28 November 2006 www.isketch.net
I think alot of people seriously needs to take hell alot of art lessons, because I realised many people cant draw. LOL!
I was told to play a game, called isketch this afternoon, its a drawing game, and the rest of us have to guess blah blah..
played in the afternoon, and continued in the night, but I played MSN for once, and I get to chose what to draw, and the other partner guess, so, guess what did I drew? =x
well, so at least, beatrice, anthea, anthony, jianxiong and me, 5 of us, played at 1 go. I won once..lol but seriously our drawings, cannot make it, prolly because of the mouse, our hands are either shaking or not moving smoothly when we move it.
but anyways, its damn fun, and I cant forget how I drew pebble, dogfight and upbeat, damn stupid totally LOL! the pebble looked like some stones, but watever, doesnt it look like stone in reality? lols.
anyway, bad news for me, I think I'm going jobless still, wat the heck man. watever, gonna end it here. *vrooooooooooooom*
I was told to play a game, called isketch this afternoon, its a drawing game, and the rest of us have to guess blah blah..
played in the afternoon, and continued in the night, but I played MSN for once, and I get to chose what to draw, and the other partner guess, so, guess what did I drew? =x
well, so at least, beatrice, anthea, anthony, jianxiong and me, 5 of us, played at 1 go. I won once..lol but seriously our drawings, cannot make it, prolly because of the mouse, our hands are either shaking or not moving smoothly when we move it.
but anyways, its damn fun, and I cant forget how I drew pebble, dogfight and upbeat, damn stupid totally LOL! the pebble looked like some stones, but watever, doesnt it look like stone in reality? lols.
anyway, bad news for me, I think I'm going jobless still, wat the heck man. watever, gonna end it here. *vrooooooooooooom*
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As Good As DEAD on 11:50 pm
28 November 2006 Bizarre Love Triangle Lyrics
Bizarre Love Triangle by New Order, the lyrics are cool, oh yea, a girl named Frente also sang this song, originally from who I don't know, but their lyrics are exactly the same except for 2 words, anyways, posting it here ^^
Every time I think of you
I feel a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I think of you
I feel a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
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As Good As DEAD on 12:41 am
27 November 2006
I'm crazy enough to shout someone's name so loud with a sudden wake. wtf is with me already.
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As Good As DEAD on 9:53 pm
27 November 2006
So much for reading, I spent the whole night reading False Facades (it just kept me going, and I didnt realised I read till 5+am, and I was still reading)
and for no bloody reason, my mother nagged and nagged, saying I did not sleep watsoever (I dun really need much sleep since I slept in the afternoon back then ARGH)
and then my father came to roar at me, for fuck sake, its not as though I'm gonna die without sleep or something.
anyway, I slept till 10.30 and continue reading first thing I woke up (er, I did brushed my teeth, washed my face etc la, common sense duh)
yes, so I finished reading. credits to beatrice once again, for introducing nice stories? LoL whatever, I owe you 1.
right, I'm going out for now, maybe update again tonight, or some other time.
and for no bloody reason, my mother nagged and nagged, saying I did not sleep watsoever (I dun really need much sleep since I slept in the afternoon back then ARGH)
and then my father came to roar at me, for fuck sake, its not as though I'm gonna die without sleep or something.
anyway, I slept till 10.30 and continue reading first thing I woke up (er, I did brushed my teeth, washed my face etc la, common sense duh)
yes, so I finished reading. credits to beatrice once again, for introducing nice stories? LoL whatever, I owe you 1.
right, I'm going out for now, maybe update again tonight, or some other time.
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As Good As DEAD on 12:38 pm
27 November 2006
OMFG LOL!! I'M LAUGHING SO MADLY RIGHT NOW, THANKS TO THAT FALSE FACADES STORY!! LOL! I really got a hard laugh totally.
its all because of 1 character inside named William, who is a 'bisexual' so call, and the whole story was just so fucking funny LOL!
Blue text = William, Black Text = another guy named Vincent.
"I'm drunk on you, baby,"
William batted his eyelashes up at him.
"Please, Will! Just leave me alone!!"
"Ever since you straddled me that fateful day in the hotel -"
"I DID NOT STRADDLE YOU! WILLIAM, I'M WARNING YOU!"
LMAO!! I couldnt stop laughing at their storyline.
oh man I'm gonna bloody read it more! THATS IT LOL
its all because of 1 character inside named William, who is a 'bisexual' so call, and the whole story was just so fucking funny LOL!
Blue text = William, Black Text = another guy named Vincent.
"I'm drunk on you, baby,"
William batted his eyelashes up at him.
"Please, Will! Just leave me alone!!"
"Ever since you straddled me that fateful day in the hotel -"
"I DID NOT STRADDLE YOU! WILLIAM, I'M WARNING YOU!"
LMAO!! I couldnt stop laughing at their storyline.
oh man I'm gonna bloody read it more! THATS IT LOL
Labels: just for laughs, random
As Good As DEAD on 2:33 am
26 November 2006
yes I'm back for some boring and crappy updates (as said from someone, my posts are crap)
I feel so proud that I read a story consisting of ard 100k words or so within 3 Days!! lols. but well, I took the whole afternoon to read, and since hj went to his grandma house, I'm bored of coz, and like anthony said, we cannot survive without him (I felt so gay upon hearing that T_T)
I finished reading a story named Catharsis of course. the climax was put to the back, but there are a few things that kept my mind thinking non stop. but well, I didnt bother much. and inside the story, there were some codes I couldnt decipher, so I asked someone for help. and yea, smart people would figure it out, or maybe the story had explained but I understood no shit, but hey, thanks for helping me out once again.
some beautiful insults and phrases I've learnt back there, which would be useful for me to insult people, indirectly or directly, doesnt matter, since insults come from me in every directions. let me state an example like,
"you know, in this world, humans and dolphins are the only 2 animals that fucks for fun" (trying to indirectly imply someone's a whore)
and beautiful phrases like
"wheres the button that leads to happiness?"
"ask no questions and you'll be told no lies"
"Millions saw apples drop from trees and Newton asked why" (cant exactly rmb, but somewhere along that line)
kinda nice isnt it? yes it is, so dun try to even rebutt. LOLS. but well, whatever it is, I'm just trying to make the post 'long' to bore you guys. lols.
I've received a new story from aPsycho Psychic, who claims that she is one, but well, shes someone hard to deal with, so I always lose. well, thanks in advanced though, I pray/hope bet that story is nice huh. lols.
so much for stories. I just wanna say, Saturdays and Sundays are boring days that kills my mind. I'm so going insane. well, whatever.
Perhaps I think too much, no, I think too much indeed, nothing happened, just my imagination. oh well..
I feel so proud that I read a story consisting of ard 100k words or so within 3 Days!! lols. but well, I took the whole afternoon to read, and since hj went to his grandma house, I'm bored of coz, and like anthony said, we cannot survive without him (I felt so gay upon hearing that T_T)
I finished reading a story named Catharsis of course. the climax was put to the back, but there are a few things that kept my mind thinking non stop. but well, I didnt bother much. and inside the story, there were some codes I couldnt decipher, so I asked someone for help. and yea, smart people would figure it out, or maybe the story had explained but I understood no shit, but hey, thanks for helping me out once again.
some beautiful insults and phrases I've learnt back there, which would be useful for me to insult people, indirectly or directly, doesnt matter, since insults come from me in every directions. let me state an example like,
"you know, in this world, humans and dolphins are the only 2 animals that fucks for fun" (trying to indirectly imply someone's a whore)
and beautiful phrases like
"wheres the button that leads to happiness?"
"ask no questions and you'll be told no lies"
"Millions saw apples drop from trees and Newton asked why" (cant exactly rmb, but somewhere along that line)
kinda nice isnt it? yes it is, so dun try to even rebutt. LOLS. but well, whatever it is, I'm just trying to make the post 'long' to bore you guys. lols.
I've received a new story from a
so much for stories. I just wanna say, Saturdays and Sundays are boring days that kills my mind. I'm so going insane. well, whatever.
Perhaps I think too much, no, I think too much indeed, nothing happened, just my imagination. oh well..
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As Good As DEAD on 2:05 am
25 November 2006
its a torture for me to be cooped up at home almost every single day. and I was supposed to go to someone's house to play, but it was raining, so too bad, no point cursing and swearing since its over.
games are getting more and more boring, I practically had nothing to do after watching this week's Death note. so I read story for half the day. (well, took a lil time to play but its getting sickening, and went out at night, at last -_-)
the feeling of getting out of the boring house is simply great, and of coz, hanging ard outside is better than anything else.
MSN and IRC is relatively "dead" today. didnt chat much, except that hj anthony and alicia were chatting for a moment, and I would talk the usual craps to them.
but well, after I came back, its a rather fruitful night, since the person I chatted with was Benny, who can handle all sorts of questions and talking about personal stuffs with me. very comfortable person to chat with I would say, but well, he always leave that early, so our conversation ended kinda short.
still, a sentence that he replied from my question etched into my mind, though it was just his own views, I would choose to agree his opinion about that, since its kinda true.
no doubt about it, sometimes, life's a bitch when you see it dull. not many people out there are always optimistic, I cant name much people who are optimistic, as for the other way round, I think I've got a handful. thats just my own judgement though, if you guys think there are more optimists than pessimists, so be it, I cant bitch about it.
why am I talking about all these stuffs, I'm not really making a great sense out of it, I'm crazy perhaps. whatever, who would give a god damn anyway.
games are getting more and more boring, I practically had nothing to do after watching this week's Death note. so I read story for half the day. (well, took a lil time to play but its getting sickening, and went out at night, at last -_-)
the feeling of getting out of the boring house is simply great, and of coz, hanging ard outside is better than anything else.
MSN and IRC is relatively "dead" today. didnt chat much, except that hj anthony and alicia were chatting for a moment, and I would talk the usual craps to them.
but well, after I came back, its a rather fruitful night, since the person I chatted with was Benny, who can handle all sorts of questions and talking about personal stuffs with me. very comfortable person to chat with I would say, but well, he always leave that early, so our conversation ended kinda short.
still, a sentence that he replied from my question etched into my mind, though it was just his own views, I would choose to agree his opinion about that, since its kinda true.
no doubt about it, sometimes, life's a bitch when you see it dull. not many people out there are always optimistic, I cant name much people who are optimistic, as for the other way round, I think I've got a handful. thats just my own judgement though, if you guys think there are more optimists than pessimists, so be it, I cant bitch about it.
why am I talking about all these stuffs, I'm not really making a great sense out of it, I'm crazy perhaps. whatever, who would give a god damn anyway.
As Good As DEAD on 12:59 am
23 November 2006
another homebody of the day, 8pm only (and I tot it was 10 or 11). time sure pass slowly huh? but hell, I seriously had nothing better to do.
Basically I just played the whole day, viewing blogs, and watever, chatting with some people in the afternoon.
and oh, now my mIRC is screwed, cant connect for some bloody reason, I'm bored stiff of course. MSN is bullshit, I dun chat with anyone there practically, so, I'm so dead currently..worse of all, cant play -_-" (games I played are needed for mIRC..so..too bad for me)
I need a job, fast..sigh -_-
Basically I just played the whole day, viewing blogs, and watever, chatting with some people in the afternoon.
and oh, now my mIRC is screwed, cant connect for some bloody reason, I'm bored stiff of course. MSN is bullshit, I dun chat with anyone there practically, so, I'm so dead currently..worse of all, cant play -_-" (games I played are needed for mIRC..so..too bad for me)
I need a job, fast..sigh -_-
Labels: boredom
As Good As DEAD on 8:07 pm
23 November 2006
yes, just as I thought, the days are getting boring. I'm bored stiff staying at home..someone ask me go out play please..lol
nth much to blog about today..so..apologies, just wanna update my blog though.
regretful things are always what I do without thinking much..but I guess, time would heal the wound.
I wanna thank someone who would be my listening ear all this while too..sincerely..
nth much to blog about today..so..apologies, just wanna update my blog though.
regretful things are always what I do without thinking much..but I guess, time would heal the wound.
I wanna thank someone who would be my listening ear all this while too..sincerely..
Labels: boredom
As Good As DEAD on 12:16 am
21 November 2006 Back from Chalet
oh finally, after the so called enjoyable chalet, I'm back, for more updates, about the chalet of course! 2 days I have spent, so...prepare the long long long blog this time. =)
Day 1
went to admiralty place and meet hj anthony jingxiang addinu and zul at 2.30pm, and then went to Bugis to further meet up with jason zh and valerie. and yea, surprisingly, we reached the chalet at about..4+ if my memory serves me right.
so, first thing we did was slack slack and slack, chatting, sleeping, watching tv. I slept there for 1 hour, in the kinda hot, air-conditioned room. farah ordered pizza, so we ate it, kind of like, dinner.
oh yea, first day people present were,
kangyuan, farah, dna, benny, rokiah, weiching, zul, addinu, me, hj, anthony, jx, alvin, cc, zh, jason, valerie (did i miss out anyone? hopefully not.)
so, we separated into 2 groups, 1 went to watch movie, the other stayed at the resort or wherever (I hav no idea) benny dna weiching rok ky and farah 1 gang, the rest were with me, and we went to watch movie at Tampines, Casino Royale.
seriously, I'm not really sure wat the heck happened, but its all about money. and I could only rmb the part, where James Bond had his 'balls' whacked hard. LOL! and that show took us a bloody 3 hours, guess what? it was already 11 or 12+ totally. and zul was acting James Bond. (turn around, finger point like a gun, "BANG") LOL!
Day 2 (after 12am)
we walked back to the mrt station, and the last train left when we reached juz nice...then omg how?! walking all the way back to pasir ris and to the resort was the only solution. (taxi? nah, expensive xD)
a long journey we walked, and becoz jx's leg was still on recovery, he walked a lil, and then for a short period of time, a few of us carried him back, and surprisingly he is quite heavy for a skinny guy. and yea we walked till pasir ris mrt station, went to 7-11 and bought some supper to eat. with a night guard on duty (who claims he is there frequently, in which I didnt really believed initially, but judging from how others greeted him, I seemed to believe a lil) and well, we chatted till we finished our supper.
back to the resort, and then rested, and the other grp of gang was back as well. it was alr midnight by then, and we played poker cards (daidee we would call it, no money at that time). till 3+, then we went to the beach, walking a longggggggggggg way, just becoz the side gates were locked -.-"
PS: (the 'we' refers to wc rok alvin cc addinu valerie zh jason benny and of coz, me, went to the beach that is.)
we hanged there till 4+ or 5+..not really sure, and I forgot what was next..playing cards again? I taught so..or was that bathing time (I DID bathe, but I forgot what time, so dun think I didnt bathe and smell like a smelly pig)
lets talk about dawn then, when the sun came up, jason and I were totally exhausted, we went to mac to buy breakfast, ate it back at the resort, and we slept for 1 hour. well, after that, off we go to Escape Theme Park!! (rok dna zul addinu jason zh val and me, yes, 8 people, I could rmb) from 10+ to ard 2pm..
the Escape Theme Park was a bad day for me, simply becoz, I hate the feeling of swinging around, my head was SPINNING OMG -.-" and we played,
Go-Kart (racing car la, but abit stupid)
Wet and Wild (yea, wet till I was totally drenched dammit)
Rainbow (swing like nobody business, I was kinda spinning away)
Haunted House (NOT SCARY AT ALL -.-)
and the other 2 more games, where it is spinning ard, like, upside down? I didnt took that, if I did, I would hav vomitted while on the ride.
yes, went to get the free tix to eat, while giving addinu the Carnival ticket to play mini games. he won 3 toys out of 4 I think, 2 games were kinda cheating (I dunno how to explain so dun bother to wonder)
went back to the resort then, and played poker cards , with money this time round, daidee again. 10+ rounds, I NEVER WON ONCE, and I lost alot $ to KY. ladyluck with him or? bleah I dunno. and well ard the late afternoon, here comes 2 people. beatrice and sylvia that is. I didnt notice till bbq started, since I was kind of like, sleeping during the bbq.
rok woke me up to eat some stuffs, and I ate them, and went back to sleep, but was kinda noisy..so couldnt really sleep. but watever, I went out to chat and eat then till 8+, chua and zulraidah arrived then. and oh yea, shi rui arrived soon after too I think. quite shocking to see the way she dressed, my eyes are not used to it, but I commented when I saw her, but aint gonna say what I commented of coz.
went to play blackjack this time rd, (alvin and beatrice were watching, then jason zh ky cc me and chua were playing) and once again, the lucky boy ky won hell alot. I lost $10+ in total, more than half lost to ky, LOL. but one thing I cant believe is that, they say $2 is big? its peanuts compared to how I gamble with my relatives every Chinese new year.
I lost quite badly initially, and I saw beatrice taking out her sweets and consuming it, I took the sweets from her twice, one returned right after taking it, the other taking it till the end of game. (the sweets recouped my loss I would say, so..safekept it and assumed it would act as my lucky charm? lol, ok maybe its stupid for you guys, but I'm supersticious about items that brings luck. and becoz we played kinda long, I ate quite alot for the sweets, hope she doesnt mind.) and oh yea, Thanks beatrice for the sweets anyway, didnt really get to thank you back there, or shld I say, we didnt even communicate, as usual.
well..it was 9+ then..went home with zh jason and valerie alr, and of coz, said our sincere goodbyes to the rest who were still there. and thats about it for my chalet..(not fully detailed, I couldnt remember every single thing la lol, but well, no regrets going there, FUN totally.)
Day 1
went to admiralty place and meet hj anthony jingxiang addinu and zul at 2.30pm, and then went to Bugis to further meet up with jason zh and valerie. and yea, surprisingly, we reached the chalet at about..4+ if my memory serves me right.
so, first thing we did was slack slack and slack, chatting, sleeping, watching tv. I slept there for 1 hour, in the kinda hot, air-conditioned room. farah ordered pizza, so we ate it, kind of like, dinner.
oh yea, first day people present were,
kangyuan, farah, dna, benny, rokiah, weiching, zul, addinu, me, hj, anthony, jx, alvin, cc, zh, jason, valerie (did i miss out anyone? hopefully not.)
so, we separated into 2 groups, 1 went to watch movie, the other stayed at the resort or wherever (I hav no idea) benny dna weiching rok ky and farah 1 gang, the rest were with me, and we went to watch movie at Tampines, Casino Royale.
seriously, I'm not really sure wat the heck happened, but its all about money. and I could only rmb the part, where James Bond had his 'balls' whacked hard. LOL! and that show took us a bloody 3 hours, guess what? it was already 11 or 12+ totally. and zul was acting James Bond. (turn around, finger point like a gun, "BANG") LOL!
Day 2 (after 12am)
we walked back to the mrt station, and the last train left when we reached juz nice...then omg how?! walking all the way back to pasir ris and to the resort was the only solution. (taxi? nah, expensive xD)
a long journey we walked, and becoz jx's leg was still on recovery, he walked a lil, and then for a short period of time, a few of us carried him back, and surprisingly he is quite heavy for a skinny guy. and yea we walked till pasir ris mrt station, went to 7-11 and bought some supper to eat. with a night guard on duty (who claims he is there frequently, in which I didnt really believed initially, but judging from how others greeted him, I seemed to believe a lil) and well, we chatted till we finished our supper.
back to the resort, and then rested, and the other grp of gang was back as well. it was alr midnight by then, and we played poker cards (daidee we would call it, no money at that time). till 3+, then we went to the beach, walking a longggggggggggg way, just becoz the side gates were locked -.-"
PS: (the 'we' refers to wc rok alvin cc addinu valerie zh jason benny and of coz, me, went to the beach that is.)
we hanged there till 4+ or 5+..not really sure, and I forgot what was next..playing cards again? I taught so..or was that bathing time (I DID bathe, but I forgot what time, so dun think I didnt bathe and smell like a smelly pig)
lets talk about dawn then, when the sun came up, jason and I were totally exhausted, we went to mac to buy breakfast, ate it back at the resort, and we slept for 1 hour. well, after that, off we go to Escape Theme Park!! (rok dna zul addinu jason zh val and me, yes, 8 people, I could rmb) from 10+ to ard 2pm..
the Escape Theme Park was a bad day for me, simply becoz, I hate the feeling of swinging around, my head was SPINNING OMG -.-" and we played,
Go-Kart (racing car la, but abit stupid)
Wet and Wild (yea, wet till I was totally drenched dammit)
Rainbow (swing like nobody business, I was kinda spinning away)
Haunted House (NOT SCARY AT ALL -.-)
and the other 2 more games, where it is spinning ard, like, upside down? I didnt took that, if I did, I would hav vomitted while on the ride.
yes, went to get the free tix to eat, while giving addinu the Carnival ticket to play mini games. he won 3 toys out of 4 I think, 2 games were kinda cheating (I dunno how to explain so dun bother to wonder)
went back to the resort then, and played poker cards , with money this time round, daidee again. 10+ rounds, I NEVER WON ONCE, and I lost alot $ to KY. ladyluck with him or? bleah I dunno. and well ard the late afternoon, here comes 2 people. beatrice and sylvia that is. I didnt notice till bbq started, since I was kind of like, sleeping during the bbq.
rok woke me up to eat some stuffs, and I ate them, and went back to sleep, but was kinda noisy..so couldnt really sleep. but watever, I went out to chat and eat then till 8+, chua and zulraidah arrived then. and oh yea, shi rui arrived soon after too I think. quite shocking to see the way she dressed, my eyes are not used to it, but I commented when I saw her, but aint gonna say what I commented of coz.
went to play blackjack this time rd, (alvin and beatrice were watching, then jason zh ky cc me and chua were playing) and once again, the lucky boy ky won hell alot. I lost $10+ in total, more than half lost to ky, LOL. but one thing I cant believe is that, they say $2 is big? its peanuts compared to how I gamble with my relatives every Chinese new year.
I lost quite badly initially, and I saw beatrice taking out her sweets and consuming it, I took the sweets from her twice, one returned right after taking it, the other taking it till the end of game. (the sweets recouped my loss I would say, so..safekept it and assumed it would act as my lucky charm? lol, ok maybe its stupid for you guys, but I'm supersticious about items that brings luck. and becoz we played kinda long, I ate quite alot for the sweets, hope she doesnt mind.) and oh yea, Thanks beatrice for the sweets anyway, didnt really get to thank you back there, or shld I say, we didnt even communicate, as usual.
well..it was 9+ then..went home with zh jason and valerie alr, and of coz, said our sincere goodbyes to the rest who were still there. and thats about it for my chalet..(not fully detailed, I couldnt remember every single thing la lol, but well, no regrets going there, FUN totally.)
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As Good As DEAD on 11:54 pm
20 November 2006
yes, going to chalet...lol HAHA ok byebye
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As Good As DEAD on 12:02 pm
18 November 2006
its all over...everything...has passed just like this...
one big trouble has fade away, and yet new troubles are coming to me...I'm tired..just. too. tired.
I need a break, so give me one..get the fuck out of my sight if theres any disatisfaction.
The sight of certain people really disgust me, and they think they are so great. Know what?
FUCK OFFPLEASE
one big trouble has fade away, and yet new troubles are coming to me...I'm tired..just. too. tired.
I need a break, so give me one..get the fuck out of my sight if theres any disatisfaction.
The sight of certain people really disgust me, and they think they are so great. Know what?
FUCK OFF
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As Good As DEAD on 2:44 am
15 November 2006
OHHHH YES! JUST ONE MORE DAY..I hope all is over...I'm not gonna bother about how am I going to do well...I just wanna go..Wild, Play like 24/7, getting to my virtual world (MSN/IRC) 24/7 =O
EVERYTHING, SO LONG MY INTERNET IS WORKING, AND MY COMPUTER IS RUNNING, AND I'M ALIVE, THIS COMPUTER GETS NO REST =X
oh yea, it does get a rest, only when I'm out or I sleep =X (its like this everyday what, got change meh).
but well, the change is, it works longer, and yes, back to study, boooo =(
just 1 more day to end everything, honestly, I do not know, how Happy/Moodless I would be after tomorrow..but I guess it would be moodless, since I've got no life
EVERYTHING, SO LONG MY INTERNET IS WORKING, AND MY COMPUTER IS RUNNING, AND I'M ALIVE, THIS COMPUTER GETS NO REST =X
oh yea, it does get a rest, only when I'm out or I sleep =X (its like this everyday what, got change meh).
but well, the change is, it works longer, and yes, back to study, boooo =(
just 1 more day to end everything, honestly, I do not know, how Happy/Moodless I would be after tomorrow..but I guess it would be moodless, since I've got no life
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As Good As DEAD on 8:09 pm
14 November 2006
ohhhh great, I just screwed my amaths paper today, and tomorrow shall be a doomsday for me and a few other people.
Physics = 100% Gone case, I never study + I cant memo + the subject itself sucks, and lame.
who to blame? I'm not pointing fingers, but I just blame myself for my laziness towards Physics =
Thursday, another screwed up day, but faster come please, I just hope everything ends as soon as possible.
yet there are some things I really hate, lets just say, some idiots, or rather, fools who think so highly of themselves, and they wun change
Physics = 100% Gone case, I never study + I cant memo + the subject itself sucks, and lame.
who to blame? I'm not pointing fingers, but I just blame myself for my laziness towards Physics =
Thursday, another screwed up day, but faster come please, I just hope everything ends as soon as possible.
yet there are some things I really hate, lets just say, some idiots, or rather, fools who think so highly of themselves, and they wun change
As Good As DEAD on 10:38 pm
12 November 2006
early in the morning, went to school for lesson. -_- and then had lunch with jason sebas they all and mr goh, and it was raining, so we went up to the LAN shop O_O! LOL.
someone from our class kena scold. he deserve it, fancy him being so stupid, wanna go play also dunno how to choose a better place, choose somewhere near sch.
and it has come to a conclusion that, not many people seem to be going for class chalet..sigh, like that not much fun alr..an estimation has concluded that less than 20 is going i think..or at most 25.
oh well, today suck big time, big rain, and i got drenched, had a serious headache that i never had before. my head was practically spinning like some spinning top, can you imagine? (exaggerate? lol but its spinning)
had a conversation with a few ppl, some talking about phone, some talking about personality, some talking about tv. lol, its been a long time since i had a msn conversation with ppl talking about phones! i need a change. my phone got insulted. LOLS!
who is spoilt and who is not, i got the answer, and it seems to be usually, the only child ppl are spoilt 1. i dun really care whether i know that person well or not, but well thats what i think, and its a fact that i really left someone behind that hes spoilt, until i was corrected. lol(except sherwin who doesnt seem to be the case)
2 more days for amaths, i'm not sure whether i can make it or not..lol
4.7 Days to countdown O lvl over! (its juz an estimation. haha)
someone from our class kena scold. he deserve it, fancy him being so stupid, wanna go play also dunno how to choose a better place, choose somewhere near sch.
and it has come to a conclusion that, not many people seem to be going for class chalet..sigh, like that not much fun alr..an estimation has concluded that less than 20 is going i think..or at most 25.
oh well, today suck big time, big rain, and i got drenched, had a serious headache that i never had before. my head was practically spinning like some spinning top, can you imagine? (exaggerate? lol but its spinning)
had a conversation with a few ppl, some talking about phone, some talking about personality, some talking about tv. lol, its been a long time since i had a msn conversation with ppl talking about phones! i need a change. my phone got insulted. LOLS!
who is spoilt and who is not, i got the answer, and it seems to be usually, the only child ppl are spoilt 1. i dun really care whether i know that person well or not, but well thats what i think, and its a fact that i really left someone behind that hes spoilt, until i was corrected. lol(except sherwin who doesnt seem to be the case)
2 more days for amaths, i'm not sure whether i can make it or not..lol
4.7 Days to countdown O lvl over! (its juz an estimation. haha)
As Good As DEAD on 12:23 am
10 November 2006
2.35am now, I'm still kicking around. wat the hell, I just cant get to sleep no matter what.
nothing to do, so I just went through friendster, browse profiles, people, whatever, whoever, went to see blog, intruding here and there, chatting with my gamemates, bleah, whatever.
I guess I'm having insomia, cannot sleep at all..!! SIGH. whatever, guess maybe I would read some stories till I'm tired then..
nothing to do, so I just went through friendster, browse profiles, people, whatever, whoever, went to see blog, intruding here and there, chatting with my gamemates, bleah, whatever.
I guess I'm having insomia, cannot sleep at all..!! SIGH. whatever, guess maybe I would read some stories till I'm tired then..
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As Good As DEAD on 2:42 am
09 November 2006 Geography O Level
geography = Good Game. its so bloody difficult..sigh, everyone says so, and whatever I studied never come out lol.
I received a sms from someone..reporting her death to me. LOL!! ok la dun worry, you still can handle one la. hahaha.
ok forget it, I wanna talk about bleach. yes, Ishida vs Old hag. abit short but kinda nice, its been a long time since I see spirit arrows =X
and Kariya got his full Power!! OMG I'm too excited for next week already! Hahaha..and more Death Note please omg!!
exam period, and I still can watch animes. scold me please =x haha
I received a sms from someone..reporting her death to me. LOL!! ok la dun worry, you still can handle one la. hahaha.
ok forget it, I wanna talk about bleach. yes, Ishida vs Old hag. abit short but kinda nice, its been a long time since I see spirit arrows =X
and Kariya got his full Power!! OMG I'm too excited for next week already! Hahaha..and more Death Note please omg!!
exam period, and I still can watch animes. scold me please =x haha
As Good As DEAD on 9:02 pm
08 november 2006 English Paper O Level
1 big trouble passed. fortunately, nothing much went wrong for paper 1, I hope is smoother than I expected though, I'm aiming for a B4 or better still, B3 this time round. kinda confident, but a lil overconfident if its B3..yea..
time to push my humans for now...hope everything goes well again tmr...yea.
time to push my humans for now...hope everything goes well again tmr...yea.
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As Good As DEAD on 5:06 pm
06 November 2006 Emaths Ppr 1 + SS O Level
so, 8am in the morning, Emaths paper. my supposedly strongest subject, but guess what? I flunged it for fuck sake.
Mdm Lek said very easy, Alicia said super easy till she scared she made careless mistake. Alright cool, i'm in for a shit. let me tell you why.
Distance Time Graph 3 marks, Bearing 2 Marks, Value of 360k 1 Mark, Volume of Cone 1 Mark, Angle of Properties 2 Marks (or more), 0 is a FUCKING Integer, so it calls for another mark.
10 marks at least gone, tell me how the fuck am i gonna hang my A1? and I'm not bloody complacent, I just had the FEAR Factor in me. Usually Emaths paper 1 was done at most 75 minutes, but this fucking paper cost me 110 minutes. how cool is that? and that includes the mistake on top. I wanna bang the wall when alicia explained to me certain qns. I know how to do, I forgot. How stupid can I be for heaven's sake. and there, everyone is saying, just score in paper 2 or whatsoever. Difficult can.
went for break then, while waiting for SS. I didnt really study but the qns that came out, I'm kinda happy though. when I heard start, I flipped to the essay straight, and this was how it goes.
1. Merger Separation - ok deep shit for me, but I'm happy for alicia at that time, so a little grin there, and then proceeded.
2. Conflict Among Countries in Northern Ireland. Strike 4D, a large grin for myself. I almost didnt bother to even look at the 3rd question, but I did it in the end, just to make sure.
3. Education and Welfare State - Fine, Fuck off.
so thats how it goes, and I went to check SBQ, looks fun, but I did essay first, just to make sure I kept up with the time. my content was kinda short, but I suppose all the main points are there. and yea, thats how it goes. I hope to score for SS, so that it can tank some scores for my shit Geography, yeah.
P.S - Alicia, your duapehgong, erlangshen, taishanglaojun, yanluowang, guanyima, jade emperor, kongzi, mengzi, libai, liubei, guanyu, zhangfei, caocao, sunjian, zhaoyun, chang e, zhugeliang, qinshihuang, huatuo, yuelao, sunwukong, zhubajie, sazeng, tangsengzang (aka ur useless monk), eight immortals, etc chinese gods Worked. (look, this took me a long time to copy out from ur texts k LOL)
Go change your occupation and be a fortune teller. maybe your DTRM, role is to set up a stall nearby Tourist attractions and do Fortune Telling. LOL!
Mdm Lek said very easy, Alicia said super easy till she scared she made careless mistake. Alright cool, i'm in for a shit. let me tell you why.
Distance Time Graph 3 marks, Bearing 2 Marks, Value of 360k 1 Mark, Volume of Cone 1 Mark, Angle of Properties 2 Marks (or more), 0 is a FUCKING Integer, so it calls for another mark.
10 marks at least gone, tell me how the fuck am i gonna hang my A1? and I'm not bloody complacent, I just had the FEAR Factor in me. Usually Emaths paper 1 was done at most 75 minutes, but this fucking paper cost me 110 minutes. how cool is that? and that includes the mistake on top. I wanna bang the wall when alicia explained to me certain qns. I know how to do, I forgot. How stupid can I be for heaven's sake. and there, everyone is saying, just score in paper 2 or whatsoever. Difficult can.
went for break then, while waiting for SS. I didnt really study but the qns that came out, I'm kinda happy though. when I heard start, I flipped to the essay straight, and this was how it goes.
1. Merger Separation - ok deep shit for me, but I'm happy for alicia at that time, so a little grin there, and then proceeded.
2. Conflict Among Countries in Northern Ireland. Strike 4D, a large grin for myself. I almost didnt bother to even look at the 3rd question, but I did it in the end, just to make sure.
3. Education and Welfare State - Fine, Fuck off.
so thats how it goes, and I went to check SBQ, looks fun, but I did essay first, just to make sure I kept up with the time. my content was kinda short, but I suppose all the main points are there. and yea, thats how it goes. I hope to score for SS, so that it can tank some scores for my shit Geography, yeah.
P.S - Alicia, your duapehgong, erlangshen, taishanglaojun, yanluowang, guanyima, jade emperor, kongzi, mengzi, libai, liubei, guanyu, zhangfei, caocao, sunjian, zhaoyun, chang e, zhugeliang, qinshihuang, huatuo, yuelao, sunwukong, zhubajie, sazeng, tangsengzang (aka ur useless monk), eight immortals, etc chinese gods Worked. (look, this took me a long time to copy out from ur texts k LOL)
Go change your occupation and be a fortune teller. maybe your DTRM, role is to set up a stall nearby Tourist attractions and do Fortune Telling. LOL!
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As Good As DEAD on 8:29 pm
04 November 2006
Saturday, basically 1 and a half more days to start. with that much amount of shit to study, i'm kinda fucked up. yesterday stayed up late in the night, "study" with alicia (shes the one mugging, i'm like doing other shits) and then she just typed out watever she has studied. and i will just see and say ok. or maybe add a few points she missed out (hardly that happens)
http://img148.imageshack.us/my.php?image=kipirerfbq3.jpg
just take a look at this and you know what i mean, by pure mugging (practically shes crazy enough to list down sustaining govt with a mind map that blows off your mind)
we stayed up till 3+ in the morning..and shes whining non stop that shes going crazy, in which i thought she is ALWAYS crazy. well, i'm kinda exhausted for staying up that late of coz.
and i woke up at a bloody 9.30 when i slept at 4, and went to sch with zul to consult SS (he did his work while i just looked and revised on notes). plus the waitings and etc, it ended at 1, and i reached home at 1.30.
despite saying how much i have to study, whats the first thing i did when i came back. sleep. i didnt even go mos and study today, reason being, fucking tired, and screw it. the fact is that, i'm still playing and reading short stories everyday, no doubt about it.
i guess thats enough..i'm taking a long break today, and will resume my studies at late night..
http://img148.imageshack.us/my.php?image=kipirerfbq3.jpg
just take a look at this and you know what i mean, by pure mugging (practically shes crazy enough to list down sustaining govt with a mind map that blows off your mind)
we stayed up till 3+ in the morning..and shes whining non stop that shes going crazy, in which i thought she is ALWAYS crazy. well, i'm kinda exhausted for staying up that late of coz.
and i woke up at a bloody 9.30 when i slept at 4, and went to sch with zul to consult SS (he did his work while i just looked and revised on notes). plus the waitings and etc, it ended at 1, and i reached home at 1.30.
despite saying how much i have to study, whats the first thing i did when i came back. sleep. i didnt even go mos and study today, reason being, fucking tired, and screw it. the fact is that, i'm still playing and reading short stories everyday, no doubt about it.
i guess thats enough..i'm taking a long break today, and will resume my studies at late night..
As Good As DEAD on 6:00 pm
03 November 2006
time is short, 2 and a half days to exams. ok wtf, i no time to study anymore seriously. i need to pick topics now, hopefully they will come out.
Population and Housing
Education
Good Govt
Northern Ireland
these 4 are the ones i'm clinging on to.
and oh wtf chemistry, mr ong is teaching a few students (armanda ky and zul i think) at 768 mac..lol. watever. sigh...
too bad, people only realise the need to rush when the time is very short.
Population and Housing
Education
Good Govt
Northern Ireland
these 4 are the ones i'm clinging on to.
and oh wtf chemistry, mr ong is teaching a few students (armanda ky and zul i think) at 768 mac..lol. watever. sigh...
too bad, people only realise the need to rush when the time is very short.
As Good As DEAD on 7:07 pm
2 November 2006
Big Monster Bounto vs Big Monster Poison captain = NICE !!
2 baddies fight and fight wheeeeeeee.
i'm craving for bleach now omfg. I WANT MORE T_T!! and next week even more exiciting!!
The old hag (carry sword and fan) Bounto vs Ishida Quincy!! YAY!!!! ROX LA!
and theres Naruto and Death Note Tomorrow !! AHHHHHHHHHH I'M GOING CRAZY OVER THESE ANIMES!!
2 baddies fight and fight wheeeeeeee.
i'm craving for bleach now omfg. I WANT MORE T_T!! and next week even more exiciting!!
The old hag (carry sword and fan) Bounto vs Ishida Quincy!! YAY!!!! ROX LA!
and theres Naruto and Death Note Tomorrow !! AHHHHHHHHHH I'M GOING CRAZY OVER THESE ANIMES!!
As Good As DEAD on 8:40 pm
1 November 2006 Part 2
1. Single, taken or crushingans:
Single
2.Are you happy with your life now ?
ans: O lvl now, i'm like so bloody "Happy"
3.When you meet the right person, did you feel in love with her fast ?
ans: it takes a long time
4.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
ans: yea.
5.Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable ?
ans: dun think so.
6.Would you take someone back if she cheats you ?
ans: it depends on reasons.
7. Have you talk about marriage with another person before?
ans: I heard only from others (the one and only dumbass alicia LOL)
8.Do you want children ?
ans: too early to decide
9.How many ?
ans: not known
10.Would you ever consider abortion ?
ans: i'm no girl, but no, i dun do silly things xD
11.If someone like you now, what is the best way to let her know ur feelings ?
ans: wait till i experience that. lol.
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationship ?
ans: never got 1, i'm a mere nobody.
13.Honestly, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did ?
ans: ---
14.Do you believe in love at first sight ?
ans: maybe.
15.Are you romantic ?
ans: i'm juz vulgar, so leave that aside.
16.Do you believe u can change someone ?
ans: yea, but it takes time.
17.If you could marry someone, where could it be ?
ans: somewhere quiet without urban life (doesnt mean i wan jungles and such)
18.Do you give in easily when fighting ?
ans: quitted fighting. argue, i seldom give in, it actually depends on who i argue with.
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now ?
ans: probably.
20.Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up ?
ans: doubt so.
21.Have you ever broke a heart ?
ans: hearts arent made of glass, and i only make people cry.
22.If one day your bestfriend fell in love with the girl you're deeply in love with, what would you do ?
ans: let nature takes its course, girls aint prizes, they have a mind dammit.
23.Are you missing someone right now ?
ans: Hell yes.
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I'm your typical short guy living next door
Adaptive to everywhere I am in
My eyes can talk
But do you understand its language?
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3.When you meet the right person, did you feel in love with her fast ?
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4.Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
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ans: wait till i experience that. lol.
12.Do you enjoy getting into relationship ?
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13.Honestly, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did ?
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14.Do you believe in love at first sight ?
ans: maybe.
15.Are you romantic ?
ans: i'm juz vulgar, so leave that aside.
16.Do you believe u can change someone ?
ans: yea, but it takes time.
17.If you could marry someone, where could it be ?
ans: somewhere quiet without urban life (doesnt mean i wan jungles and such)
18.Do you give in easily when fighting ?
ans: quitted fighting. argue, i seldom give in, it actually depends on who i argue with.
19.Do you have feelings for someone right now ?
ans: probably.
20.Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up ?
ans: doubt so.
21.Have you ever broke a heart ?
ans: hearts arent made of glass, and i only make people cry.
22.If one day your bestfriend fell in love with the girl you're deeply in love with, what would you do ?
ans: let nature takes its course, girls aint prizes, they have a mind dammit.
23.Are you missing someone right now ?
ans: Hell yes.
As Good As DEAD on 9:04 pm
1 November 2006
bloody fast nov already, 5 more days to first paper, and 15 days to clear everything (the timing are so bloody squeezed + so difficult)
lol look! i'm whining again. instead of studying, i went online to chat, play, browse many blogs here and there and juz purely read (a fact of studying english, thats rubbish)
time to focus SS man! i haven touch a shit on that. LOL. i'm so going crazy. study study study -.-" what a no life totally.
lol look! i'm whining again. instead of studying, i went online to chat, play, browse many blogs here and there and juz purely read (a fact of studying english, thats rubbish)
time to focus SS man! i haven touch a shit on that. LOL. i'm so going crazy. study study study -.-" what a no life totally.
As Good As DEAD on 8:47 pm
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