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31 January 2007 Stupid conversation

hey guys, a stupid idea just struck me when I was having a conversation. I got no idea if it works though, but this is how it goes, if you hate receiving phone calls that is.

fuck off from my life. says:
eh
fuck off from my life. says:
you try call my hp
fuck off from my life. says:
see got any msg on ur screen that says i diverted my calls or not
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
if u divert calls to those chao ji superstar (voting calls), they need pay money or not if kena divert
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
fuck off from my life. says:
WAH
fuck off from my life. says:
I NV THOUGHT OF IT MAN
fuck off from my life. says:
JIAN
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
we try next time
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
if got charity show
fuck off from my life. says:
HAHAHA
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
donate $50 or more
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
then
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
u divert to there
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
then
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
if they see their phone bills
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
suddenly
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
WTF
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
see
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
our ideas
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
so damn siao
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
eh sms the super star
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
need how much
fuck off from my life. says:
60c i think
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
i try divert, then u call
fuck off from my life. says:
siao dont want
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
see the phone bill got add another 60c or not
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
LOL!
fuck off from my life. says:
omg
fuck off from my life. says:
i swear
fuck off from my life. says:
i wont call ur phone
fuck off from my life. says:
forever
fuck off from my life. says:
who knows if the call i make
fuck off from my life. says:
might cost me $50
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
1 busy tone. cost you $50
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
LOL!
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
usually we call people
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
no need pay phone bill also
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
this 1 unreachable
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
MUST PAY
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
dun care ur HP wat plan
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
LOL
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
fuck off from my life. says:
but possible meh
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
dunno
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
if u wan do experiment
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
u use ur house phone call ur HP
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
then
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
see if got divert or not
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
if got the 'thank you for voting etc'
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
then
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
IT WORKS
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
wah then i tell you
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
got charity show
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
SABO PEOPLE LIAO
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL
fuck off from my life. says:
i dont think its possible actually
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
lol
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
u try lah
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
60c experiment
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // Emptiness fills my life, my mind, my heart. - says:
can make wonders
fuck off from my life. says:
mai
fuck off from my life. says:
why u dont try
fuck off from my life. says:
LOL

another crazy conversation, imagination + crazy ideas. and hey, if you guys wanna experiment, feel free to tell me the results man, so that if you are sick of phone calls, you can sabotage the caller by diverting the call to some charity show / superstar / singapore idol show. good idea eh? lols =D

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As Good As DEAD on 12:43 am

30 January 2007

have you ever known people who are so fucked up enough to threaten people when they don't get their demands?

they threaten, then pester, then act depressed, try to get pity from the other party, tell the other party he would do something stupid, simply just do anything and everything to get attention.

being soft hearted, the party responded, but unfortunately for the bastard, he didnt get his demands, and then starts to threaten even more the other party.

this is so fucked up can, I can't believe such bastards really exist in Singapore. yes, our local country for god's sake. He is a DISGRACE to Men, he shld just promote from Boy to "Grandpa" (if you get what I mean) str8 away. why? cos hes really a goddamnmoronicfuckingbastardicasshole.

PS - when you don't get what you want, let it go, don't clung on to it and desire to Possess it.

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As Good As DEAD on 11:27 pm

29 January 2007 - Picture

how true.

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As Good As DEAD on 4:06 am

28 January 2007

why, why, WHY!! why does every auntie see me would say
Auntie - "oh such a young boy, are you from China?"
Me - "er no..I'm Singaporean (for god sake !@#$%)."
Auntie - "oh, you look abit China-like"

how China-like. they compared me and edmund, and they said they can see that edmund is obviously not from china, and he look decent. oh. my. god. decent, my ass. -_-

honestly, which part of me look like China? I don't like eastern culture that much, and I follow the western. china boy china boy =(((((
can you imagine, different aunties are trying to identify you and ask if you are from. China. for 1 week+ already..*Sigh*

and today is especially long..for some reasons.

this is getting crappy. I need to earn more $$ to buy my jacket/windbreaker and clothings.
whatever, I'm gonna end here.
I am no China Boy. I am no China Boy. I am no China Boy!!
k fine, I'm going insane. =

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As Good As DEAD on 5:42 pm

26 January 2007

I think I'm really cursed. I've got such rotten luck in 2007.

I got my pay today, it was $330, for 10 days, they pay by weeks, and so my other 2 days were held there. Feeling exuberant and all, when I saw no sight of my bicycle that was parked and locked, there was a 180 degree change in my mood. fucking pissed. yes, fucking, pissed.

earned $330, gave $100 to mum, kept $200 into my drawer to recover my expenses for holidays. $30 in my wallet. and I Lost $80 which is the bicycle. thank god it was a cheap and ordinary bicycle, because I thought of buying some $200 or $300 bicycle back then.

I got a nagging from my mum, and my dad isnt back yet currently, but I bet I gonna get more naggings after that.

anyway, new skin which was designed by alicia, feel free to post your comments on it. it looked kinda cool after all isnt it? heh.

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As Good As DEAD on 9:53 pm

26 January 2007

most people who are healthy and alive dun have the will to live.
most people who have terminal diseases usually want to live longer, and spend the rest of their lives to the fullest.

most people who are born with a silver spoon, and their parents are always not at home, hungers for parental care.
most people who are born in a poor family, gets family concern but they take it for granted, and they put money as their priority.

most students who are schooling right now would always say 'school sucks' and hope that time just flies and their exams are over.
yet those who are on a long holiday would miss school, getting together with classmates and friends. and now, without school, some would just be drifted apart.

what I'm trying to say is, most people (I classify it as Group A) take things for granted often, and they hunger for something they desire. yet to another group of people (Group B), the things they have are the ones Group A hungers for, and to Group B, they want something that Group A has taken it for granted.

we resemble a magnetic pole, having 2 ends, a North and a South. as we know the this theory, unlike poles attract - people always want something new. like poles repel - things they have, generally they take it for granted.

"A" have 'this', but wants 'that'
"B" have 'that', but wants 'this'

but a pity, in life we are unable to exchange the way of life.

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As Good As DEAD on 3:36 am

23 January 2007

working at swissotel gives me great surprises like almost every single day, all sorts of nonsense would come out.

workers there = good, better than many other working places out there. they are all nice people, be it young or old, male or female, they are all just nice. gossips are always shared. and OH, ytd in one of the rooms, some of the room attendants heard people ******* in a room, and it was said to be damn loud. and hell, one of my partner just heard it, and he kept making a nuisance by imitating the moanings. x_x!

before work today, winston and I were called into the office by one of the assistant manager, asking us this and that, whether we are comfortable with our job etc. and what, she asked me to shave my hair thats on my chin there. !@#$% NO WAY AM I GONNA SHAVE, but of cos I didnt tell her I dun wanna shave, but pouting away. I've never use a shaver in my life till now! laugh at me, I know -_-

today, my job was to throw some used towels to a 'blackhole' that leads to the laundry, and I need to start from 63rd floor, to 39th, floor by floor. 6 hrs, do this thing -_-" and all I did was throwing throwing and throwing. lol. at the 39th floor, one auntie left a bottle of green tea for me. see what I mean by, how nice they are.

3 more dayssss and I'm gonna get my payyyyyyyy. $33 x 12 = $396!! minus transport fees $3.20 x 12 = $38.40

I'm left with like, $357.60
better than nothing. but absolutely not enough. perhaps I shld work more =O

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As Good As DEAD on 10:59 pm

23 January 2007 Girls = Evil

perhaps this is nothing but the fact. take a look

for the female readers, if you see this, please dun curse and swear =)
right, this is plainly some of the girls, not all, all those who are reading this aint evil. except the one that sent this to me maybe LOLS. (right, its a girl who sent me this, guess who? haha)

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As Good As DEAD on 2:31 am

22 January 2007

I went a little late for work today, and these few days I made some observations, I realised certain things.

the MRT is still as squeezy and suffocating, most people who are sitting are sleeping in the train, probably becos its Lazy Monday, or for the adults, they did Naughty things till the wee hours. (like duh, oops?)


the MRT is already quite packed with people, and the next train will arrive like 2 or 3 minutes later (and of cos that train has lesser people), but as we know, TYPICAL Singaporeans, are known to be 'Kiasu' and they just board the train that is left with minimal amount of oxygen nonetheless.

why can't they just wait another few more minutes, and then board the other train that is more spacious and comfortable. right, it would still be packed no matter what, when we reach around Toa Payoh, but if you can be in the MRT comfortably like from Yishun to Toa Payoh, rather than being suffocated and 'molested' by the people there for the whole journey, which is of a better choice? you decide.

and I was getting out of City Hall, like many others do, and up the escalator, it was totally horrifying. its like a swarm of bees flying to get honey. as for me? no way, I'm always the last few that went up the escalator. the people are like, walking up on the escalator. for god's sake, honestly, if they wanna rush, why don't they bloody get out of their damn house earlier, take an earlier MRT, and need not go on a frenzy and rush for work.

wanna arrive on time, yet get out of house at a late time, then rush rush rush here and there, like theres a catastrophe coming and they are all evacuating like cockroaches running away from humans who are out to kill them.
-________-"

heres a lesson for you readers. if you are working in town areas, get up early and get your ass off the house to board an early train, and when you reach, you need not rush together with those lazy bums. dont ever make such excuses like
"its way too early, I won't be able to wake up on that time blahblah yadayada."

that sounds like you Hate working, and you work for the sake of money, and the factor 'Interest' is missing. if you hate working that much, give it up and dont earn the money then. stay and home and watch tv, lead a carefree life. for some, rotting lifestyle.

need money? just stretch your hands and say 'Money Purrrrrleaseeeeeeee' to your parents, like many spoiled kids do.
I may have taken money from my mother many times, for lunch, without a choice when I did not have a job yet. as for shopping, I would never ask anyone to pay for me, unless someone insisted, and no matter how I persuade, they wun let me pay (only my mother would do that, and I'm not gonna let it repeat)

I've been hoping to achieve this independence, like earning my own money, and not relying much on my parents. they got a life, and they need to spend for themselves, and since most are on groceries and daily products etc, they have not much left.

PS - I only have 1 word to describe most people that are working in Singapore.
Lazy.

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As Good As DEAD on 8:22 pm

21 January 2007

didnt went for work today, there was supposed to be some activities so I decided not to work, but late at night I received a sms saying it was cancelled, oh hell, and I stayed at home for the wholeeee day. imagine, doing nothing. ok la not nothing, but playing maple which is somehow a little sickening here and there.

I slept throughout the morning, and the afternoon, went active only at night since my MSN is only active at night. 1 person only though ~.~ lol.

but well, throughout this time, some things just went running through my mind, things that are not worth to think about maybe, like, why people and animals have so much differences and such, and why humans are the only living things that betray their own kind and such.

now one more factor that is making me ponder. Trust between people.
one of my friend, had another trust issue, like his game account got hacked by one of his close friends. now, its a very sad thing I know, and some may have different views, like
1) say my friend is silly for trusting the account to their friends.
2) all the fault lies to the hacker.

my own view? I can only say my friend trusted people too much, but the fault lies within the hacker. I tasted this experience before, its not the hacking that really disappoint people you know? its the Trust between friends, that they knew each other for a few years, and yet this thing happened. there was no evidence of that person hacking, but my friend knew it all.

and results are coming nearer day by day, I think I would get disappointing results. I just hope that day never comes (and I cant believe alicia CANT Wait for that day to come)

another thing, which is I'm getting my pay on friday. Yes, congrats to me, my first big pay ever in my life. and please dun ask me treat you guys lunch or watever (especially hj and alicia LOLS). I need to cover up my cost for my holiday expenses, and I dun even know if I can have the rest of the money to buy a jacket, and on second thoughts, a Badminton racket.
the price for badminton rackets dropped alot, like stock market suddenly drop like that. I'm so gonna throw away my old 1.

sigh..Life's still all that boring even when I go to work, though a little better, at least having the money and killing some time, and I realised I felt happier when I worked there, though it was odd jobs that people might despise or like say 'eewwwwwww'. the people there are very nice, and that alone would make my day. I cant wait for alvin and gang to come and work. the more the merrier, and more companions. heh.

and oh, listen to these craps (credits to alicia once again)
click here and here and here and here and here


these 5 are insanely hilarious, especially the last, and if u wan more, you can go http://mrbrownshow.com/

right, enjoy.

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As Good As DEAD on 11:49 pm

21 January 2007

just a casual post for today.

went to work today as usual, kinda boring..but its all for my savings. work was hell in the morning for me, some stuffs got stuck, and we need to pull this and that and this and that etc. watever man, you guys dun have to understand anything.

I just realised I havent been talking much on msn, practically theres nobody to talk to, maybe alicia, or occasionally, benny. the rest are just so off, and like offline totally, or people whom I dun really talk to. I'm just starting to hate MSN all of a sudden. lol.

went to steamboat after work, with my gaming frens whom I havent met for a year. 1 year, just ran that fast, can you imagine? but hell, they are still the same, as crappy as ever, and I loved it so much, heh.

these people are namely..alvin, kelly, youxu, ice, tammy, the rest are people I dun really know, but that was the few I talked to during that period. it lasted for 3 short hours due to all the nonsense we are all talking about. ohhhhh.

went home ard 10pm, with youxu and kelly, and as usual, I slept in the MRT. and I suddenly woke up from some dreams, and kelly actually said I looked "Dulan" when I just woke up. lolol.

thats just me, what can I do when I'm born with such small eyes, in addition to the glares, it looked murderous at times, even my work place, the leader said it looked somehow scary.

I'm just like that, so dont ask me to change or whatever. I love my eyes a lot =)

and just to take note..I realised I have mixed feelings and moods lately..despair can come anytime, joy may come from anywhere, rage can be forced out of nowhere. I'm starting to hate, Everything.

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As Good As DEAD on 12:58 am

20 January 2007 song - Muse - Starlight

hey people, I came across this song and I find it extremely nice. I don't know what may be your views, but try listening to it.

Artist - Muse
Song - Starlight

enjoy. click here

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As Good As DEAD on 12:55 am

19 January 2007 Funny Conversation

this post shall be..a lame post, but it requires a little bit of imagination. thanks to someone who started this nonsense. I changed the colour of the texts to let you guys have a better view. here goes.

ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
today
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
i was at the wet market
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
my auntie was buying the frog legs
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
then the fish monger
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
just killed 3 frogs LIVE
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
he grab them and whack their heads again the chopboard
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
then just like that chop off the weBbed feet
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
why the frog so stupid never leap
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
and skin it
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
dunno leh
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
i think
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
they also lan lan la
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
LOL
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
the cage inside those frogs
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
he open
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
they also no reaction one
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
i was thinking
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
maybe they were saying among themselves
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
-.-
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
'just get ready to die, it will happen sooner or later'
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
tom: 'aww jerry. it's your turn already..'
jerry: 'yeah lor. sian la. aiya. lazy run liao la.'
henry: 'see you in the other world..'
jerry: 'bye bye. come join me soon.'
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
FROGS HAVE NAMES
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
HAHA
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
IMAGINE LA LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
i think
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
crabs also another 1
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
Lorang 'i'm so gonna die soon...and becos we are tied, and we either run slow or cant run at all, we are bound to be dead..see the frogs beside us? they are so free, but they dun wan run...stupid right?'

Clang 'i think they know they will die sooner or later la..if not chopped off, means leap out then people accidentally step on it then *piak* flatten lor'

Lorang 'they no brains totally..sigh..anyway I'm gonna become Chilli crab soon..I think i will go to the underworld first..catch ya later yea?'

Clang 'I just hope I dun see you..being cooked as black pepper crab aint good afterall too..I just hope I can escape back to Florida Beach'

Lorang 'too bad we cant..oh well, they grabbed me, bye..........'

Clang '10 more min to be in this world..yea..please help me =( '
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
LOL
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
FLORIDA BEACH
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
WTF
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
LOL
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
IMAGINE
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
CORRECT?
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
IMAGINE LOR
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
LOL
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
LOL
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
THE FLORIDA BEACH IS
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
SO
ALICIA ; 12months xD [ DTRM ] says:
!@#$%
- Kelvin - // A.D.I.D.A.S \\ o7 Confession // coffee love, the butterfly, and a blue letter - says:
LOL

now you know how imaginative we are? I dunno if it appeals to be funny or lame to you people. but hell, this sure made me laughed, especially when she started the frog conversation. LOL!

oh well, cool eh? lols

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As Good As DEAD on 1:17 am

17 January 2007

ahhhh finally a day off today..no work = rot at home, or rather a rest this time round though I guess it would be boring.

and oh people, sorry if I didnt reply much these 5 days, I practically switched on my com trying to get online and chat a lil but ended up sleeping like a dead log, I might not catch any message. working is tiring, despite the short hours, being in a kinda dusty environment -_-

for this week, I only managed to save enough money to cover the cost of my spendings for the holidays. so practically this 1 week of work didnt pay off well..it was just to cover up my spendings afterall.

my 'not-quite-my-mother' (I suppose that person know who she is *ahem*) told me maybe to have a change of job, like popular or watever, they aint hiring =( . and then she mentioned adidas. ADIDAS !! if they wanna hire people, and if I really work there, I dun think I will earn any cent, becos everything just pays to the clothings and jackets there. oh god my mind is off track again.

I'm gonna continue reading already, come to think of it, its been a week since I got into reading. chiong ahhhhhhhhhh lol.

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As Good As DEAD on 9:54 am

14 January 2007

oh. my. god. I missed onlining so much, just because I didnt use my comp for a day, so desperate for it. rofl

my comp got formatted, due to some bloody problems like files missing in system32 and not being able to boot up properly etc. pissed, and sad =(
formatted only the C drive though, the other drive is still intact. but hell, so many things I need to reinstall and such, and my favourite links, information about my games / other blogs are all missing. great.
and I realised I forgot to transfer the pictures I had kept. but all those aint impt, but theres 1 particular in which I kinda treasure it..precious to me you know? *sigh* but its all gone..just because I forgotten it. dumb me.

worked for 3 days already, and its still doing fine. today after lunch had a short meeting with 3 assistant manager, mainly 1 being insignificant to me, 1 looking kinda pretty but with very piercing eyes, and 1 who is darn fat and being the speaker for the meeting
oh god I tell you, her english is bangala english.

"got any ploblem ah, they come tell talking to me ah then you get trouble" (that was merely a part of her lousy english, there was so much more I couldnt remember except the last sentence she said)

"ok go back yolk" (it was meant to be work)
yy winston edmund and I laughed our asses off when the meeting was over, and throughout the day we were like "lets get to yolk !", simply making fun of the english language. rofl

and my ez link card was supposed to be expired today, but it didnt for some reasons, perhaps last day? or..I dunno really. lol, but I'm certain its changing to adult fare if there really is a change. transport fares would cost me $3.20 per day just going to work. oh my god -_-

*sigh* I need to work until tuesday, at least before I could get any day off ~.~
but well, at least it beats rotting at home aint it, and got $_$ to buy my !@#$% hehe =D

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As Good As DEAD on 11:46 pm

13 January DNA Personality Test

hey guys..check this out..? click on the link below.
My Personal Dna Report

well, that maybe is what I am. accurate or not, test it yourself.

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As Good As DEAD on 2:14 am

12 January 2007 First day of work

I finally got a job after so long, and today I went to work (not counting yesterday's, where I went to pri sch to work temporarily), it was totally disastrous. a surprise that is, the disastrous thing is not at work, but on the way to work.

so I'm supposed to meet yuyang winston and edmund at 7.15am in admiralty mrt station. ended up meet ard 7.30 due to the god damn buses. this is where the disastrous started.

it was drizzling when I was still at home, and my dad went out of the house first, and I left 10 minutes after him. the shit thing about it is, the bloody moment I stepped out of my house, it started raining heavily, as though heaven was asking me to stay at home and not go to work. I didn't bother, and rushed out of my house without an umbrella (I find it a hassle to bring them) to the bus stop.

Half drenched there after I reached the bus stop, but my hair was all wet, so water just dripped here and there every few seconds..and the rain was still as heavy as before. the bus arrived later than expected, and it got me a little impatient as I was already late meeting the rest, in addition to the rain that kept hitting on me since I stood at the corner of the bus stop (it was packed with people).

I waited for roughly 15 minutes, and the bus arrived, people just rushed in, and I was the last few. this is where I got really pissed off, a maid who was carrying an umbrella, was behind me, and when we got in, she raised her umbrella high up, on top of me and closed it. guess what? those drops of water on the umbrella were all showered onto me.

my mind was plainly screaming "god dammit", just when I got a lil dryer, her umbrella got me wet once again. I stared at her for a moment, and let it go..you don't expect me to shout at her and say "LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE DAMMIT" do you? that would be so embarrassing.

thats not all. people were practically knocking onto each other, squeezing here and there! oh fuck, can't they just wait for another fucking bus?! grrrrr..Mornings. I Hate them, especially when its Raining when you are Forced to take the damn bus. can you imagine? just taking the bus alone already ruined my day.

reached admiralty station, and I thought I was the latest, but no, yy and winston came even later. I've got no idea why winston would be late, but yy was late cos of the damn bus that held max capacity.

but whatever, we took the train, and it was packed too. stopped at YCK becos of edmund having stomachache. luckily trains come fast in the morning becos Yishun there have support, so when edmund came back, we boarded a train that was rather empty. but as it travels, it gets packed again. I could hardly get hold of any oxygen, but the bus was worse.

so we reached city hall at last, and headed to the hotel straight. we are working as housekeepers (I know it looks kinda low class, if you despise me I don't give a fuck, its for the sake of my own savings), and we needed to register here and there, and go the housekeeping area, total up took us around half an hour. and briefing was given by a female assistant manager, she looked small, and shes kinda cute. lol. and it took us another 15 minutes, and then started working.

so the 4 of us got separated, and we started work. the people there rox man, they were more friendly than I thought, and that was a great relief, and working was made much easier xD

replacing the bedsheets, shifting of some mattress and sofas. that was roughly what I did, and it was kinda easy.

7 hours inside the hotel, 1 hour of lunch there, so worked for 6 hours. quite relaxing, becos when we finished work earlier than expected, we can slack. I slept for like 30 minutes back there LOL! =X

well, thats my first day of work, and people there are hilarious and extremely approachable. I think I'm gonna enjoy working there in the later days. xDDD

and oh, dammit, starting this sunday or next week, ez link cards are gonna be adult fares..and travelling would eat almost an hour of my work. =(

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As Good As DEAD on 5:52 pm

10 January 2007 - 10 Questions

1. What is more difficult for you?
Looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

first, I'm kinda autistic at times, and I dun really like to look in the eye.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
I hate thinking about such things, but well, some people are just fucked up with their stuffs.

3. You are on a flight from Bristol to KL with ur family non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?

tough..but maybe..huijie? alicia? or..

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you are going to die.
(1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
2 cases.
1) proudly announce that I'm gonna die soon, enjoying my last moment of life
2) tell no one and keep it to myself, I'm kinda oblivious anyway, so it doesnt make much a difference.

(2) What do you do with your remaining days?
say every lil thing to the person I really want to, that would be my happiest time?

(3) Would you be afraid?
as a matter of fact, everyone has to die one day, so perhaps get over it..notice something, people usually have the best time of their life when they are leaving Earth soon.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose?
No trust, no love
having love, dun mean anything when trust is absent.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?

most probably.
if I have the talent, boss fire, its his loss, and I believe I'm wanted if I have the talent (but no, I dun)
so which means, no talent, means a simple job, getting fired is no big deal.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or why not?
this question shldnt apply to pisces. but anyway, perhaps I will, just to be honest..and..having the trust


8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?
everything depends once again.


9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Will you do it?
grandmother. one year is nothing to me I swear, I would do it even if its 5 years, and during this one hour, I hope that it would be the time where everyone is able to say their final piece of words.


10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Read my profile =)

11. Does love = sex?
for bangalas, I suppose its the case. but hey, I'm no bangala, so what do you think? x)

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As Good As DEAD on 10:13 pm

10 January 2007

its so god damn tiring to travel back and forth to city hall for 2 days. my money got burnt once again. worse still, my card expires this sunday, and I need to change to adult card perhaps? god knows, but whatever.

went back to school in the afternoon, cant help but reminiscing sec 4 life..so much fun. went back to tech hub to look for a few people there, and then chatted awhile, its been long since I saw huijie and zul. lol.

we camped back in mac along with jingxiang, and coincidentally tong fen was there, and benghui came soon after, and after that, classmates went home, and I went to rui's house with bh and tf, since I still had time left, and had the intention of going home late anyway.

stayed there till 8+, was reading fictionpress all the while, and then home I go. ah shit, back to the boring moment, but well, gonna sleep early today, I've got work tml, Yayyyy.

ok fine, thats for 1 day only. maybe more to come, when I get any further notice from kky that is.

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As Good As DEAD on 9:59 pm

09 January 2007

oh my god, this few days are so boring caaaaaaaaaaan. ~.~

I was kind of dragged to hav breakfast with jason early in the morning..supposed to wake up at 5.25am..but I stayed throughout the night, knowing that I wouldn't be bothered to get off my bed when I sleep.

I spent the entire night searching for stories..and I found 1 kinda interesting? and the reviews seemed to be singing all sorts of praises to that story. oh my oh my..I guess I haven read up to the climax yet, long story ~.~

but anyways, I'm determined to finish the story by this week if I still have nothing to do. I guess I gonna continue reading it awhile more, hooked onto it. lol

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As Good As DEAD on 7:34 am

08 January 2007

oh my god, on my way home I saw a falling star *_* !! near admiralty primary that is.
it fell damn fast, so I saw it only for a second, and it was coincidental when I turned my head staring at the night sky.

I was tired from all the stuffs I've done these few days, but I'm quite certain what I saw was not an illusion. it was of blinding white with a thin light of orange and green at the sides, damn nice..


P.S - sometimes people love doing things that brings troubles for themselves. shld I just say its recklessness or..they are just pure dumb.

Update - OMG http://forums.ohgenki.com/general/express-cafe/bright-green-light-across-sky-surprises-many-singapore-119000.html
Credits to someone(is that fine now? lol) for the link.
so it wasn't an illusion afterall..cool isn't it? heh.

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As Good As DEAD on 1:30 am

07 January 2007

the chalet turned out to be not very exciting as it is. to simply put, its just some usual events that people would organise. everyone of them slept at night except me though..and valerie happened to woke up suddenly in the midnight.

we chatted for about an hour plus, so many stuffs regarding some people. and now I've realised, that life is just like a jigsaw puzzle..to know a person's true personality is not judge base on just what you see, because others might have seen what you may have not seen..

I've learnt to be aware of certain things afterall..though I told myself hard, that its not true because I didn't really saw everything with my own eyes, yet everything sounded quite convincing..

now I'm kinda perplexed about certain people. in simple terms, it just means that I'm given a jigsaw puzzle, and I had some pieces, while others had some other pieces too, and when the pieces joins up, a clue is given..and to find more pieces (which means to find out more about the people), we need to ask different people about that certain people's personalities.
(I hope it doesn't sound confusing)


it seems like I missed out many things back in school, how despicable some people could be, how petty, how they backstab their friends, etc.
perhaps after some incident, maybe I should be more aware and not just judge people with my own eyes..there are just so many stuffs sometimes that we, ourselves missed out about others. things aren't always that simple don't you agree?

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As Good As DEAD on 10:58 am

06 January 2007

year 2007, just within these few days, I'm given the hint that this year is an unlucky year for me.

probably because too many things arent running smoothly, troubles are stacking one after another.

1) sick, a lil cough plus a slight fever, which is giving me hell of a hard time, just the cough alone. thats trivial, fine.

2) job finding matters, heard that I could start the programming stuff in January, but now was told to wait for the call to come. wait till when? what if it never calls, and I gave up so many jobs my aunt recommended me just for that shit, now I'm starting to regret (whats the use right?), and my mum's nagging simply rubbed salt into the wound.

3) naggings are never ending, when I said do not mention some asshole in front of me, they would ask just what the hell is with me. when my dad ask some questions, he answered loudly and answered for the sake of answering, just because that asshole was busy with his games, and my dad didnt say anything. when I'm busy and answered 'hannah hannah' , I got scolded, damn badly. god damn.

4) I may have vented my anger on certain people, be it on purpose or accidental, like it or not its up to you, you don't have to say anything much less scold me back, sometimes people just cant understand.
I'm often the one withstanding all the rantings and even people vent their anger on, and I didnt really raise a voice. yet things dun happen the same when I'm the one kicking a fuss. like yea, never expect good things to happen the same to you always.
whenever I hear comments like my attitude sucks, they dun fucking use their brains to talk about themselves first.

and on saturday afternoon I'm supposed to go another chalet to enjoy myself. enjoy, my ass. I even had the tendency not to go now with all these stuffs that are annoying me the whole day. (thats if I didnt promise, but I did, so no choice).

in just mere 5 days, I got this kind of shit, year 2007, 'new year, new hopes' , utter bullshit. my mood somehow got better than afternoon yes, but nothing much changes. I only know nothing is going smoothly at all, and how am I gonna cope for the upcoming days? just what the fuck did I do to deserve all these. tell me.

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As Good As DEAD on 2:25 am

05 January 2007

great, now I'm losing my voice bit by bit, and I need to use a lot of strength just to talk. fucking sore throat.

and now I can hardly make calls to look for job vacancies. god dammit, asking help is of no use nowadays, really.

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As Good As DEAD on 3:41 pm

05 January 2007

my priceless book is gone now, flew to US..and I wonder when would we meet again. hahaha..but nonetheless, I still have the rest of the precious people I have in singapore.

and anyway..life's really getting boring, and I'm a lil pissed off that I actually had to wait for Wee's friend (Mr Samuel aka Catkiller) to call in before we have job to do.. ~.~
look, I SERIOUSLY need a job, if not I would bore my life out totally, rot.

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As Good As DEAD on 1:30 am

03 January 2007

2 and a half hours since I'm awake (woke up at 12 yes, I'm a lil sick). MSN was fucking dead, people who I chatted with everytime are off, except 1 but didnt talk. 1 more still sleeping or studying POA at home I guess. the rest simply just went off to school or get busy with work. Fuck.

I'm just hoping tmr I can find Wee as soon as possible and ask him get the job for us, plus visiting the teachers tml, and not forgetting my $150.

I spent all these time reading, but boredom still sinks into me, and to my amazement, nobody is free to go out, damn. so am I supposed to like go out and jog alone in this god damn weather or gym or stay put at home pacing in and out of my room. how cool.

this is getting sickening becos theres nothing I can do to get rid of this bloody boredom. SICK of games, and I mean it, sickening. just like you eat some stuffs too much, you get sick of it.

I can't wait to get out of my house to play, but alone, sucked big time. I guess I'm gonna sleep for the rest of the afternoon, till night maybe, then I might have some stuffs to keep myself busy.

Mornings and Afternoons are a pain in the ass.

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As Good As DEAD on 2:34 pm

02 January 2007

first post of the year 2007, but a short and sad post this time.

tomorrow onwards, shall be 'rotting season', friends going back to 'jail' and study. no more playtime, everyone is going offline in the morning and afternoon..etc etc.

what the hell can I do for these 2 or 3 months..lol.

and on thursday, someone's gonna fly to US and stay there permanently..*sigh* oh well I lost a priceless book, a good friend perhaps.

sometimes I'm really crazy into thinking that time would just rewind and rewind and rewind back to november and december..but no, reality is cruel, I can't dream of such stupid and childish things, just like Chinese Chess soldiers, we can only move forward, and not backwards.


PS - a reminder for myself. Time never stops, Time never backtracks, Time only moves forward. its 2007 now..wake up and look things ahead asshole o_O

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As Good As DEAD on 11:07 pm

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