12 May 2009 - When Good Things Gone Bad
Rage hits again.
How long has it been since then.
Time would reveal everything?
What the FUCK was I really waiting for all these while?
For something that NEVER HAPPENS.
Until now, not even a word.
What is the meaning of this Shit.
Talk about values that were learnt.
I'll throw them all.
Courage to face, to confess, its all BULLSHIT.
As of today, I realised its all the same, no difference at all.
You chose to keep reasons and leave guesses, whats the difference between you and the rest then.
Blame it on myself, for putting too much Faith on the wrong person again.
At least if the Truth is known, the nerves wouldn't snap that bad.
Update:
When people get angry, they tend to lose sight of the better side of things, but it also means that its the limit that they can handle. so perhaps, I've failed to control myself in handling my own matters
How long has it been since then.
Time would reveal everything?
What the FUCK was I really waiting for all these while?
For something that NEVER HAPPENS.
Until now, not even a word.
What is the meaning of this Shit.
Talk about values that were learnt.
I'll throw them all.
Courage to face, to confess, its all BULLSHIT.
As of today, I realised its all the same, no difference at all.
You chose to keep reasons and leave guesses, whats the difference between you and the rest then.
Blame it on myself, for putting too much Faith on the wrong person again.
At least if the Truth is known, the nerves wouldn't snap that bad.
Update:
When people get angry, they tend to lose sight of the better side of things, but it also means that its the limit that they can handle. so perhaps, I've failed to control myself in handling my own matters
As Good As DEAD on 7:00 pm
11 April 2009 - Hypocrites, Sarcasms
There are some things, that really make me laugh, especially when people think they are damn great, like they own the world or something.
two types of people I know all along
1) the funky people, who can take jokes and make funny faces with each other
2) hypocrites, with words full of sarcasm, and they think they are great
I ain't got the time to entertain pussies, thats why I can't be bothered at all. they don't deserve any pity. neither do I need anything from the likes of such people. I don't know why they think they are so great as though the world revolves around them, seriously like "SOOOOOOOOOO WHAT?!". they shorten lifespans totally.
If this fact cannot be accepted, then just Fuck off. dun be a pussy and go around throwing tantrums on others. if people have to be lenient just because one is pissed with small little fucking matters, then I can simply tell you all - Go sleep and don't ever wake up, because you can make your own rules in your own dreamland.
phew, enough of rantings.
and oh, before I forget, I believe my father's words. people without respect for their parents really are people who can't last long in our lives
two types of people I know all along
1) the funky people, who can take jokes and make funny faces with each other
2) hypocrites, with words full of sarcasm, and they think they are great
I ain't got the time to entertain pussies, thats why I can't be bothered at all. they don't deserve any pity. neither do I need anything from the likes of such people. I don't know why they think they are so great as though the world revolves around them, seriously like "SOOOOOOOOOO WHAT?!". they shorten lifespans totally.
If this fact cannot be accepted, then just Fuck off. dun be a pussy and go around throwing tantrums on others. if people have to be lenient just because one is pissed with small little fucking matters, then I can simply tell you all - Go sleep and don't ever wake up, because you can make your own rules in your own dreamland.
phew, enough of rantings.
and oh, before I forget, I believe my father's words. people without respect for their parents really are people who can't last long in our lives
As Good As DEAD on 1:32 am
14 March 2009 - Dramatic Life
my life gets a little too dramatic at times. its even more exaggerating than movies.
my life, is like a straw. if you dont get what I mean, then let me simplify it. when you need to drink something with a straw, what the fuck do you do?
once again, the Soul is lost. its not once, but twice.
my life, is like a straw. if you dont get what I mean, then let me simplify it. when you need to drink something with a straw, what the fuck do you do?
once again, the Soul is lost. its not once, but twice.
As Good As DEAD on 1:34 am
13 November 2008 - Barking Non Stop
I can never understand the mess that I always got into, or rather, people put me into. all the common things people do is not only whining, but BARKING around thinking they own the world. I simply can't stand those kind of people.
if they always think they are that great, maybe you should think over it again. throughout these weeks, I've been putting all the frustrations aside and just bear with it but surprisingly, I realised I just couldn't stand the way how things work at times because it accumulated every single time.
Assumptions are always made, never a time are there reminders, the tone that spoke simply pisses off the people around. and of course, blames are always pushed.
through all these stuffs, I realised I needed to grind on my own, stand with my own feet, survive on my own during critical times, because I can't rely on people too often. no, let me rephrase it, I can't rely on certain people, and I bet a few more others feel the same.
I've not been posting any harsh words for my blog since dunno how many donkey periods, and I'm trying not to, because I don't wanna lose control of myself.
but yet, I've no tolerance towards absurd attitudes, and because the limits have sometimes pushed too far, I've to make my stand clear and return the absurdity. there is no point in asking how it feels when the harm is already been done many times.
Dogs that often bark, are never Good Doggies. They sure are wild, and thats why they seriously bark non stop
and lastly, if one day those smiles I see and hear often are robbed away, the culprit is obviously asking for trouble big time.
if they always think they are that great, maybe you should think over it again. throughout these weeks, I've been putting all the frustrations aside and just bear with it but surprisingly, I realised I just couldn't stand the way how things work at times because it accumulated every single time.
Assumptions are always made, never a time are there reminders, the tone that spoke simply pisses off the people around. and of course, blames are always pushed.
through all these stuffs, I realised I needed to grind on my own, stand with my own feet, survive on my own during critical times, because I can't rely on people too often. no, let me rephrase it, I can't rely on certain people, and I bet a few more others feel the same.
I've not been posting any harsh words for my blog since dunno how many donkey periods, and I'm trying not to, because I don't wanna lose control of myself.
but yet, I've no tolerance towards absurd attitudes, and because the limits have sometimes pushed too far, I've to make my stand clear and return the absurdity. there is no point in asking how it feels when the harm is already been done many times.
Dogs that often bark, are never Good Doggies. They sure are wild, and thats why they seriously bark non stop
and lastly, if one day those smiles I see and hear often are robbed away, the culprit is obviously asking for trouble big time.
Labels: ANGER, rantings, school
As Good As DEAD on 2:34 am
17 May 2008 - Tolerance at its Peak
I've quite a fair bit of patience, but then again I'm losing them, and I'm gaining alot of tension.
if you wanna try test and ruin me, I'll make sure you get much more than what you've contributed as a thanksgiving gift.
if you wanna try test and ruin me, I'll make sure you get much more than what you've contributed as a thanksgiving gift.
Labels: ANGER
As Good As DEAD on 1:14 am
22 April 2008 - Rantings
day by day, it gets more and more infuriating whenever I'm reminded of certain events, especially for insulting my friends that particular day.
sometimes, the sight of you really makes me wanna screw the shit out of you, and I swear I would have given hell if not for the sake of others.
remember what you did, faggot, because I won't forget what you did.
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sometimes, the sight of you really makes me wanna screw the shit out of you, and I swear I would have given hell if not for the sake of others.
remember what you did, faggot, because I won't forget what you did.
As Good As DEAD on 11:24 pm
07 August 2007 - The Rage
what if, you are leading a screwed up life now, where someone practically controls your life, as though you are a marionette, attached with the many strings into you.
this simply reminded me of bastards controlling other people's life, the FUCKING demands from them, the stress the 'marionette' has, the depression.
These kind of bastards shld just go to hell, why the fuck do they exist in this world, its preposterous, and raised the Rage in me. and what I discovered was when I just woke up, in which it doubled the effect. and yeah, its been a long time since I felt real pissed, and I think its because of the same thing which happened to another fren of mine last time.
I dun understand, I simply dun. why are you able to tolerate all these nonsense and the life you are leading now. I really don't. You have a life of your own, now I think you really need to break free and get outta the strings attached to you. you may handle this for now, but how long can you take it..
as an outsider, or maybe a friend, I feel fucking disgusted by all these. you know NOBODY around you would want something atrocious happen to you.
its as though you are living a life of facade, and I don't think its ever worth it.
this simply reminded me of bastards controlling other people's life, the FUCKING demands from them, the stress the 'marionette' has, the depression.
These kind of bastards shld just go to hell, why the fuck do they exist in this world, its preposterous, and raised the Rage in me. and what I discovered was when I just woke up, in which it doubled the effect. and yeah, its been a long time since I felt real pissed, and I think its because of the same thing which happened to another fren of mine last time.
I dun understand, I simply dun. why are you able to tolerate all these nonsense and the life you are leading now. I really don't. You have a life of your own, now I think you really need to break free and get outta the strings attached to you. you may handle this for now, but how long can you take it..
as an outsider, or maybe a friend, I feel fucking disgusted by all these. you know NOBODY around you would want something atrocious happen to you.
its as though you are living a life of facade, and I don't think its ever worth it.
As Good As DEAD on 11:52 pm
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