serious nerds mugging all day long. that probably includes me. i dun really hav much time to play. and all of a sudden, i lost my interest in games..is that gd or bad, that, i'm not to judge.
and we were still thinking, 3 months left..with the O lvl stuffs and that..and benny raised about graduation day, probably a day that nobody would wish for it. it gonna be a very dampening day, i mean, no matter how great or poor ur results would be, everyone would have to part from then on..
notice that time is running very very short..and day by day it seemed to run very very fast..timestop is impossible yea, theres only 2 months left, just to see my classmates. come to think of it..the days starting from april or may, seemed to run very fast, probably its becoz that period was the time i enjoyed the most. its mid august now already, nearing to an end, then come september. prelims..and with that level of intense revision would be hell.
homework. wat is homework now?? its something that drives me crazy, soon that is. yet without it i wouldn't study. TYS seemed useless now, teachers dun wanna touch it, and left it aside. some unreasonable teachers are just like this.
(i hope only 1 teacher is like this, and we all know who he is)
i had enough, i'm not myself, benny's not himself, and a few others too. i'm getting too serious at times, when i'm never serious. i doubt its good for myself, though its for the sake of, studying. i really hate the stress that would be chasing up sooner or later.
i cant mug at home, really. so going out to revise would be the only option. whining too much here would do me no good too, i shld say i think too much at times. like someone said
"singapore pace is way too fast, you cant catch up with it, you are left out"
why can't people juz lead a simple life, find a ordinary job, get married, have children and end. wat parents always emphasize, study hard, graduate and get a proper job. i dun believe in this bullshit. some people work hard, and they got nothing in the end.
my mood wun be as good as ever, my words are getting harsh, i dun wanna bother into much things anymore. theres 1 thing i cant let off my mind, which gave me even more stress only when i think of it. maybe some ppl are starting to experience my harsh words already, and i guess i shld apologise for that. i had enough, and i'm going out to study, again..yet alone this time round..how long can i last? time would tell, tonight would be the answer..
Happiness 5% Sorrow 15% Stress 30% Suffering 50% (thats how cool it is in that sense)
take yesterday night for example..like, i was having a conversation, with benny, well, whenever i talk to him, we would talk about the usual stuffs, about our studies, how stress we are probably, and some other personal stuff. and it seemed that he had a bad experience ytd regarding some matters he dun wanna raise it up.
realising that lots of people have changed, from slackers, lamers, jokers, to some serious nerds mugging all day long. that probably includes me. i dun really hav much time to play. and all of a sudden, i lost my interest in games..is that gd or bad, that, i'm not to judge.
and we were still thinking, 3 months left..with the O lvl stuffs and that..and benny raised about graduation day, probably a day that nobody would wish for it. it gonna be a very dampening day, i mean, no matter how great or poor ur results would be, everyone would have to part from then on..
notice that time is running very very short..and day by day it seemed to run very very fast..timestop is impossible yea, theres only 2 months left, just to see my classmates. come to think of it..the days starting from april or may, seemed to run very fast, probably its becoz that period was the time i enjoyed the most. its mid august now already, nearing to an end, then come september. prelims..and with that level of intense revision would be hell.
homework. wat is homework now?? its something that drives me crazy, soon that is. yet without it i wouldn't study. TYS seemed useless now, teachers dun wanna touch it, and left it aside. some unreasonable teachers are just like this.
(i hope only 1 teacher is like this, and we all know who he is)
i had enough, i'm not myself, benny's not himself, and a few others too. i'm getting too serious at times, when i'm never serious. i doubt its good for myself, though its for the sake of, studying. i really hate the stress that would be chasing up sooner or later.
i cant mug at home, really. so going out to revise would be the only option. whining too much here would do me no good too, i shld say i think too much at times. like someone said
"singapore pace is way too fast, you cant catch up with it, you are left out"
why can't people juz lead a simple life, find a ordinary job, get married, have children and end. wat parents always emphasize, study hard, graduate and get a proper job. i dun believe in this bullshit. some people work hard, and they got nothing in the end.
my mood wun be as good as ever, my words are getting harsh, i dun wanna bother into much things anymore. theres 1 thing i cant let off my mind, which gave me even more stress only when i think of it. maybe some ppl are starting to experience my harsh words already, and i guess i shld apologise for that. i had enough, and i'm going out to study, again..yet alone this time round..how long can i last? time would tell, tonight would be the answer..
Happiness 5% Sorrow 15% Stress 30% Suffering 50% (thats how cool it is in that sense)
As Good As DEAD on 4:09 pm
19 August 2006
woots, yea i am back, from..outside? lol..let the day begin.
woke up early in the morning at 7+am and then, went for GG's lesson. till 12.30pm. then waited for beatrice, and contacting kangyuan to meet and then go study.
(janella pangseh and never go study)
i went to eat kfc with a big group of people there. jingxiang, rokiah, addinu, huijie, benny, dayana, farah. then happened to saw jianxiong in kfc and his mum.
eat finish, chatted awhile with the big group, and still waiting..beatrice came later on, and kangyuan is late. LOLS. he came after 15 minutes, then decided to go woodlands civic centre the library to study. we were warned by rokiah, sure full there, but kangyuan still wanted to go there, so 2 of us could only follow suit.
yea we reached there, and its full..and beatrice was kicking a fuss about it.
(please be silent in the library next time =X LOLS.)
we went to mac in the end to study, amaths and chem. however, we got chased out after 1 hr+. then dun wanna study already..went to stroll around. i went to popular shop to buy some foolscap. then happened to saw quack quack junjie. we hanged outside popular for awhile, and beatrice said charmaine and her cousin were at cwp too..so we waited again.
then headed to..timezone -_-" and then the 2 boys were playing daytona.
(well, all i could do was watch, since i dun wanna spend the money, and i dunno how to play)
after that, dragon punch. one from me, the other from ky. my score was worse than before..8900++ this time -_-" booyahhh =(
1 thing that shocked me, beatrice, play daytona?! OMG LOLS! and yea, charmaine was in it too. but they played separately. gosh, girls play daytona. rare or? bleah i dunno. i remembered i got chased out by the timezone people. i went out to fold my sleeve and went in again.
then continued watching outsiders playing some other games awhile. and then, beatrice they all left first. so ky jj and i walked till first floor..went back 4th floor to find beatrice (forgot to return her a worksheet i took from her).
then ky junjie and i continued strolling again, and we happened to stroll the same route again. the girls went into a shop, mini toons if my memory serves me right. its some toy shop, becoz a pig bolster or watever it was, was raised, by the Bully. ROFL!
(go grab a riceball or two and tryyyyyyyyyy to eat urself ! HAHA)
we went home after that, while beatrice charmaine and her cousin continued to loiter / hang / sneak stroll around cwp.
bleahh long day overall, and seldom, i managed to go out and hav group study successfully. (usually it doesnt last long, at most 30 min and i would slack and play already) and theres still some questions left undone..oh well. leave it for tomorrow. i shall relax and rest today. =X
woke up early in the morning at 7+am and then, went for GG's lesson. till 12.30pm. then waited for beatrice, and contacting kangyuan to meet and then go study.
(janella pangseh and never go study)
i went to eat kfc with a big group of people there. jingxiang, rokiah, addinu, huijie, benny, dayana, farah. then happened to saw jianxiong in kfc and his mum.
eat finish, chatted awhile with the big group, and still waiting..beatrice came later on, and kangyuan is late. LOLS. he came after 15 minutes, then decided to go woodlands civic centre the library to study. we were warned by rokiah, sure full there, but kangyuan still wanted to go there, so 2 of us could only follow suit.
yea we reached there, and its full..and beatrice was kicking a fuss about it.
(please be silent in the library next time =X LOLS.)
we went to mac in the end to study, amaths and chem. however, we got chased out after 1 hr+. then dun wanna study already..went to stroll around. i went to popular shop to buy some foolscap. then happened to saw quack quack junjie. we hanged outside popular for awhile, and beatrice said charmaine and her cousin were at cwp too..so we waited again.
then headed to..timezone -_-" and then the 2 boys were playing daytona.
(well, all i could do was watch, since i dun wanna spend the money, and i dunno how to play)
after that, dragon punch. one from me, the other from ky. my score was worse than before..8900++ this time -_-" booyahhh =(
1 thing that shocked me, beatrice, play daytona?! OMG LOLS! and yea, charmaine was in it too. but they played separately. gosh, girls play daytona. rare or? bleah i dunno. i remembered i got chased out by the timezone people. i went out to fold my sleeve and went in again.
then continued watching outsiders playing some other games awhile. and then, beatrice they all left first. so ky jj and i walked till first floor..went back 4th floor to find beatrice (forgot to return her a worksheet i took from her).
then ky junjie and i continued strolling again, and we happened to stroll the same route again. the girls went into a shop, mini toons if my memory serves me right. its some toy shop, becoz a pig bolster or watever it was, was raised, by the Bully. ROFL!
(go grab a riceball or two and tryyyyyyyyyy to eat urself ! HAHA)
we went home after that, while beatrice charmaine and her cousin continued to
bleahh long day overall, and seldom, i managed to go out and hav group study successfully. (usually it doesnt last long, at most 30 min and i would slack and play already) and theres still some questions left undone..oh well. leave it for tomorrow. i shall relax and rest today. =X
As Good As DEAD on 8:17 pm
18 August 2006
hmm, 7am to 3pm, 6.30pm to 9pm. thats like, 10+ hours, staying in school of coz O_O
so, morning run today, my nose block hindered me once again, and i had to run the 2nd round, with tissue stucked on my nose (disgusting? lol). then went for physics lesson. ok that really isnt very good (i dun wanna make insults, since someone told me i shlden =X). then it was amaths, pretty normal, but yea, my sweets were fast gone, 6 ppl share a packet. eat finish then empty packet, was with beatrice, i shaked it, then threw it at her table back. LOLS
we went through cedar girls still, paper 2 soon =o and i haven finish everything man. then come recess, then chemistry. Ong seemed to be in a bad mood =X and those never brought the worksheet kena scolded O_O lols
then it was bio, the non bio students went to the library as usual. but 5N2 was farking noisy, especially that GAY wei ming. bth him -_-". then ky suggested we go outside and study. outside Ah-ha centre that is.
then it was break, linhan and jingxiang played some pranks on some people's bag ROFL. then 1.30pm, we went for chemistry mock practical. the paper was quite ok afterall, and hopefully i would score high (i expected it to be above 33)
then do do do, finished, 3pm, went home!! then slacked awhile, sms beatrice, msn kangyuan about astral guide stuffs. went back to school at 6.30pm for further lessons. i saw sebastian, but not kangyuan, becoz he stomachache, and he went home. lols.
lesson started at 7pm then. i ran around, doing GG's amaths, then run to beatrice and Ong for chemistry. 9pm then ended, and i walked home, with sebastian, valerie, jessica, beatrice, janella they all, since the other route no one walk with me, i took the long way =X (i hate being alone)
then walk walk walk, then bidded farewell already, continued walking, i was lost? lols it was night i cant really see much. walked with janella and beatrice after tat, then reach under janella block, then walked home.
came back, took a shower and had my dinner. then blogging now. finally i can rest for awhile that is, i'm so glad man..haha
i think thats about all for today. hehe ^^v
so, morning run today, my nose block hindered me once again, and i had to run the 2nd round, with tissue stucked on my nose (disgusting? lol). then went for physics lesson. ok that really isnt very good (i dun wanna make insults, since someone told me i shlden =X). then it was amaths, pretty normal, but yea, my sweets were fast gone, 6 ppl share a packet. eat finish then empty packet, was with beatrice, i shaked it, then threw it at her table back. LOLS
we went through cedar girls still, paper 2 soon =o and i haven finish everything man. then come recess, then chemistry. Ong seemed to be in a bad mood =X and those never brought the worksheet kena scolded O_O lols
then it was bio, the non bio students went to the library as usual. but 5N2 was farking noisy, especially that GAY wei ming. bth him -_-". then ky suggested we go outside and study. outside Ah-ha centre that is.
then it was break, linhan and jingxiang played some pranks on some people's bag ROFL. then 1.30pm, we went for chemistry mock practical. the paper was quite ok afterall, and hopefully i would score high (i expected it to be above 33)
then do do do, finished, 3pm, went home!! then slacked awhile, sms beatrice, msn kangyuan about astral guide stuffs. went back to school at 6.30pm for further lessons. i saw sebastian, but not kangyuan, becoz he stomachache, and he went home. lols.
lesson started at 7pm then. i ran around, doing GG's amaths, then run to beatrice and Ong for chemistry. 9pm then ended, and i walked home, with sebastian, valerie, jessica, beatrice, janella they all, since the other route no one walk with me, i took the long way =X (i hate being alone)
then walk walk walk, then bidded farewell already, continued walking, i was lost? lols it was night i cant really see much. walked with janella and beatrice after tat, then reach under janella block, then walked home.
came back, took a shower and had my dinner. then blogging now. finally i can rest for awhile that is, i'm so glad man..haha
i think thats about all for today. hehe ^^v
As Good As DEAD on 10:26 pm
17 August 2006 Part 2
ok, back for 2nd post, for..more updates =X
so i slept right after i blogged previously, till 8pm, and ate dinner, then rushed to 768 mac to have..some amaths lesson. big party today..quite a few pple turned up.
did differentiation, and yea, i kind of get the procedures already..i know quite a bit now..haha. oh yea! and i forgot to mention earlier on, that i passed my amaths test at last!! a low pass though, but, afterall, its a miracle that i passed. LOLS.
so i came back, at about 10.50pm, and then brina (my maple guild leader) chatted with me for awhile, some greetings, and a lil about maple. and so, emily, corncorn and beatrice were taking care of the guild still. (Take note, this beatrice aint the classic nerd + Big Bully you guys know, shes my maple fren)
yea and so our conversation was short, coz i'm updating this! and, brina might be looking at it now? o.o" LoLS. oh well, wat can i say, i'm tired again ~.~
i guess i'm gonna fall asleep again, and theres physics wtf..-_- seeing that balloon ray chua simply disgust me. *spits*
PS: btw brina, sorry, but my blog talks loads of stuff only about school, nth much. xD
so i slept right after i blogged previously, till 8pm, and ate dinner, then rushed to 768 mac to have..some amaths lesson. big party today..quite a few pple turned up.
did differentiation, and yea, i kind of get the procedures already..i know quite a bit now..haha. oh yea! and i forgot to mention earlier on, that i passed my amaths test at last!! a low pass though, but, afterall, its a miracle that i passed. LOLS.
so i came back, at about 10.50pm, and then brina (my maple guild leader) chatted with me for awhile, some greetings, and a lil about maple. and so, emily, corncorn and beatrice were taking care of the guild still. (Take note, this beatrice aint the classic nerd + Big Bully you guys know, shes my maple fren)
yea and so our conversation was short, coz i'm updating this! and, brina might be looking at it now? o.o" LoLS. oh well, wat can i say, i'm tired again ~.~
i guess i'm gonna fall asleep again, and theres physics wtf..-_- seeing that balloon ray chua simply disgust me. *spits*
PS: btw brina, sorry, but my blog talks loads of stuff only about school, nth much. xD
As Good As DEAD on 11:07 pm
17 August 2006
these days have been tiring..boring lessons seemed to be so long, yet chatting time, breaks, and PE are such a short time.
nth much for lessons in school yea..i couldn't recall much either. i'm tired. all i know was, i walked home with benny and jing xiang for today, a 45 minute walk home. first time i would take such a long time to walk home..
later in the evening, i dunno if i shld go for lesson, extra lesson that is..tired, yet i wanna work hard. tell me how, i dunno what to do seriously.
oh btw, walking slowly, staring into space, seemed to be the only thing i could do, for rest.
nth much for lessons in school yea..i couldn't recall much either. i'm tired. all i know was, i walked home with benny and jing xiang for today, a 45 minute walk home. first time i would take such a long time to walk home..
later in the evening, i dunno if i shld go for lesson, extra lesson that is..tired, yet i wanna work hard. tell me how, i dunno what to do seriously.
oh btw, walking slowly, staring into space, seemed to be the only thing i could do, for rest.
As Good As DEAD on 5:32 pm
16 August 2006
A VERY LONG DAY TODAY! i stayed in the school for 12 hours. awww dammit ~.~. ok lets start with the nonsense.
so wat is it today? i had a headache in the morning, so i slept and slept. SS mock was given out..alot did quite well, benny top, hes getting his gear up already..gd for him.
i got 26, same as beatrice i suppose, when i asked her, and then asked ky, erm, not very good for him, but probably he will chase up, maybe benny will help him as well, who knows? miracles happen.
and english was next, did some papers, and get it over and done with. bleahhh. then recess, then chemistry, did some idiotic practical and then got it over and done with.
amaths next. headache was still there, and there was this humming which somehow made it worse. (ok i'm not offending the person humming, but, it really made it worse) and so i was told to do relative velocity, and yea, ok i know how, but the Big Bully behind me..added on a few sentence -_-
so it was break again, and i went down at a later time. yea bought noodles and eat, then happened to saw the Big Bully and gang there. i was talking, then, suddenly a voice called out
"wah so noisy ah noisyyyyy"
oh my god, please, spare my life, enough of bullying me, I KNOW I HUM JI!!! ARGH. so i went up after that, i saw jian xiong..ok hes very scared of me, for some reason currently, LOLS and i dunno why =X (gosh, i feel so gay man LOLOL)
then it was chinese..and i sat near prisca there, then ky came and stood beside me. the sicko began:
ky - "eh look over there"
me - "huh?"
ky - *stares at one direction*
me - *shocked, disgusted, felt like puking*
me - "ok ur a damn sicko, pervertic ass"
ok, so heres the content, some holy shit never zip her skirt, (ok see no evil, god bless me please). then shuyi asked wat had happened? then she managed to guess. she was with Big Bully they all at that time, and FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, I CANT BELIEVE THE BIG BULLY ACTUALLY TOLD her quite loudly, that the holy shit never..watever *spits*
Gosh, beatrice, gives full of shocking surprises, and probably comments, and oh btw, the big bully i had been mentioning, u all know now yea? LOLS (no offence, but, i cant forget about the joke that my life was under ur hands, the entry proof that was. too funny. LOLS)
alright enuff of that, chinese lesson! i was so so so so so so sooooooooo tired..and i felt asleep then. alvin was still awake, man, he wun sleep in school indeed. and mr kweh went down to grab some paper, then those who dropped chinese came in. ok, this time round, got 1 new bully. that shuyi, go laugh and laugh, bang the table, woke me up -_-"! ARGH I WAN SOME REST PLEASE MAN! lols. next was anthea taking some fluffy stuff and tickled my ear. ok i cant sleep afterall, the disruptions they caused. oh well, wat to do..lol
lights was next, and we were still discussing about the design of the shirt..hell yea! DRAGON IMPRINTED ON THE SHIRT? suggested by balloon, man, imagine people wear that kind of shirt, you would look like some china gangster, some sa lak gao (369 if u dunno), or maybe some "zhong guo hei bang" ROFL!
then emaths EXTRA LESSON. wah, tiring. buay tahan, then do abit of work, come the balloon again..physics paper. i had no mood to do, i never studied as well, who bothers? i'm not gonna care, fail and it shall be, all answers are practically nonsense.
yes, 7pm then went home, like, waffark? heck, i went down, then saw GG, i told him i too tired to do amaths already. he say dun care. lols. oh well, somehow, i will do, at least a few qns, i dun wanna keep failing amaths, i wanna pass! for the better, to score well.
somehow, i still feel benny is already working very hard though he looks abit slacking in school, not only him, quite a few people too, i shall do the same, but for me, rushing amaths is the priority of all subjects. all can wait, including sciences, not Amaths though. i need more practise!
i had nothing much to say for today, all i know about today is, benny is gearring hard for his studies already, his SS and chinese proved so, a few improved tremendously as well. no doubts, i must work very very very hard. i got not much talent on studies, therefore, effort is needed. except physics, that i gonna give up. and emaths, i guess i will not study it for now, and see if my prelim results would reflect upon on my emaths. if A1 is still there, then i hav no worries, (A1 means, 80 and above, below that isnt A1 if i were to compare it with O lvl)
i shall do my amaths now. i believe in effort this time, seriously. =)
so wat is it today? i had a headache in the morning, so i slept and slept. SS mock was given out..alot did quite well, benny top, hes getting his gear up already..gd for him.
i got 26, same as beatrice i suppose, when i asked her, and then asked ky, erm, not very good for him, but probably he will chase up, maybe benny will help him as well, who knows? miracles happen.
and english was next, did some papers, and get it over and done with. bleahhh. then recess, then chemistry, did some idiotic practical and then got it over and done with.
amaths next. headache was still there, and there was this humming which somehow made it worse. (ok i'm not offending the person humming, but, it really made it worse) and so i was told to do relative velocity, and yea, ok i know how, but the Big Bully behind me..added on a few sentence -_-
so it was break again, and i went down at a later time. yea bought noodles and eat, then happened to saw the Big Bully and gang there. i was talking, then, suddenly a voice called out
"wah so noisy ah noisyyyyy"
oh my god, please, spare my life, enough of bullying me, I KNOW I HUM JI!!! ARGH. so i went up after that, i saw jian xiong..ok hes very scared of me, for some reason currently, LOLS and i dunno why =X (gosh, i feel so gay man LOLOL)
then it was chinese..and i sat near prisca there, then ky came and stood beside me. the sicko began:
ky - "eh look over there"
me - "huh?"
ky - *stares at one direction*
me - *shocked, disgusted, felt like puking*
me - "ok ur a damn sicko, pervertic ass"
ok, so heres the content, some holy shit never zip her skirt, (ok see no evil, god bless me please). then shuyi asked wat had happened? then she managed to guess. she was with Big Bully they all at that time, and FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, I CANT BELIEVE THE BIG BULLY ACTUALLY TOLD her quite loudly, that the holy shit never..watever *spits*
Gosh, beatrice, gives full of shocking surprises, and probably comments, and oh btw, the big bully i had been mentioning, u all know now yea? LOLS (no offence, but, i cant forget about the joke that my life was under ur hands, the entry proof that was. too funny. LOLS)
alright enuff of that, chinese lesson! i was so so so so so so sooooooooo tired..and i felt asleep then. alvin was still awake, man, he wun sleep in school indeed. and mr kweh went down to grab some paper, then those who dropped chinese came in. ok, this time round, got 1 new bully. that shuyi, go laugh and laugh, bang the table, woke me up -_-"! ARGH I WAN SOME REST PLEASE MAN! lols. next was anthea taking some fluffy stuff and tickled my ear. ok i cant sleep afterall, the disruptions they caused. oh well, wat to do..lol
lights was next, and we were still discussing about the design of the shirt..hell yea! DRAGON IMPRINTED ON THE SHIRT? suggested by balloon, man, imagine people wear that kind of shirt, you would look like some china gangster, some sa lak gao (369 if u dunno), or maybe some "zhong guo hei bang" ROFL!
then emaths EXTRA LESSON. wah, tiring. buay tahan, then do abit of work, come the balloon again..physics paper. i had no mood to do, i never studied as well, who bothers? i'm not gonna care, fail and it shall be, all answers are practically nonsense.
yes, 7pm then went home, like, waffark? heck, i went down, then saw GG, i told him i too tired to do amaths already. he say dun care. lols. oh well, somehow, i will do, at least a few qns, i dun wanna keep failing amaths, i wanna pass! for the better, to score well.
somehow, i still feel benny is already working very hard though he looks abit slacking in school, not only him, quite a few people too, i shall do the same, but for me, rushing amaths is the priority of all subjects. all can wait, including sciences, not Amaths though. i need more practise!
i had nothing much to say for today, all i know about today is, benny is gearring hard for his studies already, his SS and chinese proved so, a few improved tremendously as well. no doubts, i must work very very very hard. i got not much talent on studies, therefore, effort is needed. except physics, that i gonna give up. and emaths, i guess i will not study it for now, and see if my prelim results would reflect upon on my emaths. if A1 is still there, then i hav no worries, (A1 means, 80 and above, below that isnt A1 if i were to compare it with O lvl)
i shall do my amaths now. i believe in effort this time, seriously. =)
As Good As DEAD on 8:09 pm
15 August 2006
someone complained i never update my blog..so..i shall update la k, a short one though, i'm tired, and theres physics to be studied (or maybe i dun wanna study at all)
practically nth much, juz that theres some nonsense going on during amaths lesson, emaths = gossip lesson, SS, ms sharifah is sick, absent, therefore no lesson, free period, and i slacked.
there was GG's amaths then, a test as usual, alright, hopefully i can pass, but i cant take it man, the relative velocity, is a standard qns, about plane and air, I CANT DO IT?! (and yet i can do cedar girl's RV, i dunno wats with me)
then went home, after that. rested, and..well its like that for now. perhaps.
practically nth much, juz that theres some nonsense going on during amaths lesson, emaths = gossip lesson, SS, ms sharifah is sick, absent, therefore no lesson, free period, and i slacked.
there was GG's amaths then, a test as usual, alright, hopefully i can pass, but i cant take it man, the relative velocity, is a standard qns, about plane and air, I CANT DO IT?! (and yet i can do cedar girl's RV, i dunno wats with me)
then went home, after that. rested, and..well its like that for now. perhaps.
As Good As DEAD on 10:59 pm
14 August 2006
i dropped chinese..at last..but B4..dropping it, is it good or not? i seriously cant make up my mind, i dropped chinese for 3 reasons, 1 is to improve other subs, 2 is to not attend chinese lessons, 3? think urself. =X
it was a long and tough decision for me, plus that bloody balloon keep pressing me and ask me to retake, go hell pls u bitch. yea, mayb i'm still worried about how much i can score, and for that sacrifice, i muz 100% make sure my emaths gets A1, no more A2 anymore, and other subjects must not hav C.
for no reason, i juz kinda realised my report and compo was missing! MISSING! YES, in school dammit. where did i placed it? how forgetful can i be oh my god..if i ask for reprint, i'm asking for scolding, trouble, yet without it, i will perish tml for english lesson. PRAY THAT ITS IN SCHOOL STILL.
school was released kinda early, since there is oral going on, and extra lesson was cancelled. so, i called kangyuan, sebastian, jing xiang to go study somewhere, and they wanted admiralty place, so we went there. for 2 hours, i barely did my work, 3 questions, 2 hours, like, waffak?! LOLS
then went home after that, checked my clay in my bag, it looked as though it was smashed into pieces, so, juz for 2 names, i did for 5 to 6 hours in total, becoz it was too thin, too fragile, cracks easily, then gone case! yea, i missed my last episode show, juz to fix it.
i took it to rui's house at 8.30, to ask her and wax it, PRAY THAT ITS SUCCESSFULLY WAXED, and not break, i will bang the wall if it breaks, again, and seriously i mean, AGAIN! now i'm still worrying about my english shit, where did i place it? where where where where whereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......T_T
it was a long and tough decision for me, plus that bloody balloon keep pressing me and ask me to retake, go hell pls u bitch. yea, mayb i'm still worried about how much i can score, and for that sacrifice, i muz 100% make sure my emaths gets A1, no more A2 anymore, and other subjects must not hav C.
for no reason, i juz kinda realised my report and compo was missing! MISSING! YES, in school dammit. where did i placed it? how forgetful can i be oh my god..if i ask for reprint, i'm asking for scolding, trouble, yet without it, i will perish tml for english lesson. PRAY THAT ITS IN SCHOOL STILL.
school was released kinda early, since there is oral going on, and extra lesson was cancelled. so, i called kangyuan, sebastian, jing xiang to go study somewhere, and they wanted admiralty place, so we went there. for 2 hours, i barely did my work, 3 questions, 2 hours, like, waffak?! LOLS
then went home after that, checked my clay in my bag, it looked as though it was smashed into pieces, so, juz for 2 names, i did for 5 to 6 hours in total, becoz it was too thin, too fragile, cracks easily, then gone case! yea, i missed my last episode show, juz to fix it.
i took it to rui's house at 8.30, to ask her and wax it, PRAY THAT ITS SUCCESSFULLY WAXED, and not break, i will bang the wall if it breaks, again, and seriously i mean, AGAIN! now i'm still worrying about my english shit, where did i place it? where where where where whereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......T_T
As Good As DEAD on 9:22 pm
13 August 2006
the usual sunday! BORED like nobody business. lol.
i did my english homework in the afternoon, it was finished but left unprinted, then i went to rui's house to pass her some stuff, and took my clay back from her. i left home, made 2 names, took me like 3 hours? my god, why suddenly take so long to do O_O lol.
and i tot of asking beatrice to help print my report, shes offline, sms, no reply -_-" (probably offed her HP) oh well, no choice, find someone else later, depending whos online.
Weekends always sucks Bleahhhhhh
i did my english homework in the afternoon, it was finished but left unprinted, then i went to rui's house to pass her some stuff, and took my clay back from her. i left home, made 2 names, took me like 3 hours? my god, why suddenly take so long to do O_O lol.
and i tot of asking beatrice to help print my report, shes offline, sms, no reply -_-" (probably offed her HP) oh well, no choice, find someone else later, depending whos online.
Weekends always sucks Bleahhhhhh
As Good As DEAD on 9:06 pm
12 August 2006
what a boring day. and i'm still sick yea, worse off somemore -_-"! i got tired easily and had not much concentration for my homework..even now when i'm blogging, and chatting in msn, i'm using alot of energy man. LOLS
well, at least i did abit of FUCKING PHYSICS, and English compo (whatever i wrote are practically nonsense, i got no idea of wat to write). the rest are probably just sleep and play. sleep more of coz! i'm sick duhh.
oh well, i'm still feeling bored, and i asked kangyuan what he had finished. he had done quite alot. it seems like i'm still slacking alot. oh man, i need some group studies, but usually i get distracted. do alone? tough job for me..LoL. oh well forget it. thats all for today. the day sucked =X
well, at least i did abit of FUCKING PHYSICS, and English compo (whatever i wrote are practically nonsense, i got no idea of wat to write). the rest are probably just sleep and play. sleep more of coz! i'm sick duhh.
oh well, i'm still feeling bored, and i asked kangyuan what he had finished. he had done quite alot. it seems like i'm still slacking alot. oh man, i need some group studies, but usually i get distracted. do alone? tough job for me..LoL. oh well forget it. thats all for today. the day sucked =X
As Good As DEAD on 11:21 pm
11 August 2006
several sad happenings today perhaps..let me start with school day as usual.
i had some bad flu still, and i still ran, 2 rounds only though..then it was physics. seeing that fucker really piss me off. curse him for saying the marks out. i was in a rage and scolded him fat ass. well, he flared up too, who the fuck cares? who ask him to laugh at me when i get B4. bitch.
amaths was usual, going through papers etc. then chem test. and then take chinese result at 12.05pm..and yea i got B4..i need to resit ffs. god dammit, B4 is like, good enuff? i dun wanna resit seriously ARGH!
and it was english oral. waited there, while chatting with sylvia and irene and a few others for awhile. then we talked about some zul X2. LOLS ok, thats someone's boyfren. then it was my turn for oral already. yes i pronounced some wrong words, my blocknose hindered me, though i was still acting confident for oral, becoz of my chinese results. perhaps i screwed my english oral. who knows?
and things juz keep coming on and on, i felt depressed, like, missing somebody and minds went wild. we waited for zul, and then went to eat ice pop. the word "depressed" was carved on my face perhaps. my action proved it all. they were enjoying their ice pops, while i just eat, and slept eventually. they left, after bidding goodbye, but i stayed down for a moment more, thinking too much things.
i hate studying, i regretted stepping into pure science route, i regretted getting with someone i shouldn't, i hate myself for being what i am, i just dislike watever is in my way. why arebitches and bastards teachers pushing us so hard when we dun really wanna get pushed.
sigh, i had enough seriously. life is tiring, i dun wanna own my life perhaps. letting my life be in the hands of others would be better.
i had some bad flu still, and i still ran, 2 rounds only though..then it was physics. seeing that fucker really piss me off. curse him for saying the marks out. i was in a rage and scolded him fat ass. well, he flared up too, who the fuck cares? who ask him to laugh at me when i get B4. bitch.
amaths was usual, going through papers etc. then chem test. and then take chinese result at 12.05pm..and yea i got B4..i need to resit ffs. god dammit, B4 is like, good enuff? i dun wanna resit seriously ARGH!
and it was english oral. waited there, while chatting with sylvia and irene and a few others for awhile. then we talked about some zul X2. LOLS ok, thats someone's boyfren. then it was my turn for oral already. yes i pronounced some wrong words, my blocknose hindered me, though i was still acting confident for oral, becoz of my chinese results. perhaps i screwed my english oral. who knows?
and things juz keep coming on and on, i felt depressed, like, missing somebody and minds went wild. we waited for zul, and then went to eat ice pop. the word "depressed" was carved on my face perhaps. my action proved it all. they were enjoying their ice pops, while i just eat, and slept eventually. they left, after bidding goodbye, but i stayed down for a moment more, thinking too much things.
i hate studying, i regretted stepping into pure science route, i regretted getting with someone i shouldn't, i hate myself for being what i am, i just dislike watever is in my way. why are
sigh, i had enough seriously. life is tiring, i dun wanna own my life perhaps. letting my life be in the hands of others would be better.
As Good As DEAD on 6:05 pm
10 August 2006 Part 2
yeaaaaaa i'm back home. went to rui's house to do amaths. finished paper 1 (alot dunno how to do) and so, didnt really do much in that sense.
went dinner at 768 after that, beng hui, rui + her 2 sisters, keith the kid, rui's mum and beng hui and huijie anthony and me. someone joined in later on.
eat finish, went to 7-11 to buy drinks. i'm still having bad flu at that time. rui's mother bought panadol flu for me later on. so i ate the pills at her house. felt abit better after that, but its still bad. mucus are like water. they aint sticky, they are wet -_-"
played mahjong and black jack at her house after that. very fun!! and i lost 90 cents T_T haha..then we went home at 9.30pm..
a reminder for myself at that time, to bring entry proof and IC..so since i reminded myself, i smsed a pack of people taking the examinations tml too..some really forgot lols. and well, some replied, some don't. as usual. and i mean, its natural lols
my wish for today. may my flu / illness be gone tml, if it remains, at least it doesn't affect my oral hopefully. i hereby wish those taking oral. Good luck =)
went dinner at 768 after that, beng hui, rui + her 2 sisters, keith the kid, rui's mum and beng hui and huijie anthony and me. someone joined in later on.
eat finish, went to 7-11 to buy drinks. i'm still having bad flu at that time. rui's mother bought panadol flu for me later on. so i ate the pills at her house. felt abit better after that, but its still bad. mucus are like water. they aint sticky, they are wet -_-"
played mahjong and black jack at her house after that. very fun!! and i lost 90 cents T_T haha..then we went home at 9.30pm..
a reminder for myself at that time, to bring entry proof and IC..so since i reminded myself, i smsed a pack of people taking the examinations tml too..some really forgot lols. and well, some replied, some don't. as usual. and i mean, its natural lols
my wish for today. may my flu / illness be gone tml, if it remains, at least it doesn't affect my oral hopefully. i hereby wish those taking oral. Good luck =)
As Good As DEAD on 10:24 pm
10 August 2006
*sneeeeeeeeeeeeeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
this is wat i got when i woke up, a heavy block nose. so i was right after all, having not been sick for 2 years, illness come when i'm gonna taking my exams soon. ARGH! TML ITS ORAL, TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO IN THIS CONDITION. SORE THROAT, BLOCK NOSE, CANT TALK PROPERLY, AM I GONNA FAIL OR?
alright, at least i'm still kicking and alive well, i hope. loads of work to do, its 3pm now, time to slave and be a bloody "classic" nerd. -_-"
this is wat i got when i woke up, a heavy block nose. so i was right after all, having not been sick for 2 years, illness come when i'm gonna taking my exams soon. ARGH! TML ITS ORAL, TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO IN THIS CONDITION. SORE THROAT, BLOCK NOSE, CANT TALK PROPERLY, AM I GONNA FAIL OR?
alright, at least i'm still kicking and alive well, i hope. loads of work to do, its 3pm now, time to slave and be a bloody "classic" nerd. -_-"
As Good As DEAD on 2:52 pm
9 August 2006
alright, updates for today, for jessica's sake since she say so long never update..hahaha
today is a casual yet long day. 6am sharp jian xiong called me for jogging, but i said later and continued to sleep till 7am. then went to meet him ard 7.30 at school gate. he ran 7 rounds already, and i ran 2 rounds, i'm already half dead. LOL.
then he said he saw mr neo waiting for people for some national day sales at north oak. waiting for sherwin, yea. he waited for 1 hr+. so jian xiong and me decided to sit down and chat with him awhile.
so we chatted with him till sherwin came, with some stuffs, and both of us helped carry the stuffs for them since theres alot. water and oil dripped onto our shirt and pants. like eew disgusting? luckily mine, wasnt that smelly i supposed, either that i had a nose block, i couldn't really smell anything for my shirt.
then we went to mac after that, it was mr neo's treat, so we went to buy, and there was this middle aged lady (mindy's mother if i'm not wrong) who gave us coupons to get more items O_O
we were chatting while eating, damn full becoz of that large amount of food. i skipped my lunch for that lols. so we went back home after that, and i slept till afternoon.
woke up after that, played games a little, and then went off to rui's house with benny, anthony and huijie. so we were doing chemistry june paper, while crapping.
so we were watching television, the national day thing. the performance was great, best was, the fireworks. it actually surprised me when the fireworks that were put in the stadium could actually be seen from rui's house..its beautiful totally.
on the other side, i noticed the moon, yellowish in colour, and i gazed for a long time..it reminded me a few days back when i played badminton..it was the same beautiful scene, i juz cant fix my eyes somewhere else except the moon for a period.
so we did hmwk, watched TV and such, and we stayed for dinner, excluding benny, since he went home earlier. so there was loads of nonsense going on, when rui's mum was talking, including my lameness in, like OMG, i feel so retarded back then..ROFL..
so we ate finish..and we rested for awhile..and huijie and anthony brought up the idea of mahjong..i was abit bored at that time, so i agreed playing, and so we played till 11pm or so..and it was getting late, so all of us went home, and 3 of us still wanna play games later on..as for rui..in her sweet dreams. haha
oh well, time seemed to be slower today, without a reason..and i hoped it would be slower still. juz a few more months and everything would be over..sigh.
when friends part, they seldom get along again, and then drifted apart, becoming total strangers..is life supposed to be this way?
today is a casual yet long day. 6am sharp jian xiong called me for jogging, but i said later and continued to sleep till 7am. then went to meet him ard 7.30 at school gate. he ran 7 rounds already, and i ran 2 rounds, i'm already half dead. LOL.
then he said he saw mr neo waiting for people for some national day sales at north oak. waiting for sherwin, yea. he waited for 1 hr+. so jian xiong and me decided to sit down and chat with him awhile.
so we chatted with him till sherwin came, with some stuffs, and both of us helped carry the stuffs for them since theres alot. water and oil dripped onto our shirt and pants. like eew disgusting? luckily mine, wasnt that smelly i supposed, either that i had a nose block, i couldn't really smell anything for my shirt.
then we went to mac after that, it was mr neo's treat, so we went to buy, and there was this middle aged lady (mindy's mother if i'm not wrong) who gave us coupons to get more items O_O
we were chatting while eating, damn full becoz of that large amount of food. i skipped my lunch for that lols. so we went back home after that, and i slept till afternoon.
woke up after that, played games a little, and then went off to rui's house with benny, anthony and huijie. so we were doing chemistry june paper, while crapping.
so we were watching television, the national day thing. the performance was great, best was, the fireworks. it actually surprised me when the fireworks that were put in the stadium could actually be seen from rui's house..its beautiful totally.
on the other side, i noticed the moon, yellowish in colour, and i gazed for a long time..it reminded me a few days back when i played badminton..it was the same beautiful scene, i juz cant fix my eyes somewhere else except the moon for a period.
so we did hmwk, watched TV and such, and we stayed for dinner, excluding benny, since he went home earlier. so there was loads of nonsense going on, when rui's mum was talking, including my lameness in, like OMG, i feel so retarded back then..ROFL..
so we ate finish..and we rested for awhile..and huijie and anthony brought up the idea of mahjong..i was abit bored at that time, so i agreed playing, and so we played till 11pm or so..and it was getting late, so all of us went home, and 3 of us still wanna play games later on..as for rui..in her sweet dreams. haha
oh well, time seemed to be slower today, without a reason..and i hoped it would be slower still. juz a few more months and everything would be over..sigh.
when friends part, they seldom get along again, and then drifted apart, becoming total strangers..is life supposed to be this way?
As Good As DEAD on 11:42 pm
7 August Benny's Birthday
back to school, exciting day or? LoL i dunno, all i know was, its Benny birthday. hes 16 now, and certainly, a year more mature? haha.
nth much in school, attended lessons, and erm yea, 1 exciting happening, that is, some normal tech guy came to our class becoz someone shouted at them LOLS. and yea, they were unhappy of coz, saying tml wanna whack us or? sigh, people nowadays -_-"
fight fight lo, i'm waiting, to see show, or to join in the fun? lol =X
this beating here and there i see till dun wanna see, and usually injuries are not very serious
(I got whacked by some sec 2 guys before when i was pri 5, so i know =X)
i came back from badminton, went out at 7+, with janella, jian xiong, and jia ping, then jian xiong's friends that are adults. quite fun, and suddenly beatrice came..haha. she never play though and perhaps, we were gossiping a little or two lol. she went home soon then..and er..sigh dun wanna say, we got some unwanted ending there.
then after that continued playing awhile more and then went home, 3 of us sent janella home. and janella very ke lian..she kena shoot by shuttlecocks non stop LOLS..ok i shld apologise, tomorrow yea. =X
overall, quite a nice day today, and i can't wait for tml o.o"
(waiting to die? nono..wait to see show =D)
nth much in school, attended lessons, and erm yea, 1 exciting happening, that is, some normal tech guy came to our class becoz someone shouted at them LOLS. and yea, they were unhappy of coz, saying tml wanna whack us or? sigh, people nowadays -_-"
fight fight lo, i'm waiting, to see show, or to join in the fun? lol =X
this beating here and there i see till dun wanna see, and usually injuries are not very serious
(I got whacked by some sec 2 guys before when i was pri 5, so i know =X)
i came back from badminton, went out at 7+, with janella, jian xiong, and jia ping, then jian xiong's friends that are adults. quite fun, and suddenly beatrice came..haha. she never play though and perhaps, we were gossiping a little or two lol. she went home soon then..and er..sigh dun wanna say, we got some unwanted ending there.
then after that continued playing awhile more and then went home, 3 of us sent janella home. and janella very ke lian..she kena shoot by shuttlecocks non stop LOLS..ok i shld apologise, tomorrow yea. =X
overall, quite a nice day today, and i can't wait for tml o.o"
(waiting to die? nono..wait to see show =D)
As Good As DEAD on 10:28 pm
4 August 2006
today school day sucked, mock exam for emaths, so easy, i completed in 1 hour and left it aside, i didnt even bother to check lols. then ended school, anthea, hj and me went to anthony's house to play. then after that hj and anthea went home, anthony and i went to meet jing xiang and sebastian, we were supposed to eat, but the time was late, so we went for astral guide.
then, Goh's lesson, started from the beginning, basics, etc, till 9pm, and then sebastian jing xiang anthony and me went to eat kfc, family feast omg O_O LOL
eat already went home, and i rest, play game, till 1am, which is ard this time. alrite i guess nth much happened today realleh. =X
off to sleep now, byebye dudes. ^^v
simple life is difficult to find..
then, Goh's lesson, started from the beginning, basics, etc, till 9pm, and then sebastian jing xiang anthony and me went to eat kfc, family feast omg O_O LOL
eat already went home, and i rest, play game, till 1am, which is ard this time. alrite i guess nth much happened today realleh. =X
off to sleep now, byebye dudes. ^^v
simple life is difficult to find..
As Good As DEAD on 1:04 am
3 August 2006 Day of Glory
A very eventful day I have today, and a sense of glory is with me all day long.
it was SS today, and my group presentation went well, abit of laughter at least, and hey, the class paid attention at least, i feel glad, i mean, when u present, u would wan people to concentrate on what you are talking yea? of coz, out of respect, i did listen to some people too, like anthea's grp, or beatrice, for today, and zul's grp etc for the last lesson.
after that it was PE, and i was told i need to rerun, with anthony by mr mok, and we need to pass to keep up the gd grades.
Mr mok gave us a stopwatch each, told us to keep the timing and run. i ran, and ran, in my mind i was thinking of 3 person, owen, jian xiong and someone else..i dun wanna disappoint their efforts for running with me during the holidays, and of coz i dun wanna disappoint myself too, so i juz carried on despite my legs were telling me to stop.
i ran...and i passed at last. i did it, not becoz of myself, but becoz for the sake of the class, the NAPFA record, i want to contribute something, and both anthony and i did it.
i was so happy, that i rested for awhile, and then used my last bit of energy to play badminton, with beatrice, replacing janella. lol..and something really surprised me. her badminton skills were great, i had a shock, and if she would run for the shuttlecock, she would be a good badminton player. muz be bear teach 1 haha.
we assembled back to the parade square after that. and i told beatrice that i was shocked by her skills, her reply? theres so many things u still dunno. as usual, same old sentence i made, its hidden talents. lol
so mr mok announced that both anthony and i passed, though i told everyone we passed, they still cheered. you know? this kind of glory and achievement that we did for the class, cannot be explained by words. yes i feel proud of it, and i feel i ought to, for a moment at least..
so it was recess then, i ate noodles happily, and i treated huijie addinu and anthony RIBENA!! hahaha. and we cheered once again for the glory =X
and it was bio, i went library, nth much happened, and i slept the 2 whole periods for emaths. i need a rest afterall..haha and then english..and then break..and lights blahblah..
3.30pm SS lesson. presentation still carried on in com lab 2. lin han, jing xiang and a few more of us, went to bully alex LOLS!! kelian him =X but hell yea all of us had a great time, including him, running around and yet not that angry, and then we dragged him to the toilet, when we saw mr chng. alex called for help, but guess what mr chng reply?
"oh, make sure u do a good job k, byeee!!"
LOL we dragged him to the toilet then, and then..well, lol..and all was fine, except 1 time in the toilet when he went berserk for 10 second and grabbed jing xiang. jing xiang buay song obviously, but all of us cooled down, and let 1 step each, all stop, haha.
ok everything went back fine after that, and we went for chem lesson then. combined practise again. and i dunno anything as usual. haha.
then i remembered jian xiong smsed me in the afternoon to return him his chinese dictionary. so i went to my locker and took early in the afternoon, and i called him after chem. i asked beatrice to help me but she dun wan ~.~ and she walked a different route today, to avoid HOLY INDIAN probably. then after that we walked different routes already, and i said bye to her, i couldnt heard her reply and i shouted
Me - "HEY REPLY LEHHHH"
Bea - "YA LA" (or watever it is, she replied loudly back for the first time lol)
we the 7 brothers (alex not ard) went to eat ice pop, and i passed the dictionary to jian xiong then, and he went back up after that. and eat finish, we went back homr already.
came home, first thing is watch 7pm show. i came back at 7.15 -_-" and it was so bloody late. then i went online, at 7.40, then a message poped up suddenly, seeing the msn name, it shocked me a lil somehow, but i dun really care. heres the msg.
Someone - hey, u there? i wan ask u whether u are still angry about last time.
Me - i got no answers to that, i guess u've ask the wrong qns, and the wrong person probably, u knew me for 3 years, u shld know wat kind of person i am.
Me - if theres nth else, please excuse me then.
Someone - alright.
that was my reply, and i changed my nick, stating i do not know my answer, becoz there is immense hatred within me. as usual, when it reaches that stage, forgiveness, i do not know how to put it. maybe both of us were once buddies yes, but i dun think it was like this in his eyes? and my life was better without him as my friend, so tell me, to forgive or not to forgive? somehow i dun really know. my current answer is no, reasons stated on top.
and no doubts, i asked a few ppl wat would they do if they were in my shoes, all say forgive..but one of them needed 2 conditions, not to lie and apologise to that person.
life is juz full of complications. just when i came back home feeling so happy, that message dampened my mood, making me perplexed. i really need an answer, just what is life??
it was SS today, and my group presentation went well, abit of laughter at least, and hey, the class paid attention at least, i feel glad, i mean, when u present, u would wan people to concentrate on what you are talking yea? of coz, out of respect, i did listen to some people too, like anthea's grp, or beatrice, for today, and zul's grp etc for the last lesson.
after that it was PE, and i was told i need to rerun, with anthony by mr mok, and we need to pass to keep up the gd grades.
Mr mok gave us a stopwatch each, told us to keep the timing and run. i ran, and ran, in my mind i was thinking of 3 person, owen, jian xiong and someone else..i dun wanna disappoint their efforts for running with me during the holidays, and of coz i dun wanna disappoint myself too, so i juz carried on despite my legs were telling me to stop.
i ran...and i passed at last. i did it, not becoz of myself, but becoz for the sake of the class, the NAPFA record, i want to contribute something, and both anthony and i did it.
i was so happy, that i rested for awhile, and then used my last bit of energy to play badminton, with beatrice, replacing janella. lol..and something really surprised me. her badminton skills were great, i had a shock, and if she would run for the shuttlecock, she would be a good badminton player. muz be bear teach 1 haha.
we assembled back to the parade square after that. and i told beatrice that i was shocked by her skills, her reply? theres so many things u still dunno. as usual, same old sentence i made, its hidden talents. lol
so mr mok announced that both anthony and i passed, though i told everyone we passed, they still cheered. you know? this kind of glory and achievement that we did for the class, cannot be explained by words. yes i feel proud of it, and i feel i ought to, for a moment at least..
so it was recess then, i ate noodles happily, and i treated huijie addinu and anthony RIBENA!! hahaha. and we cheered once again for the glory =X
and it was bio, i went library, nth much happened, and i slept the 2 whole periods for emaths. i need a rest afterall..haha and then english..and then break..and lights blahblah..
3.30pm SS lesson. presentation still carried on in com lab 2. lin han, jing xiang and a few more of us, went to bully alex LOLS!! kelian him =X but hell yea all of us had a great time, including him, running around and yet not that angry, and then we dragged him to the toilet, when we saw mr chng. alex called for help, but guess what mr chng reply?
"oh, make sure u do a good job k, byeee!!"
LOL we dragged him to the toilet then, and then..well, lol..and all was fine, except 1 time in the toilet when he went berserk for 10 second and grabbed jing xiang. jing xiang buay song obviously, but all of us cooled down, and let 1 step each, all stop, haha.
ok everything went back fine after that, and we went for chem lesson then. combined practise again. and i dunno anything as usual. haha.
then i remembered jian xiong smsed me in the afternoon to return him his chinese dictionary. so i went to my locker and took early in the afternoon, and i called him after chem. i asked beatrice to help me but she dun wan ~.~ and she walked a different route today, to avoid HOLY INDIAN probably. then after that we walked different routes already, and i said bye to her, i couldnt heard her reply and i shouted
Me - "HEY REPLY LEHHHH"
Bea - "YA LA" (or watever it is, she replied loudly back for the first time lol)
we the 7 brothers (alex not ard) went to eat ice pop, and i passed the dictionary to jian xiong then, and he went back up after that. and eat finish, we went back homr already.
came home, first thing is watch 7pm show. i came back at 7.15 -_-" and it was so bloody late. then i went online, at 7.40, then a message poped up suddenly, seeing the msn name, it shocked me a lil somehow, but i dun really care. heres the msg.
Someone - hey, u there? i wan ask u whether u are still angry about last time.
Me - i got no answers to that, i guess u've ask the wrong qns, and the wrong person probably, u knew me for 3 years, u shld know wat kind of person i am.
Me - if theres nth else, please excuse me then.
Someone - alright.
that was my reply, and i changed my nick, stating i do not know my answer, becoz there is immense hatred within me. as usual, when it reaches that stage, forgiveness, i do not know how to put it. maybe both of us were once buddies yes, but i dun think it was like this in his eyes? and my life was better without him as my friend, so tell me, to forgive or not to forgive? somehow i dun really know. my current answer is no, reasons stated on top.
and no doubts, i asked a few ppl wat would they do if they were in my shoes, all say forgive..but one of them needed 2 conditions, not to lie and apologise to that person.
life is juz full of complications. just when i came back home feeling so happy, that message dampened my mood, making me perplexed. i really need an answer, just what is life??
As Good As DEAD on 8:08 pm
2 August 2006
class photo is here!! all of us were looking at it in the morning, oh shut, i looked so different from photo and real person (thats why i hate taking photos), my eyes were like so small? and dumb! but the informal photo was nice,
the 7 Brothers [hui jie, jing xiang, zul, lin han, alex, addinu and me] sat in front together =)
nothing special happened, i could only remember amaths lesson, KY and beatrice snatch questions to do LOLS. and sylvia, rui they all were laughing and asked beatrice to snatch qns 7 fast. what did they do? they shift places and sat in front waiting for Mdm Lek to call out for qns 7 ROFL!! and there they go.
KY - I WANT 7!!
bea - NOOO I WANT 7!!
LOLS but in the end KY let her did 7 of coz, if not he is no gentlemen lol, so KY did 8 in the end, but part 2 he never do. and i tot my answer was right, but it was wrong, becoz its multiply by 2, i put multiply by 1/2. WHAT a sad case ~.~
and yet today was a memorable day for the class, the
what she did was, theres a part of rashes on her wrist there, and she would scratch and scratch, till it bleeds sometimes, and then she would LICK IT! look, fuck it, she licked her hand, and then wipe on someone else's shirt or dunno wat. shes fucking disgusting, its hell gross, and our class had spread the matter to the other classes already. serves her right or? seriously, people like her deserves no pity from anybody. yes i'm serious.
so it was break, after amaths lesson, i bought food for rokiah and wei ching, and we started talking about that HOLY INDIAN. about her wrist, Ewwwwww OMG -_-!! Gross, ITS JUST GROSS MAN. to add on, Dayana did some actions and ok. ARGH !! I WANNA VOMIT ALREADY..
and i remember during break time, when that HOLY INDIAN came in, along with bea and anthea they all, i had a shock man, i quickly ran and sat on the floor where rokiah and wei ching sit, and i took a deep breath, and then leaned against the door, and the door just swinged, i almost fell down OMG! and then people were laughing at me, sylvia laughed the loudest conspicuously, like everybody could heard it omg -_-" c'mon, not as though i wanted it yea, and i really had to check the door next time =X
so what was going on? lin han the joker, took a chair, sat in front of the class and imitated the hand licking actions, we were laughing crazily, despite the disgust, but lin han was trying to joke that matter out of it and yea, succeeded.
and mr kweh was not in school, so it was free period, i did some amaths, while chatting with sebastian and valerie, gossiping, talked some evil plans, about the mentos that i snatched from rui, and then the sweets all scattered in the class. they want to let sec 3 eat the sweets tml. OMG O_O LOLS
after that Drug Addict aka Simon left, paper aeroplanes started to fly around the class. sebastian andFuck Face throwing paper at Mun Teng Deng x100 aka blinker. she was pissed off, but i heard benny commented that she said "TAO YAN!!" ROFL or? haha i dunno, but it was really hilarious =X
and then it was lights, nothing special. sad. then emaths, then physics practical (sux as usual, and rokiah is unlucky to sit beside HOLY INDIAN)
so after lesson, i went to rui's house to eat dinner! (with jing xiang and valerie). and on the way i saw Deng x100, and we diao each other (buay song each other). then took the lift together, suay.
then reached rui's house liao. and jing xiang went home first, so there was only me val and rui at that time. then val started to ask me some stuff..she got half her answer in the end. and jing xiang came after that, it was near 7, and then we started digging in.
the curry was nice!! though i was told it would be very spicy, and when i ate it, yes my mucus flow down (not disgusting please =X) , BUT! it was not very spicy still. is there something wrong with my tongue? haha
and valerie was trying to learn how to cook curry that is not so spicy from rui's mum, becoz val said everytime she cook the curry it would be too spicy. so jing xiang and i had a conclusion.
Valerie will be a professional housewife in future. Rare species O_O! haha
then eat finish, rest awhile, and we went home, jing xiang went with val, and i walked the other direction of coz. what a nice day yet gross day today. and yea, i'm a free loader hahaha =)
just when you think life is beautiful, its not really that beautiful at all.
the 7 Brothers [hui jie, jing xiang, zul, lin han, alex, addinu and me] sat in front together =)
nothing special happened, i could only remember amaths lesson, KY and beatrice snatch questions to do LOLS. and sylvia, rui they all were laughing and asked beatrice to snatch qns 7 fast. what did they do? they shift places and sat in front waiting for Mdm Lek to call out for qns 7 ROFL!! and there they go.
KY - I WANT 7!!
bea - NOOO I WANT 7!!
LOLS but in the end KY let her did 7 of coz, if not he is no gentlemen lol, so KY did 8 in the end, but part 2 he never do. and i tot my answer was right, but it was wrong, becoz its multiply by 2, i put multiply by 1/2. WHAT a sad case ~.~
and yet today was a memorable day for the class, the
what she did was, theres a part of rashes on her wrist there, and she would scratch and scratch, till it bleeds sometimes, and then she would LICK IT! look, fuck it, she licked her hand, and then wipe on someone else's shirt or dunno wat. shes fucking disgusting, its hell gross, and our class had spread the matter to the other classes already. serves her right or? seriously, people like her deserves no pity from anybody. yes i'm serious.
so it was break, after amaths lesson, i bought food for rokiah and wei ching, and we started talking about that HOLY INDIAN. about her wrist, Ewwwwww OMG -_-!! Gross, ITS JUST GROSS MAN. to add on, Dayana did some actions and ok. ARGH !! I WANNA VOMIT ALREADY..
and i remember during break time, when that HOLY INDIAN came in, along with bea and anthea they all, i had a shock man, i quickly ran and sat on the floor where rokiah and wei ching sit, and i took a deep breath, and then leaned against the door, and the door just swinged, i almost fell down OMG! and then people were laughing at me, sylvia laughed the loudest conspicuously, like everybody could heard it omg -_-" c'mon, not as though i wanted it yea, and i really had to check the door next time =X
so what was going on? lin han the joker, took a chair, sat in front of the class and imitated the hand licking actions, we were laughing crazily, despite the disgust, but lin han was trying to joke that matter out of it and yea, succeeded.
and mr kweh was not in school, so it was free period, i did some amaths, while chatting with sebastian and valerie, gossiping, talked some evil plans, about the mentos that i snatched from rui, and then the sweets all scattered in the class. they want to let sec 3 eat the sweets tml. OMG O_O LOLS
after that Drug Addict aka Simon left, paper aeroplanes started to fly around the class. sebastian and
and then it was lights, nothing special. sad. then emaths, then physics practical (sux as usual, and rokiah is unlucky to sit beside HOLY INDIAN)
so after lesson, i went to rui's house to eat dinner! (with jing xiang and valerie). and on the way i saw Deng x100, and we diao each other (buay song each other). then took the lift together, suay.
then reached rui's house liao. and jing xiang went home first, so there was only me val and rui at that time. then val started to ask me some stuff..she got half her answer in the end. and jing xiang came after that, it was near 7, and then we started digging in.
the curry was nice!! though i was told it would be very spicy, and when i ate it, yes my mucus flow down (not disgusting please =X) , BUT! it was not very spicy still. is there something wrong with my tongue? haha
and valerie was trying to learn how to cook curry that is not so spicy from rui's mum, becoz val said everytime she cook the curry it would be too spicy. so jing xiang and i had a conclusion.
Valerie will be a professional housewife in future. Rare species O_O! haha
then eat finish, rest awhile, and we went home, jing xiang went with val, and i walked the other direction of coz. what a nice day yet gross day today. and yea, i'm a free loader hahaha =)
just when you think life is beautiful, its not really that beautiful at all.
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1st August 2006 Jian Xiong and Shue Wei's Bday
WHATTT A HILARIOUS DAY TODAY!! Bloody enjoyable, yes, had a great time =)
today after recess, amaths lesson was hella funny, KY wet my chair and i sat on it i was like WTF?! ok, he laughed madly, and i told him to be careful too, but he was careless, when emaths lesson started, he sat on the chair LOLS! PAY BACK ^^v
to double the fun, his amaths worksheets were kept, ROFL, i returned him afterall though, kena whack still sia O_O LOLS. and yea, you bet i was laughing like nobody's business.
then emaths lesson, i sat beside sebastian, and we were creating nonsense for the whole day. and yea, i couldn't stop laughing seriously lols.
GG lesson was quite normal too, except when he asked me out to do 1 qns on the board, he said it was incomplete, and i told him i no space write, though top still had some space, he say i could write at the top.
Me - i too short la i cannot reach!!
GG - k u come out, show me.
Me - THERE!! I CANT REACH!
GG - ..ok i understand..
Me - *laughing out loud*
and then ended, sebastian was arrested to 768 mac to do emaths, mayb hes still doing now? i got no idea LoL but good luck to him.
and today its jian xiong + shue wei's birthday haha. then i saw shue wei at the canteen, wished her happy bday, in the end i knocked onto a moron and he scolded me, oh well, who cares =X LOL
alright end here today, fun day!! ^^v
today after recess, amaths lesson was hella funny, KY wet my chair and i sat on it i was like WTF?! ok, he laughed madly, and i told him to be careful too, but he was careless, when emaths lesson started, he sat on the chair LOLS! PAY BACK ^^v
to double the fun, his amaths worksheets were kept, ROFL, i returned him afterall though, kena whack still sia O_O LOLS. and yea, you bet i was laughing like nobody's business.
then emaths lesson, i sat beside sebastian, and we were creating nonsense for the whole day. and yea, i couldn't stop laughing seriously lols.
GG lesson was quite normal too, except when he asked me out to do 1 qns on the board, he said it was incomplete, and i told him i no space write, though top still had some space, he say i could write at the top.
Me - i too short la i cannot reach!!
GG - k u come out, show me.
Me - THERE!! I CANT REACH!
GG - ..ok i understand..
Me - *laughing out loud*
and then ended, sebastian was arrested to 768 mac to do emaths, mayb hes still doing now? i got no idea LoL but good luck to him.
and today its jian xiong + shue wei's birthday haha. then i saw shue wei at the canteen, wished her happy bday, in the end i knocked onto a moron and he scolded me, oh well, who cares =X LOL
alright end here today, fun day!! ^^v
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