20 August 2006
seems like around this period, it doesn't seem to be much enjoyment..people's forehead hav marks written "stress" there, except some other people with the word carved "smack me" instead.
take yesterday night for example..like, i was having a conversation, with benny, well, whenever i talk to him, we would talk about the usual stuffs, about our studies, how stress we are probably, and some other personal stuff. and it seemed that he had a bad experience ytd regarding some matters he dun wanna raise it up.
realising that lots of people have changed, from slackers, lamers, jokers, to some serious nerds mugging all day long. that probably includes me. i dun really hav much time to play. and all of a sudden, i lost my interest in games..is that gd or bad, that, i'm not to judge.
and we were still thinking, 3 months left..with the O lvl stuffs and that..and benny raised about graduation day, probably a day that nobody would wish for it. it gonna be a very dampening day, i mean, no matter how great or poor ur results would be, everyone would have to part from then on..
notice that time is running very very short..and day by day it seemed to run very very fast..timestop is impossible yea, theres only 2 months left, just to see my classmates. come to think of it..the days starting from april or may, seemed to run very fast, probably its becoz that period was the time i enjoyed the most. its mid august now already, nearing to an end, then come september. prelims..and with that level of intense revision would be hell.
homework. wat is homework now?? its something that drives me crazy, soon that is. yet without it i wouldn't study. TYS seemed useless now, teachers dun wanna touch it, and left it aside. some unreasonable teachers are just like this.
(i hope only 1 teacher is like this, and we all know who he is)
i had enough, i'm not myself, benny's not himself, and a few others too. i'm getting too serious at times, when i'm never serious. i doubt its good for myself, though its for the sake of, studying. i really hate the stress that would be chasing up sooner or later.
i cant mug at home, really. so going out to revise would be the only option. whining too much here would do me no good too, i shld say i think too much at times. like someone said
"singapore pace is way too fast, you cant catch up with it, you are left out"
why can't people juz lead a simple life, find a ordinary job, get married, have children and end. wat parents always emphasize, study hard, graduate and get a proper job. i dun believe in this bullshit. some people work hard, and they got nothing in the end.
my mood wun be as good as ever, my words are getting harsh, i dun wanna bother into much things anymore. theres 1 thing i cant let off my mind, which gave me even more stress only when i think of it. maybe some ppl are starting to experience my harsh words already, and i guess i shld apologise for that. i had enough, and i'm going out to study, again..yet alone this time round..how long can i last? time would tell, tonight would be the answer..
Happiness 5% Sorrow 15% Stress 30% Suffering 50% (thats how cool it is in that sense)
take yesterday night for example..like, i was having a conversation, with benny, well, whenever i talk to him, we would talk about the usual stuffs, about our studies, how stress we are probably, and some other personal stuff. and it seemed that he had a bad experience ytd regarding some matters he dun wanna raise it up.
realising that lots of people have changed, from slackers, lamers, jokers, to some serious nerds mugging all day long. that probably includes me. i dun really hav much time to play. and all of a sudden, i lost my interest in games..is that gd or bad, that, i'm not to judge.
and we were still thinking, 3 months left..with the O lvl stuffs and that..and benny raised about graduation day, probably a day that nobody would wish for it. it gonna be a very dampening day, i mean, no matter how great or poor ur results would be, everyone would have to part from then on..
notice that time is running very very short..and day by day it seemed to run very very fast..timestop is impossible yea, theres only 2 months left, just to see my classmates. come to think of it..the days starting from april or may, seemed to run very fast, probably its becoz that period was the time i enjoyed the most. its mid august now already, nearing to an end, then come september. prelims..and with that level of intense revision would be hell.
homework. wat is homework now?? its something that drives me crazy, soon that is. yet without it i wouldn't study. TYS seemed useless now, teachers dun wanna touch it, and left it aside. some unreasonable teachers are just like this.
(i hope only 1 teacher is like this, and we all know who he is)
i had enough, i'm not myself, benny's not himself, and a few others too. i'm getting too serious at times, when i'm never serious. i doubt its good for myself, though its for the sake of, studying. i really hate the stress that would be chasing up sooner or later.
i cant mug at home, really. so going out to revise would be the only option. whining too much here would do me no good too, i shld say i think too much at times. like someone said
"singapore pace is way too fast, you cant catch up with it, you are left out"
why can't people juz lead a simple life, find a ordinary job, get married, have children and end. wat parents always emphasize, study hard, graduate and get a proper job. i dun believe in this bullshit. some people work hard, and they got nothing in the end.
my mood wun be as good as ever, my words are getting harsh, i dun wanna bother into much things anymore. theres 1 thing i cant let off my mind, which gave me even more stress only when i think of it. maybe some ppl are starting to experience my harsh words already, and i guess i shld apologise for that. i had enough, and i'm going out to study, again..yet alone this time round..how long can i last? time would tell, tonight would be the answer..
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