26 June 2007 - No Mood for Studies
I just realised that once I returned home from school, the very first thing would always be entering my room, and switch on my computer (seriously, I think if don't use comp at home I would die). next? open some programs, and bathe, then sleep.
a standard routine, tv at 7pm (unless I overslept) for 1 hour and then back to my computer. I dun really understand why but, theres this habit of me of not studying at home AT ALL. back in school just now, I was so eager to do all these and that, asked this and that, and even copied some stuffs I couldn't catch up and then ask later.
back at home, its the contrary. stacks of papers still in my bag, revision papers left unattended and all. Test. is. just. tomorrow.
*kelvin you really suck big time for being so lazy even at the day before the test, if you score badly, you would regret not studying again, and then whine.*
thats something very predictable. but whats the use, even if I go take those stacks of paper, its plainly staring at them, and the brain doesn't function. home is really a place I can't study. don't ask me why, the reason is simple. surroundings alone is much enough to distract me.
theres 2 topics tomorrow for the module, Chemical equilibrium and Redox. theres this stress I had put to myself, that is I need to maintain my score, be the few top scorer. reason being, I dun wanna see such a drastic drop of grades, and let others hav this thinking
"his first test was done so brilliantly, and this test he got like what? just pass or? he cheated in the first test or something I guess?"
great. theres stress, yet I kept whining I dun wanna revise. theres nobody I can blame except myself.
Tomorrow, that 3 hours, is all I had left for studying.
P.S- some things, its not a matter of whether I'm pissed or what, I simply hate scoldings or strict orders in which I dislike from anyone, which turns me off totally. Left handers are known to be God Damn Stubborn, or maybe way more Rebellious. No one owes me anything, but when I'm pissed, get the hell away from me.
a standard routine, tv at 7pm (unless I overslept) for 1 hour and then back to my computer. I dun really understand why but, theres this habit of me of not studying at home AT ALL. back in school just now, I was so eager to do all these and that, asked this and that, and even copied some stuffs I couldn't catch up and then ask later.
back at home, its the contrary. stacks of papers still in my bag, revision papers left unattended and all. Test. is. just. tomorrow.
*kelvin you really suck big time for being so lazy even at the day before the test, if you score badly, you would regret not studying again, and then whine.*
thats something very predictable. but whats the use, even if I go take those stacks of paper, its plainly staring at them, and the brain doesn't function. home is really a place I can't study. don't ask me why, the reason is simple. surroundings alone is much enough to distract me.
theres 2 topics tomorrow for the module, Chemical equilibrium and Redox. theres this stress I had put to myself, that is I need to maintain my score, be the few top scorer. reason being, I dun wanna see such a drastic drop of grades, and let others hav this thinking
"his first test was done so brilliantly, and this test he got like what? just pass or? he cheated in the first test or something I guess?"
great. theres stress, yet I kept whining I dun wanna revise. theres nobody I can blame except myself.
Tomorrow, that 3 hours, is all I had left for studying.
P.S- some things, its not a matter of whether I'm pissed or what, I simply hate scoldings or strict orders in which I dislike from anyone, which turns me off totally. Left handers are known to be God Damn Stubborn, or maybe way more Rebellious. No one owes me anything, but when I'm pissed, get the hell away from me.
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