09 February 2007
less than 14 hours away to collect results..how thrilling is that? I'm not sure, but somehow I don't have the feeling to see anyone back in school.
what if, I can't get my desired results? what would become of me? a useless member of the society. hell yeah. but whats done is done..theres nothing I can do to save my grades can I?
I dun think I can get 10 points for 5 subjects, even if my CCA minus the points, so I guess my wanted courses are gone for sure. perhaps left with chem engineering, but would I get pass that too? I've got no idea, at all.
just 1 more thing to emphasize, I guess I've changed to a different person, nothing much seemed to be very joyful for me at all. people around me are all drifting away, especially one. and I guess it can't be help.
The old me no longer exist..? and I've lost myself, I suppose..
thats life, people get along, drift, and then become total strangers someday. perhaps this is what I believe now. be it realistic, or maybe I'm naive in the past, having thoughts like, friends are like kins.
"Forever will always be a Lie" - a quote that is etched into my mind.
everything is in a mess right now, and I don't know where to start, at all.
P.S - I hope you (I'm referring to someone else, not talking to myself) are fine, and perhaps you are thinking too much..
P.P.S - forgetting people is simply plain difficult, sometimes its such a torture going through all these fucked up matters.. what should I do? what can I do?
what if, I can't get my desired results? what would become of me? a useless member of the society. hell yeah. but whats done is done..theres nothing I can do to save my grades can I?
I dun think I can get 10 points for 5 subjects, even if my CCA minus the points, so I guess my wanted courses are gone for sure. perhaps left with chem engineering, but would I get pass that too? I've got no idea, at all.
just 1 more thing to emphasize, I guess I've changed to a different person, nothing much seemed to be very joyful for me at all. people around me are all drifting away, especially one. and I guess it can't be help.
The old me no longer exist..? and I've lost myself, I suppose..
thats life, people get along, drift, and then become total strangers someday. perhaps this is what I believe now. be it realistic, or maybe I'm naive in the past, having thoughts like, friends are like kins.
"Forever will always be a Lie" - a quote that is etched into my mind.
everything is in a mess right now, and I don't know where to start, at all.
P.S - I hope you (I'm referring to someone else, not talking to myself) are fine, and perhaps you are thinking too much..
P.P.S - forgetting people is simply plain difficult, sometimes its such a torture going through all these fucked up matters.. what should I do? what can I do?
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