`Many Taught Me Sins and Rage, Several Taught Me Endurance, A Few Gave Me Light

30 November 2008 - MST MST MST

MST MST MST MST MST MST MST MST MST MST IS SO KILLING ME.

STRESSED !

As Good As DEAD on 2:23 pm

28 November 2008 - Four Brothers, Tallest's Birthday

its been very very very very very very very very very long since I made picture posts, and because today is our youngest yet tallest brother's birthday, this post is more of how my blog should be x)

went to suntec city and strolled aimlessly at first, looking for a place to eat, and after a long decision, we ate at pepper~~dinner~~lunch. it was dinner time though. food photos were not taken. and off we went outdoors after the dinner, and hanged around.

First Picture, Camera light testing (with flash) Alvin [left] and CC [right]

and without flash (dont ask me why they are laughing away)

weirdos stare

to the left to the left, Alvin got left out LOL.

and I got too excited, ran off to fetch my phone before the self-timer stopped

2nd try. Alvin, Matthew aka Birthday Boy, Me, CC

to the left to the left again

and to the right right side

and the centre with an excellent bus background, a formal photo.

Donuts rocks.

Number 8

Yet another 8

and together, we are 88

my donut, and please, the black thingy you see on my thumb there, is not chocolate, its my birthmark !

peeping Alvin

I dunno what happened to him.

Ordinaries

Mirror Image

err..better colour perhaps?

Final images

Guess the two? lol.

simple, yet a fun day. fun and laughter never dies off whenever we hang out. such carefree people, and they influenced me. heh.

and so, MATTHEW
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY !! ALCOHOL IS LEGAL NOW ! xD

Labels: birthdays, hanging out

As Good As DEAD on 5:24 pm

27 November 2008 - Tongfen + Kweh's Bday

2 person's birthday today, short wishes for you

Happy 19th Birthday to Tongfen !! May your wishes come true and hope you are coping well in Uni

Happy 18th Birthday to Kweh JingXiang, smoking is legal from now on? LOL. give you 'respect' as birthday present if you want. heh.

Labels: birthdays

As Good As DEAD on 3:12 am

25 November 2008 - Double The Fire

I was very pissed with myself when I couldn't do my tutorial today, because firstly, I thought for quite awhile but was still stuck, secondly when I saw the solution it was so easy to the extent that I have to be damn pissed. Thirdly, I keep thinking about that question, and the more I thought of it the more I got pissed off, and I felt extremely distracted from then on, thus the change of my mood, disastrous

I wouldn't really mind if people keep making fun of me, hurling insults (be it for real or jokingly) if I'm in the usual casual mood, but when I'm so distracted, and I get further disturbance I really hate it, because the tolerance is much shorter.

But who the hell bothers, its not like anyone would cares about it, sometimes I just have to put it off a little as well, instead of stirring up troubles, I might as well stay at a corner and calm myself bit by bit, till I can forget about it.

Labels: rantings, school

As Good As DEAD on 5:16 pm

23 November 2008 - Begone Hectic Week !

YES !! THE HECTIC WEEK IS OVER !

My work is done !! more or less that is. I finally have the time to like, rest and whatnot. but theres still MST to come which is -__-!! this is gonna screw me up sooner or later because if I don't start the revision, there goes the 10 and 30%s

I'm kinda afraid of screwing the MST up actually. I've got no confidence in ANY module now, because I realised I tend to get very careless when it comes to workings. arghhhh !

The days in school were boring, but at least its still those can-live-with-it type. and this blog is like getting worse day by day. collecting dust already.

Studying to be done soon. AND I'M EXHAUSTED.

I've lost the touch and the feel in just 2 weeks, I need to practice more, in order to be better and not deteriorate

Labels: school

As Good As DEAD on 9:53 pm

16 November 2008 - Accumulated Work

theres loads of things to do, and so I'm only trying to catch up little by little. I've realised my blog goes more and more boring, with lacks of updates and whatnot.

well, maybe a few weeks later, when things get lively again.

A LEVEL STUDENTS CONGRATS SOON !! ITS OVER AND DONE WITH IN JUST 2 MORE DAYS

Labels: random

As Good As DEAD on 9:45 pm

13 November 2008 - Barking Non Stop

I can never understand the mess that I always got into, or rather, people put me into. all the common things people do is not only whining, but BARKING around thinking they own the world. I simply can't stand those kind of people.

if they always think they are that great, maybe you should think over it again. throughout these weeks, I've been putting all the frustrations aside and just bear with it but surprisingly, I realised I just couldn't stand the way how things work at times because it accumulated every single time.

Assumptions are always made, never a time are there reminders, the tone that spoke simply pisses off the people around. and of course, blames are always pushed.

through all these stuffs, I realised I needed to grind on my own, stand with my own feet, survive on my own during critical times, because I can't rely on people too often. no, let me rephrase it, I can't rely on certain people, and I bet a few more others feel the same.

I've not been posting any harsh words for my blog since dunno how many donkey periods, and I'm trying not to, because I don't wanna lose control of myself.

but yet, I've no tolerance towards absurd attitudes, and because the limits have sometimes pushed too far, I've to make my stand clear and return the absurdity. there is no point in asking how it feels when the harm is already been done many times.

Dogs that often bark, are never Good Doggies. They sure are wild, and thats why they seriously bark non stop

and lastly, if one day those smiles I see and hear often are robbed away, the culprit is obviously asking for trouble big time.

Labels: ANGER, rantings, school

As Good As DEAD on 2:34 am

10 November 2008 - Intensity

things will get busier as it is from this week on, schoolwork, gym, training and whatnot. I feel that I'm lacking out in some modules already..like plant design and bioanalytics..especially plant design, its a very tough module. I don't know whether I should be thankful that that module is not a core module or not.

during lecture today, someone messaged me, not someone I really know of, until I asked further. my phone number leaked again. I don't really like the fact that my number gets passed around without my consent now thanks to a long ago incident..but fortunately, at least its not someone who would actually scare the !@#$ out of me.

imagine your phone number gets passed around without knowing, then 1 annoying bugger haunts you all day long...lol. that one time experience had horrified me much, thats why I don't wanna experience a second time.

staying back tomorrow for practical preparations again. work is piling up pretty much. I guess I have to manage my time better now. time to do abit of work, and then rest.

Labels: random, school

As Good As DEAD on 11:24 pm

07 November 2008 - Clinton AKA - (RK's) Birthday

A mini cake for a celebration

clinton the birthday boy

cake distribution

A night birthday celebration with my sec sch friends. it was a short and quick but a very meaningful one. he's like a brother to all of us.

Happy 18th Birthday RK (he has God str) lol.

Note: post date editted to bday, though this post was made on a saturday midnight.

Labels: birthdays, hanging out

As Good As DEAD on 11:59 pm

4 November 2008 - Good Luck to A LvL Students

been days since the last post from here. nothing much happened recently, but I was distracted by certain matters that got me a little frustrated.

the first day of November was definitely great, because I hanged out with BH and gang. I would want more of such outings again..

and as we all know, A Level has already started..and some of my fellow friends are working hard on it.
To Huijie, Jason, Beatrice, ZhenHong, Zul, Sebastian Ho

Good luck for your A lvls =)

The WANTED Day.

Labels: random, wishes

As Good As DEAD on 2:55 am

The Cursed

Kelvin Yeo (Mista Badass)
Up till 19.
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But do you understand its language?
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