11 October 2009 - Drastic Change
sometimes, shit happens. in a light mood feeling relaxed and easy, there are certain things which can suddenly cause a drastic change.
I asked myself, why is it so unfair sometimes?
there are few delightful things which I can't throw, and loads of heavy boulders that I can't get rid of. can I have a brainwash? yeah, FML with that thought, unless I get into some accident and get amnesia then yeah, an indirect brainwash. in exchange of not being able to remember that few things to be happy about, I can actually not dwell on much more things.
as I read one of my friend's blog, describing life to be like a game of chess, I thought for awhile, and yes I agreed. because in life, we gain some, we lose some. in order to win in a game of chess, sacrifices can't be avoided, and thus have to be made.
out of the many pawns in the chess, in order for a few to advance, the rest needs to be eliminated in order to achieve the objective. so in other words, it has become a matter of who is to be the one advancing, and who are the ones to be sacrificed.
as each day comes closer, I get more frustrated, even though it's just a mere 4 months+ because I'm much busier than I usually am now, and that I have to plan my time perfectly, just like planning a strategy for chess.
my thoughts need to be clear, or rather I must not be careless somehow.
I know I won't have an answer to my question, but I'm a forever a fool who carries faith and hope.
I asked myself, why is it so unfair sometimes?
there are few delightful things which I can't throw, and loads of heavy boulders that I can't get rid of. can I have a brainwash? yeah, FML with that thought, unless I get into some accident and get amnesia then yeah, an indirect brainwash. in exchange of not being able to remember that few things to be happy about, I can actually not dwell on much more things.
as I read one of my friend's blog, describing life to be like a game of chess, I thought for awhile, and yes I agreed. because in life, we gain some, we lose some. in order to win in a game of chess, sacrifices can't be avoided, and thus have to be made.
out of the many pawns in the chess, in order for a few to advance, the rest needs to be eliminated in order to achieve the objective. so in other words, it has become a matter of who is to be the one advancing, and who are the ones to be sacrificed.
as each day comes closer, I get more frustrated, even though it's just a mere 4 months+ because I'm much busier than I usually am now, and that I have to plan my time perfectly, just like planning a strategy for chess.
my thoughts need to be clear, or rather I must not be careless somehow.
I know I won't have an answer to my question, but I'm a forever a fool who carries faith and hope.
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