`Many Taught Me Sins and Rage, Several Taught Me Endurance, A Few Gave Me Light

30 July 2009 - Juvenile

Try to think the world owes you.
Try to think like its never your fault in every single thing.
Try to mumble like only you got irritated.

Try to grow up. I don't Fucking owe you any shit.

Labels: rantings

As Good As DEAD on 6:01 pm

27 July 2009 - Belated Celebration for ZH

Here comes...the details ! let the pictures do the talking.

Waiting for bus, Bros fooling around (KKY, Me, ZH, Jason)

and another one.

Tong fen + Benghui (HAHA BOTAK =X)

Perfect couple

Perfect..sisters? yeah

I can't remember what was below that was so interesting.

Daiso stuffs. snacks, hand grips, and whatnot.

Dinner at Aston (Sembawang Shopping Centre)
it has a good scenery outside. the food taste normal, but I like that ambiance.

My dinner

Wanru's dinner

Jason's Dinner

ZhenHong's dinner. LOL @ the fried chicken with two biggie eyes

now with a smile. hahaha

Benghui's Dinner

candid

purposely block KKY's face ! LOL

me + tongfen + wanru = ? ok I dunno

Birthday cake after dinner

lol @ the lighter

19 Candles !

Birthday song and wishes

LOL !! If the cake's alive, it would probably scream.

Cutting the cake...

and....tongfen's camera battery died. LOL

Labels: birthdays, hanging out

As Good As DEAD on 12:33 am

26 July 2009 - Outing With Budds

after not seeing everyone for 3 months, I finally had a chance to meet them up for a simple hangout...and I was glad to see that they are all doing very fine.

saving the details for now..

I-Need-A-Break

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 2:22 am

23 July 2009 - The Way Things Work

is simply fucked up. it gets more and more suffocating. there are times where I really can't take it lying down.

I can never get an answer no matter how many whys I've asked myself.

Heartless..

Labels: rantings

As Good As DEAD on 6:11 pm

22 July 2009 - Locker's Joke 2

another locker joke for the day. same people. (Locker joke 1 is found here)

sharing of lockers can really make one laugh. especially when it requires 2 coins to lock it up. 2 guys today, each having a coin, shared a locker.
one of them put the coin in, closed the locker and tried to lock, and turned the key repeatedly, pondering why it couldn't be locked.

truth is...the second coin was not even inserted yet, how can it be locked ?!
and that blur blur facial expression was pwnage. RIGHT SAM?! HAHAHA

Labels: just for laughs, school

As Good As DEAD on 12:48 am

20 July 2009 - ZhenHong's Birthday

spending in his army camp celebrating his birthday probably for the day? heh. wanna wish Happy Birthday to this bro of mine.

Cant wait for Saturday and forget about every little sickening stuffs

Labels: birthdays

As Good As DEAD on 10:50 pm

19 July 2009 - The Date That Once Filled The Hollowness

this day is probably a special date, a date that simply filled that hollowness. the joy, happiness and tears that was once shared. everything.

once on this very date, You showed me the bright side of life, and set a flame in the heart that I thought would never die.

Maybe it had died off, or is it only dying off, I have no idea.
I'm hoping the flame would light once again...but is it possible? I've always asked myself.

perhaps..all good things come to an end

and the souls and the mind will never meet each other again.

"youmademyday" werethemagicwordsIreceivedonthisveryspecialdatethatchangedmylifethoroughlyanditisafactIwillnotdeny

Labels: memories

As Good As DEAD on 2:25 am

15 July 2009 - New York x2

Dinner at New York at Jurong Point in celebration of Bro's Bday

The Kickass and The Badass

its nice to have a big hangout once in a while, joke, laughing and enjoying ourselves throughout. and I didn't know I could organise this outing that easily. Everyone damn ON, probably made my life easy. great to have such people.

Looking forward to a Saturday now ! DA-SAO ! MAY YOUR PLAN WORKOUT PERFECTLY ! I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

Labels: hanging out

As Good As DEAD on 8:53 pm

13 July 2009 - Drift

perhaps its like what we thought.
a pity that we have drifted apart.

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 8:14 pm

13 July 2009 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY CC !

can't help but gotta agree how time flies, it seemed like my birthday was only few days back which was actually bout 5 months ago. and now, its my bro's bday today.

Happy Birthday CC !
lets rock on Tuesday.

Labels: birthdays

As Good As DEAD on 1:26 am

11 July 2009 - Speed and Stamina (2.4km)

I jogged 2 rounds around Woodlands Circle, and timed myself. I jogged without stopping for a second and the time totaled up to 14 bloody minutes.

can anyone tell me the perimeter of Woodlands Circle? because if 1 round is less than 1.2km, I will be failing GOD DAMN TERRIBLY.

Speed and Stamina - seems like I need to train both.

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 11:12 pm

09 July 2009 - Locker Jokes

have you ever tried using those 40 cents locker outside when you go to the gym or swimming? well, few days back..there were 2 jokes straight in a row. three of us were there at that time. we used 2 lockers and this was what happened.

Samuel - put stuffs inside, insert 40 cent coins, twisted the lock and took the key out.
HE FORGOT TO CLOSE THE LOCKER AND JUST TOOK THE KEY OUT! LOL !!

Donald + Me - shared 1 locker, and Donald put his stuffs inside first. inserted 20 cent. I put my stuffs in after that and went into the gym. after working out, as we approached the locker..I was waiting for him to open the locker, and vice versa. surprisingly, we didn't lock the bloody locker ! and WTF?! was our next sentence. lol

but I guess sam's 1 is funnier..I mean..thats something I doubt anyone came across before? =\

Labels: just for laughs, school

As Good As DEAD on 10:34 pm

07 July 2009 - Making Me Feel Better

just when I thought, how stressful I got, over school stuffs, frustrated and pissed with the fact that I did way below standard for MST.

one who had been through what I'm going through now told me now that she is going through something even tougher and hectic. its simply wake up and go to office and work, and then go home and continue working for her. its non stop.

I don't know if I should sympathize with her or thank her for telling me I'm not in dire straits. but still, nothing can change the fact that I feel extremely vexed. adding on to my own personal matters, it can weigh me down easily.

End of Week 14, faster come, then I will only have to entertain past year papers.

but afterall, I decided to say. Thanks alot alicia =)

Labels: rantings, school

As Good As DEAD on 11:45 pm

07 July 2009 - Test Papers _|_

I screwed my maths paper, badly. I've got only 73 while the rest got 80s and 90s. dammit. and theres so much so much shit to do still. bahhhhhhh.

Update Tuesday: I practically did badly for every single thing. I feel so useless for making careless mistakes and killed myself. now I'm worse than an average student.

Chapter18ismydeterminationandendurance

Labels: rantings, school

As Good As DEAD on 1:24 am

05 July 2009 - Revenge of The Fallen

went to watch transformers with Don and WC at Lot 1 ytd, and I must say its really action packed..but the plot and the storyline is abit messed up somehow.

overall, it was still great though, and like so many people said how hot Megan Fox is and all, ok maybe thats another reason why people shld watch (for guys only I guess)
so alicia ! this movie is still good, not as sucky as you said.

time to get busy with......stupid stuffs

Labels: hanging out

As Good As DEAD on 1:56 pm

04 July 2009 - Hope, Faith, and Love

and that Love (for the people around us) is the most important. placing just Faith and Hope, isn't enough. Love plays a part too..and in fact..the greatest part.

and I guess that is why its called
The Greatest Gift

Labels: memories, thoughts

As Good As DEAD on 3:24 am

03 July 2009 - MST Over

and at last, the god damn MST is over (screwed almost all the papers though, in fact..all, mostly due to carelessness)

for the whole week, I haven't really been sleeping well. its 4am, 4am and 4am. monday to friday. it was exhausting, because I really cannot focus well. damn it all.

whatever it is, MST over is a good thing, but assignments and whatnot, all toppling down already. bahh...

IhavealwaystoldmyselfthatIjusthavetoendurenomatterhowtoughthisrouteisbecausethingsshouldntbeanyworsethanthisanymore...

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 8:02 pm

The Cursed

Kelvin Yeo (Mista Badass)
Up till 19.
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But do you understand its language?
The Mirror-Effect Guy
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