11 August 2006
several sad happenings today perhaps..let me start with school day as usual.
i had some bad flu still, and i still ran, 2 rounds only though..then it was physics. seeing that fucker really piss me off. curse him for saying the marks out. i was in a rage and scolded him fat ass. well, he flared up too, who the fuck cares? who ask him to laugh at me when i get B4. bitch.
amaths was usual, going through papers etc. then chem test. and then take chinese result at 12.05pm..and yea i got B4..i need to resit ffs. god dammit, B4 is like, good enuff? i dun wanna resit seriously ARGH!
and it was english oral. waited there, while chatting with sylvia and irene and a few others for awhile. then we talked about some zul X2. LOLS ok, thats someone's boyfren. then it was my turn for oral already. yes i pronounced some wrong words, my blocknose hindered me, though i was still acting confident for oral, becoz of my chinese results. perhaps i screwed my english oral. who knows?
and things juz keep coming on and on, i felt depressed, like, missing somebody and minds went wild. we waited for zul, and then went to eat ice pop. the word "depressed" was carved on my face perhaps. my action proved it all. they were enjoying their ice pops, while i just eat, and slept eventually. they left, after bidding goodbye, but i stayed down for a moment more, thinking too much things.
i hate studying, i regretted stepping into pure science route, i regretted getting with someone i shouldn't, i hate myself for being what i am, i just dislike watever is in my way. why arebitches and bastards teachers pushing us so hard when we dun really wanna get pushed.
sigh, i had enough seriously. life is tiring, i dun wanna own my life perhaps. letting my life be in the hands of others would be better.
i had some bad flu still, and i still ran, 2 rounds only though..then it was physics. seeing that fucker really piss me off. curse him for saying the marks out. i was in a rage and scolded him fat ass. well, he flared up too, who the fuck cares? who ask him to laugh at me when i get B4. bitch.
amaths was usual, going through papers etc. then chem test. and then take chinese result at 12.05pm..and yea i got B4..i need to resit ffs. god dammit, B4 is like, good enuff? i dun wanna resit seriously ARGH!
and it was english oral. waited there, while chatting with sylvia and irene and a few others for awhile. then we talked about some zul X2. LOLS ok, thats someone's boyfren. then it was my turn for oral already. yes i pronounced some wrong words, my blocknose hindered me, though i was still acting confident for oral, becoz of my chinese results. perhaps i screwed my english oral. who knows?
and things juz keep coming on and on, i felt depressed, like, missing somebody and minds went wild. we waited for zul, and then went to eat ice pop. the word "depressed" was carved on my face perhaps. my action proved it all. they were enjoying their ice pops, while i just eat, and slept eventually. they left, after bidding goodbye, but i stayed down for a moment more, thinking too much things.
i hate studying, i regretted stepping into pure science route, i regretted getting with someone i shouldn't, i hate myself for being what i am, i just dislike watever is in my way. why are
sigh, i had enough seriously. life is tiring, i dun wanna own my life perhaps. letting my life be in the hands of others would be better.
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