25 May 2008 - Hate School, Hate Life
I kinda hate the feeling of being home alone, because its as though the night is damn long, even when I sleep, I would be waking up near midnight or in the middle of the night. Insomnia they call it. and I only slept at 5 in the morning yesterday/today (whichever you prefer)
school life is getting very hectic, though 3 weeks of term break is coming, it feels as though its just not enough though..and I'm definitely not going to work already since its gonna only take more time, and that I have enough savings to last me I guess, since I dont spend much or anything else.
school's the only thing that can allow time to pass, a place where my mind is occupied and being troublefree, even though all the troubles are from there, sounds a lil contradicting more or less. hanging around with the usual gang makes me laugh harder each day in school, and then during lecture, study and learn together (yet occasionally I'm not paying much attention), or perhaps grumbling together how noisy some groups are and gets damn distracting. and that for some isolated creatures, who are on their own world usually..and then some who tries to ruin my current school life, talking this and that which sounds never ending at all, yet never reflect on themselves what big flaws they have on them.
and yeah maybe I have flaws, like being loud and being air headed, but at least I have a sense of responsibility and don't hurl harsh insults towards own friends.
even on mondays, time seem to pass fast, though we stay in school for up to 10 hours (excluding transport time) and then when its home, every hour seems longer than a day in school. I can stare blankly outside the dark atmosphere from my window for long, or just randomly clicking my laptop around for hours to just wait for time to pass for the next day, and that I'm beginning to hate..quiet moments that often drifts my mind somewhere else, which of course ain't doing any good to me.
fucking thunder roaring away as I'm posting this, and I swear I hate them. but I want the rain, that mild and refreshing scent.
All and all, school still sucks and I hate it even though I have people around me, which is perhaps the only thing that wants me to go to school, and tennis with alvin and his friends. everything else isn't worth much mentioning.
somehow I hope I can graduate as soon as possible and get outta this dumb lair that I'm stuck with
school life is getting very hectic, though 3 weeks of term break is coming, it feels as though its just not enough though..and I'm definitely not going to work already since its gonna only take more time, and that I have enough savings to last me I guess, since I dont spend much or anything else.
school's the only thing that can allow time to pass, a place where my mind is occupied and being troublefree, even though all the troubles are from there, sounds a lil contradicting more or less. hanging around with the usual gang makes me laugh harder each day in school, and then during lecture, study and learn together (yet occasionally I'm not paying much attention), or perhaps grumbling together how noisy some groups are and gets damn distracting. and that for some isolated creatures, who are on their own world usually..and then some who tries to ruin my current school life, talking this and that which sounds never ending at all, yet never reflect on themselves what big flaws they have on them.
and yeah maybe I have flaws, like being loud and being air headed, but at least I have a sense of responsibility and don't hurl harsh insults towards own friends.
even on mondays, time seem to pass fast, though we stay in school for up to 10 hours (excluding transport time) and then when its home, every hour seems longer than a day in school. I can stare blankly outside the dark atmosphere from my window for long, or just randomly clicking my laptop around for hours to just wait for time to pass for the next day, and that I'm beginning to hate..quiet moments that often drifts my mind somewhere else, which of course ain't doing any good to me.
fucking thunder roaring away as I'm posting this, and I swear I hate them. but I want the rain, that mild and refreshing scent.
All and all, school still sucks and I hate it even though I have people around me, which is perhaps the only thing that wants me to go to school, and tennis with alvin and his friends. everything else isn't worth much mentioning.
somehow I hope I can graduate as soon as possible and get outta this dumb lair that I'm stuck with
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