3 August 2006 Day of Glory
A very eventful day I have today, and a sense of glory is with me all day long.
it was SS today, and my group presentation went well, abit of laughter at least, and hey, the class paid attention at least, i feel glad, i mean, when u present, u would wan people to concentrate on what you are talking yea? of coz, out of respect, i did listen to some people too, like anthea's grp, or beatrice, for today, and zul's grp etc for the last lesson.
after that it was PE, and i was told i need to rerun, with anthony by mr mok, and we need to pass to keep up the gd grades.
Mr mok gave us a stopwatch each, told us to keep the timing and run. i ran, and ran, in my mind i was thinking of 3 person, owen, jian xiong and someone else..i dun wanna disappoint their efforts for running with me during the holidays, and of coz i dun wanna disappoint myself too, so i juz carried on despite my legs were telling me to stop.
i ran...and i passed at last. i did it, not becoz of myself, but becoz for the sake of the class, the NAPFA record, i want to contribute something, and both anthony and i did it.
i was so happy, that i rested for awhile, and then used my last bit of energy to play badminton, with beatrice, replacing janella. lol..and something really surprised me. her badminton skills were great, i had a shock, and if she would run for the shuttlecock, she would be a good badminton player. muz be bear teach 1 haha.
we assembled back to the parade square after that. and i told beatrice that i was shocked by her skills, her reply? theres so many things u still dunno. as usual, same old sentence i made, its hidden talents. lol
so mr mok announced that both anthony and i passed, though i told everyone we passed, they still cheered. you know? this kind of glory and achievement that we did for the class, cannot be explained by words. yes i feel proud of it, and i feel i ought to, for a moment at least..
so it was recess then, i ate noodles happily, and i treated huijie addinu and anthony RIBENA!! hahaha. and we cheered once again for the glory =X
and it was bio, i went library, nth much happened, and i slept the 2 whole periods for emaths. i need a rest afterall..haha and then english..and then break..and lights blahblah..
3.30pm SS lesson. presentation still carried on in com lab 2. lin han, jing xiang and a few more of us, went to bully alex LOLS!! kelian him =X but hell yea all of us had a great time, including him, running around and yet not that angry, and then we dragged him to the toilet, when we saw mr chng. alex called for help, but guess what mr chng reply?
"oh, make sure u do a good job k, byeee!!"
LOL we dragged him to the toilet then, and then..well, lol..and all was fine, except 1 time in the toilet when he went berserk for 10 second and grabbed jing xiang. jing xiang buay song obviously, but all of us cooled down, and let 1 step each, all stop, haha.
ok everything went back fine after that, and we went for chem lesson then. combined practise again. and i dunno anything as usual. haha.
then i remembered jian xiong smsed me in the afternoon to return him his chinese dictionary. so i went to my locker and took early in the afternoon, and i called him after chem. i asked beatrice to help me but she dun wan ~.~ and she walked a different route today, to avoid HOLY INDIAN probably. then after that we walked different routes already, and i said bye to her, i couldnt heard her reply and i shouted
Me - "HEY REPLY LEHHHH"
Bea - "YA LA" (or watever it is, she replied loudly back for the first time lol)
we the 7 brothers (alex not ard) went to eat ice pop, and i passed the dictionary to jian xiong then, and he went back up after that. and eat finish, we went back homr already.
came home, first thing is watch 7pm show. i came back at 7.15 -_-" and it was so bloody late. then i went online, at 7.40, then a message poped up suddenly, seeing the msn name, it shocked me a lil somehow, but i dun really care. heres the msg.
Someone - hey, u there? i wan ask u whether u are still angry about last time.
Me - i got no answers to that, i guess u've ask the wrong qns, and the wrong person probably, u knew me for 3 years, u shld know wat kind of person i am.
Me - if theres nth else, please excuse me then.
Someone - alright.
that was my reply, and i changed my nick, stating i do not know my answer, becoz there is immense hatred within me. as usual, when it reaches that stage, forgiveness, i do not know how to put it. maybe both of us were once buddies yes, but i dun think it was like this in his eyes? and my life was better without him as my friend, so tell me, to forgive or not to forgive? somehow i dun really know. my current answer is no, reasons stated on top.
and no doubts, i asked a few ppl wat would they do if they were in my shoes, all say forgive..but one of them needed 2 conditions, not to lie and apologise to that person.
life is juz full of complications. just when i came back home feeling so happy, that message dampened my mood, making me perplexed. i really need an answer, just what is life??
it was SS today, and my group presentation went well, abit of laughter at least, and hey, the class paid attention at least, i feel glad, i mean, when u present, u would wan people to concentrate on what you are talking yea? of coz, out of respect, i did listen to some people too, like anthea's grp, or beatrice, for today, and zul's grp etc for the last lesson.
after that it was PE, and i was told i need to rerun, with anthony by mr mok, and we need to pass to keep up the gd grades.
Mr mok gave us a stopwatch each, told us to keep the timing and run. i ran, and ran, in my mind i was thinking of 3 person, owen, jian xiong and someone else..i dun wanna disappoint their efforts for running with me during the holidays, and of coz i dun wanna disappoint myself too, so i juz carried on despite my legs were telling me to stop.
i ran...and i passed at last. i did it, not becoz of myself, but becoz for the sake of the class, the NAPFA record, i want to contribute something, and both anthony and i did it.
i was so happy, that i rested for awhile, and then used my last bit of energy to play badminton, with beatrice, replacing janella. lol..and something really surprised me. her badminton skills were great, i had a shock, and if she would run for the shuttlecock, she would be a good badminton player. muz be bear teach 1 haha.
we assembled back to the parade square after that. and i told beatrice that i was shocked by her skills, her reply? theres so many things u still dunno. as usual, same old sentence i made, its hidden talents. lol
so mr mok announced that both anthony and i passed, though i told everyone we passed, they still cheered. you know? this kind of glory and achievement that we did for the class, cannot be explained by words. yes i feel proud of it, and i feel i ought to, for a moment at least..
so it was recess then, i ate noodles happily, and i treated huijie addinu and anthony RIBENA!! hahaha. and we cheered once again for the glory =X
and it was bio, i went library, nth much happened, and i slept the 2 whole periods for emaths. i need a rest afterall..haha and then english..and then break..and lights blahblah..
3.30pm SS lesson. presentation still carried on in com lab 2. lin han, jing xiang and a few more of us, went to bully alex LOLS!! kelian him =X but hell yea all of us had a great time, including him, running around and yet not that angry, and then we dragged him to the toilet, when we saw mr chng. alex called for help, but guess what mr chng reply?
"oh, make sure u do a good job k, byeee!!"
LOL we dragged him to the toilet then, and then..well, lol..and all was fine, except 1 time in the toilet when he went berserk for 10 second and grabbed jing xiang. jing xiang buay song obviously, but all of us cooled down, and let 1 step each, all stop, haha.
ok everything went back fine after that, and we went for chem lesson then. combined practise again. and i dunno anything as usual. haha.
then i remembered jian xiong smsed me in the afternoon to return him his chinese dictionary. so i went to my locker and took early in the afternoon, and i called him after chem. i asked beatrice to help me but she dun wan ~.~ and she walked a different route today, to avoid HOLY INDIAN probably. then after that we walked different routes already, and i said bye to her, i couldnt heard her reply and i shouted
Me - "HEY REPLY LEHHHH"
Bea - "YA LA" (or watever it is, she replied loudly back for the first time lol)
we the 7 brothers (alex not ard) went to eat ice pop, and i passed the dictionary to jian xiong then, and he went back up after that. and eat finish, we went back homr already.
came home, first thing is watch 7pm show. i came back at 7.15 -_-" and it was so bloody late. then i went online, at 7.40, then a message poped up suddenly, seeing the msn name, it shocked me a lil somehow, but i dun really care. heres the msg.
Someone - hey, u there? i wan ask u whether u are still angry about last time.
Me - i got no answers to that, i guess u've ask the wrong qns, and the wrong person probably, u knew me for 3 years, u shld know wat kind of person i am.
Me - if theres nth else, please excuse me then.
Someone - alright.
that was my reply, and i changed my nick, stating i do not know my answer, becoz there is immense hatred within me. as usual, when it reaches that stage, forgiveness, i do not know how to put it. maybe both of us were once buddies yes, but i dun think it was like this in his eyes? and my life was better without him as my friend, so tell me, to forgive or not to forgive? somehow i dun really know. my current answer is no, reasons stated on top.
and no doubts, i asked a few ppl wat would they do if they were in my shoes, all say forgive..but one of them needed 2 conditions, not to lie and apologise to that person.
life is juz full of complications. just when i came back home feeling so happy, that message dampened my mood, making me perplexed. i really need an answer, just what is life??
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