`Many Taught Me Sins and Rage, Several Taught Me Endurance, A Few Gave Me Light

31 January 2008 - 10 Weeks Holiday

exams are over, like at last. been waiting for it since dunno when, but I don't really find it a need anymore. unless perhaps its going out with my great buddies, and going out to work probably.

life's been good to me, with the many people around. exams are all manageable so far, aiming for a much higher GPA this time, to push my Sem 1 grade up.

felt damn excited, and messaged my buddies and beatrice right after the paper, and that I'm free at last ! and then continued smsing the rice, saying that she was so so bored, her school having some talk about stress, which is so secondary school style. lol. and hey, so sorry for not being able to entertain you, I got no jokes or any topics to discuss about. lol.

went Botak Jones with the following people today.
Terence Tan (The Metal Egg)
Kai Sheng (Mian Bao Chao Ren)
Wee Chuan (Water Closet)
Singlong (ShanDong Ren)
Wang Shuo (Olympic Boy)
Jie Sheng (Paddington Bear)
Karen (Jovial+Scary Mafia)
and Myself (Noob-cake-shit-rest)

8 people, a much enjoyable lunch. feels good whenever you mix with the certain people, I mean, they really add colours to life totally man. lol =)

and I've got news from my SP bros, theres job interview, like so fast omg lol. oh well whatever. job hunting, and cutting my damn hair. and then hunting for jacket and slippers.

Labels: school

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30 January 2008 - Worry for Maths

I see a need to worry for maths. went to school today and studied, and the past year papers were shockingly tough. I was so effing stressed up that I almost blew up. much of the stuffs werent on tutorials, and you had to twist here and there before you can understand what the hell is really going on.

but thankgod, its the last paper, so if I unfortunately (which would be quite possible this time round) screw the paper, I won't be worrying about any coming papers since this is the final one.

oh well, whatever it is ! put in my best, that would be all. I don't wanna see C or D grades for this semester. best is B+ or A. lol, like. dream on =.=

Labels: school, thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 6:58 pm

29 January 2008 - CPPB Down

1 last paper left, many people are getting all excited already. past few days were kinda ordinary, nothing out of the blue, thus the quietness in the blog.

CPPB paper today, quite a breeze, but there were a few mistakes here and there already. so there goes my A. lol.

Maths paper left, and I'm done. Botak jones on thursday with classmates, like damn ! waited so long, at last !

Decisions, set. but then again, let it be, I've done what I should have done. everything remains the same from here on.

pull the nose ring.

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 8:06 pm

24 January 2008 - No Backtracks

slept at 4 in the morning and woke up at some 11, and off to school to study. today, a lil quiet, cos theres only 3 people studying. some parts of chapter 13 for maths, and I'm halfway there now. studied till damn exhausted, and then off I went home.

2 more papers to go, and its time to party, breakdown, work, whatever you can think of.

I don't like to go against others' wishes, because I prefer easier routes., even if it doesn't go my way.

something I've done for like the first time, but yeah, memories are worth nothing when they are worse than trash.

Hate me.

Labels: school, thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 10:09 pm

23 January 2008 - Muse - Invincible

very interesting music video, very fantasy, but dont you think its some great work? and the song rox, muse is a great band.

Labels: topics and news

As Good As DEAD on 10:21 pm

23 January 2008 - ITM Down !

ITM Down ! 1 think I have to be proud of. most of the stuffs I studied damn hard on came out on the last section. WOOT ! can get a B I guess, no more worries for C or D

2 more to go, CPPB and Maths.

hellllllllll yeah~ freaking happy now that the most difficult 1 is DOWN !

P.S - and I heard people saying, how eager and nervous and excited and thrilled I was during the 10 minutes time looking paper (cannot do yet), cos I was so afraid I would forget my points on the spot. the 10 minutes took almost an eternity -.- lol. and that explains all my eagerness.

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 5:49 pm

22 January 2008 - 3 More to Go

IOC is down, and theres 3 more to go. next day is ITM which is so what the hell. well, IOC paper was kinda manageable, shld be able to score kinda well.

school is fun, cos theres loads of entertainment, though I always get bullied as the many of you can see. lol, but hey they are all nice people. haha

3 more papers to go, and down, and then... x)

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 9:50 pm

21 January 2008 - Think Before You Speak

its fucking irritating when you know certain things that are absurd. if you think, you are so great and that you can offend a group of people, up to you. its your loss

watch your bloody words, whenever you speak and whatever you do, people are watching. up till now if you can never realise, where you've gone wrong. good luck to you.

not trying to say I'm a perfectionist, and that I'm flawless, but theres hell loads of flaws in you.

and if you don't even know I'm talking about you. all the best man. joker.

Labels: rantings

As Good As DEAD on 7:08 pm

21 January 2008 - 1 Day and Counting

1 more day to the start of exam. for people like alicia, its already today that it started.

I believe everyone worked hard for their modules, especially IOC. ITM...I dunno, I'm not working hard enough for myself actually. I'm so dead so to speak.

CPPB and Maths as well, these 2 are so gonna kill me. These few days shall be full-time mugging already. not much time to slack around. CC DUN ASK ME DOTA LIAO PLEASE ! LOL

ok, thats about it. time to sleep, and continue mugging mugging in school later on at 11am or so.

good luck to those who deserve them. I wonder if I deserve it actually. ok I do, you all have no say. hahaha.

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As Good As DEAD on 2:22 am

18 January 2008 - ITM SUCKS

ITM SUCKS ITM SUCKS ITM SUCKS ITM SUCKS ITM SUCKS

ok, I give up, I can hardly memorise and store anymore info into my brains. I've forgotten alot alot of stuffs and now I'm very into IOC actually.

guess I'm gonna screw ITM real bad. x_x

Labels: rantings

As Good As DEAD on 5:23 pm

17 January 2008 - American Idol

sometimes, watching TV really makes one laugh, especially when people make a fool outta themselves like American Idol.

HOWEVER, my main point for this post, not about people making a nuisance of themselves, but rather, someone treating Simon like G - O - D

play this video, listen to the song..last contestant of the day, but freaky, this man is miraculously, creepily crazily in love with Simon.

enjoy the video, watch every part of it and laugh your ass off.

Labels: just for laughs

As Good As DEAD on 11:59 pm

16 January 2008 - 6 Days to Exam

6 more days to exams, and the fire is catching up to everyone's asses, getting all nervous already. past few days in school, many have been studying in school and at home for IOC or other modules. its practically screwing people upside down, and Ken Lee even mentioned that, 70% of the whole cohort who took the test paper failed, it startled me, but thank god I'm among the handful who survived.

Quite a few in my class did well, and I'm glad for them. most of the guys did well, and theres terence and donald and jiesheng etc who always do better than me in terms of IOC. (ok perhaps I'm just an average student)

whatever it is, I'm a lil anxious towards the exam, since theres quite a few things I still couldn't grab the concept of whats going on.

To my class / DCP people who are reading this pls note:
For stereochem, you are advised to use the SECOND METHOD for identifying the compound whether it is identical or enantiomer, because FIRST METHOD IS NOT ACCURATE.

it was proven during the break lesson, when kaisheng went to ask, and we realised there was one where the First Method couldn't work out, but the Second Method works and thus we were told to use the Second Method to do such questions.

Its damn interesting when you study with the right people, have fun with them and blahblahblah, you know..its so damn thrilling even sometimes.

yesterday, there was some formal presentation for half of our class people, and they were all dressed up very formally, and we crapped things like

"omg you look like some agent from some cheating company"

or perhaps, something like.

"GOSH, PADDINGTON CEO !!" (right, thats obviously referring to jiesheng. lol.)

and look what happens when you are dressed untidily, when you're supposed to wear formal.

(uploaded with granted permission)
now, what do you classify this kind of man? lol.
many burst into laughter of course, since its kinda hilarious at that point of time. but no hard feelings since its all nonsense. heh.

haha whatever it is, hope that their presentation did well, and then comes examinations and everything..and then exams over, and then time to find extra cash out there.

P.S- someone loves that pillar spot at the mrt platform there hell lot. LOL ! I bet you know who you are ! hahaha. tomorrow last chance to meet you, and then after no more already =(

P.P.S - school tomorrow ! but will have lesser people coming, so half the fun is gone. sighhhh. but still, I love ~~schooling~~ crapping

Labels: just for laughs, school

As Good As DEAD on 8:07 pm

14 January 2008 - Laughters Again

school's great, im loving it each day whenever i'm hanging out with ks and gang, the lot of crappy gang. though much nonsense comes from me, from the lamest to the funniest jokes, its enjoyable having a good laugh.

studying mood is still kinda there, i think i'm kinda hooked on IOC even. thats like, so cool? lol. for those who are still catching up slowly, pace yourself a lil, work more especially terence lol. stop whining you got no mood for this and that. buck up your ass and just try and do the revision papers. they will benefit you ultimately.

dinner with CC alvin winston and zhenjie at causeway after school. been quite long since i saw the last 2 guys there since they are in NP, not much changes, and its more like secondary school times..kinda missed it, at least thats some past worth remembering.

here i am blogging for roughly 10 minutes, a break and all. gonna study again soon. maths is stressing me up, and i know i needa put in a lot more effort into that.

envy the smiles they have, because its priceless.

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 8:22 pm

13 January 2008 - Work on it

the motivation to study comes and never go. its time to get serious and do some proper revision. not gonna spend so much time idling and playing away. its useless and redundant at this point of time.

but of course, study is a must but then again, theres always time for breaks.

study hard guys, if you didnt do well for tests, then work harder for this major one. dun act like a bitch or a baby whining around saying you can't make it. what matters most is.

you put in your best effort. that will do.

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As Good As DEAD on 4:25 pm

12 January 2008 - Friends

I'm going to post my blog again as from today on.

thoughts sorted out, no use harping on things since I know I've tried my best and that things may have screwed up badly but still, at the end of the day I gotta accept it.

perhaps I'm dependent, and that I need friends around me all the time to fill me in, keep me occupied. like Terence always say, "life goes on"

I just wanna thank, everyone whos been there around me all this while, especially those few, I really appreciate what all of you have done. I don't have to mention names, cos they know who they are. x)

and there again, my buddies are still the best, and some close friends. thanks a million.

Labels: random, thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 10:20 pm

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