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25 October 2009 - Time Only Moves Forward

few days of resting, all the thoughts were nothing but past tense. the decisions made were with many faults which could not be undone, with that weak-mental willpower, I could do nothing but blamed everyone involved including myself. I would laugh about it when I thought of it again.

there were so many "whys" during that time, but really, is there any point into thinking about why it happened that way? especially when you can't turn back time and make a second decision. I felt stupid enough to look back again and again, questioning myself repeatedly. for 10 months, I did nothing but fret over it, losing all guts, create fear in myself.

"Time only moves forward" afterall. Memories, be it beautiful or ugly, they are past tense. subconsciously, everyone will think about it occasionally, with a time limit set on it, that is till they get distracted by something else. yes, so why not just slog till you're so dead tired and the only thing you can do when you reach home is to just sleep and pray that you do not dream at all, waiting for the next day to come, repeating the cycle.

Being an Ass gets you in trouble. Being Too good gets you Killed as time goes by.

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