29 December 2006
this shall be a lousy and boring post. I just wanna post for the sake of posting (or rather kill some time)
I couldnt sleep at all, and was flipping my bed around in the wee hours until my mum woke up even, and put a jacket into my room. that was around 5am or so. I left my computer on, and so she asked if I shld just off it, and I refused, I was listening to radio.
she went off to work after that, and I continued flipping (from 2.30am flip till 6am, how cool), I guess its just probably becoz I'm nervous, this is just like when I was taking O lvl, flipping my bed here and there, and no matter what, I just couldnt get to sleep, or I would wake up suddenly..in addition, a cough there, how the hell can I sleep at all.
pissed off, I got up and washed up, and I realised my dad was supposed to be up and changing and then go to work, but he was still lazing around on his bed. I woke him up obviously, if not he would be late for work for sure (he offed his stupid alarm somemore). see, I'm such a good son afterall. LOL.
6.15 or so, I went jogging despite my cough (its not that serious anyway, but now, I feel like vomitting whenever I cough), ran and walk, and ran and walk, and practising the 3 steps running needed for the game. 1 and a half round woodlands circle, 2 and a half round around the school, and to 768 coffeeshop.
an old man with a wheelchair was at the traffic and trying to get up to the slope, and I went to help him (anyone who sees that would help, if not they are so totally heartless) and moved him there. my hand was holding $5 note at that time since I wanted to buy coffee ice in the coffeeshop..but while helping him I dropped it without notice. it was until when I helped the old man, and then walked in the coffeeshop I realised I dropped my money. feeling frantic, I rushed back to the track and searched for my $5, fortunately, it was still there
-_-
bought my coffee ice (ROCKS MAN!!) and then sat down awhile and drank..1 thing pissing me off was the cashier there..1 of the workers kept nagging and saying unpleasant words (like no brains, slow, might as well dun work) to 1 of the workers there. she just cant shut her mouth up, and I cant even drink my coffee in peace. my mind was screaming at me to scold that ass, but forget it, I dun want unnecessary troubles, so forget it..but I pity the one who got scolded. as if the one nagging so fucking pro like that. *spits*
bah, seriously, whats with my mind? I feel like I'm a busybody or something..I realised something is troubling me, and I'm extremely annoyed by it honestly, but its something I can do nothing about it. unless I misunderstood it, if not I guess it would only bring me despair. *sigh*
still feeling nervous, for this afternoon, but actually theres nothing to be nervous about, yet for some reason I'm just feeling uneasy. to be honest, I dunno if its the match that is making me feeling like this, or something else...which made me felt really uneasy when I realised it..or even both. Ahhh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! ok, I'm so really gonna go berserk soon.
I couldnt sleep at all, and was flipping my bed around in the wee hours until my mum woke up even, and put a jacket into my room. that was around 5am or so. I left my computer on, and so she asked if I shld just off it, and I refused, I was listening to radio.
she went off to work after that, and I continued flipping (from 2.30am flip till 6am, how cool), I guess its just probably becoz I'm nervous, this is just like when I was taking O lvl, flipping my bed here and there, and no matter what, I just couldnt get to sleep, or I would wake up suddenly..in addition, a cough there, how the hell can I sleep at all.
pissed off, I got up and washed up, and I realised my dad was supposed to be up and changing and then go to work, but he was still lazing around on his bed. I woke him up obviously, if not he would be late for work for sure (he offed his stupid alarm somemore). see, I'm such a good son afterall. LOL.
6.15 or so, I went jogging despite my cough (its not that serious anyway, but now, I feel like vomitting whenever I cough), ran and walk, and ran and walk, and practising the 3 steps running needed for the game. 1 and a half round woodlands circle, 2 and a half round around the school, and to 768 coffeeshop.
an old man with a wheelchair was at the traffic and trying to get up to the slope, and I went to help him (anyone who sees that would help, if not they are so totally heartless) and moved him there. my hand was holding $5 note at that time since I wanted to buy coffee ice in the coffeeshop..but while helping him I dropped it without notice. it was until when I helped the old man, and then walked in the coffeeshop I realised I dropped my money. feeling frantic, I rushed back to the track and searched for my $5, fortunately, it was still there
-_-
bought my coffee ice (ROCKS MAN!!) and then sat down awhile and drank..1 thing pissing me off was the cashier there..1 of the workers kept nagging and saying unpleasant words (like no brains, slow, might as well dun work) to 1 of the workers there. she just cant shut her mouth up, and I cant even drink my coffee in peace. my mind was screaming at me to scold that ass, but forget it, I dun want unnecessary troubles, so forget it..but I pity the one who got scolded. as if the one nagging so fucking pro like that. *spits*
bah, seriously, whats with my mind? I feel like I'm a busybody or something..I realised something is troubling me, and I'm extremely annoyed by it honestly, but its something I can do nothing about it. unless I misunderstood it, if not I guess it would only bring me despair. *sigh*
still feeling nervous, for this afternoon, but actually theres nothing to be nervous about, yet for some reason I'm just feeling uneasy. to be honest, I dunno if its the match that is making me feeling like this, or something else...which made me felt really uneasy when I realised it..or even both. Ahhh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! ok, I'm so really gonna go berserk soon.
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