06 January 2007
year 2007, just within these few days, I'm given the hint that this year is an unlucky year for me.
probably because too many things arent running smoothly, troubles are stacking one after another.
1) sick, a lil cough plus a slight fever, which is giving me hell of a hard time, just the cough alone. thats trivial, fine.
2) job finding matters, heard that I could start the programming stuff in January, but now was told to wait for the call to come. wait till when? what if it never calls, and I gave up so many jobs my aunt recommended me just for that shit, now I'm starting to regret (whats the use right?), and my mum's nagging simply rubbed salt into the wound.
3) naggings are never ending, when I said do not mention some asshole in front of me, they would ask just what the hell is with me. when my dad ask some questions, he answered loudly and answered for the sake of answering, just because that asshole was busy with his games, and my dad didnt say anything. when I'm busy and answered 'hannah hannah' , I got scolded, damn badly. god damn.
4) I may have vented my anger on certain people, be it on purpose or accidental, like it or not its up to you, you don't have to say anything much less scold me back, sometimes people just cant understand.
I'm often the one withstanding all the rantings and even people vent their anger on, and I didnt really raise a voice. yet things dun happen the same when I'm the one kicking a fuss. like yea, never expect good things to happen the same to you always.
whenever I hear comments like my attitude sucks, they dun fucking use their brains to talk about themselves first.
and on saturday afternoon I'm supposed to go another chalet to enjoy myself. enjoy, my ass. I even had the tendency not to go now with all these stuffs that are annoying me the whole day. (thats if I didnt promise, but I did, so no choice).
in just mere 5 days, I got this kind of shit, year 2007, 'new year, new hopes' , utter bullshit. my mood somehow got better than afternoon yes, but nothing much changes. I only know nothing is going smoothly at all, and how am I gonna cope for the upcoming days? just what the fuck did I do to deserve all these. tell me.
probably because too many things arent running smoothly, troubles are stacking one after another.
1) sick, a lil cough plus a slight fever, which is giving me hell of a hard time, just the cough alone. thats trivial, fine.
2) job finding matters, heard that I could start the programming stuff in January, but now was told to wait for the call to come. wait till when? what if it never calls, and I gave up so many jobs my aunt recommended me just for that shit, now I'm starting to regret (whats the use right?), and my mum's nagging simply rubbed salt into the wound.
3) naggings are never ending, when I said do not mention some asshole in front of me, they would ask just what the hell is with me. when my dad ask some questions, he answered loudly and answered for the sake of answering, just because that asshole was busy with his games, and my dad didnt say anything. when I'm busy and answered 'hannah hannah' , I got scolded, damn badly. god damn.
4) I may have vented my anger on certain people, be it on purpose or accidental, like it or not its up to you, you don't have to say anything much less scold me back, sometimes people just cant understand.
I'm often the one withstanding all the rantings and even people vent their anger on, and I didnt really raise a voice. yet things dun happen the same when I'm the one kicking a fuss. like yea, never expect good things to happen the same to you always.
whenever I hear comments like my attitude sucks, they dun fucking use their brains to talk about themselves first.
and on saturday afternoon I'm supposed to go another chalet to enjoy myself. enjoy, my ass. I even had the tendency not to go now with all these stuffs that are annoying me the whole day. (thats if I didnt promise, but I did, so no choice).
in just mere 5 days, I got this kind of shit, year 2007, 'new year, new hopes' , utter bullshit. my mood somehow got better than afternoon yes, but nothing much changes. I only know nothing is going smoothly at all, and how am I gonna cope for the upcoming days? just what the fuck did I do to deserve all these. tell me.
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